Chapter 252: The Nightmare of the Past
It was like hearing the most shocking news in the world, and I obviously noticed that Shu Yang's eyes when he looked at me changed dramatically.
At this moment, it seems that Shu Yang is like a flattered child.
She covered her face shyly, her eyes wandering around.
Her actions can't help but remind me of the past.
At the beginning, when Shu Yang and I first fell in love together, she was like this.
No matter what happens, Shu Yang seems to be a shy girl.
Soon, the restaurateur brought the finished sushi and put it on the table.
Shu Yang raised his head and glanced at me, and said in a panic: "Yin Xing, wait for me, I'll go get a drink, I know what you like to drink." ”
Without waiting for me to respond, Shu Yang moved away from the chair, took hurried steps, and cautiously ran to the counter, carefully selecting drinks.
From beginning to end, my eyes were firmly on her.
In a trance, I felt that the scenery around me was rapidly fading with time.
It's as if Shu Yang and I have really returned to the past.
At that time, my eyes were full of her, I played the guitar hard, and my mind was full of success and fame to give her a better life.
However, I failed, and my life with Shu Yang was also full of hardships, which led her to go to the foot bath shop to do that kind of part-time job, and finally caused our relationship to break down.
Hatred poured over me again.
I took a heavy breath, took out a pair of chopsticks from the sterilization box, took a piece of sushi and put it in my mouth, and chewed it heavily.
"Here you go, Fruit Orange. You once said that you can absorb twice as much vitamins with oranges at mealtimes, so at that time, I always liked to have a drink with meals, and not only that, but now I have this habit too. Yin Xing, sometimes, getting used to it is really a very scary thing, do you think I'm right? ”
Shu Yang is like a never-ending microphone, her mouth is always saying some boring words.
I ignored Shu Yang's words, didn't even look at her, continued to sandwich the sushi, and stuffed it into my mouth.
After eating a whole plate of sushi, Shu Yang had no intention of stopping.
I was really annoyed, raised my head and looked at her coldly, and scolded angrily: "Your mouth has been chattering non-stop from the beginning, can you shut up!" ”
Shu Yang also seemed to realize her gaffe, she gasped, aggrieved like a child who made a mistake.
After a long time, she squirmed her throat, looked at me and whispered, "I'm sorry, I was so happy that I forgot about ......"
I glanced at her, not talking.
I hate Shu Yang, I've always hated it.
From the moment she filed for divorce from me, I hated her to the core.
But now, for the sake of Yin Lanlan's life, I have to wear a hypocritical mask to contact Shu Yang and say something to her that makes me feel disgusting.
This feeling makes me very uncomfortable!
I drank the orange, and my frown could not be relaxed.
Shu Yang no longer had any words, but silently ate the sushi in front of him.
However, she ate very slowly, which gradually smoothed out my patience.
Before she finished eating, I just stood up and walked out of the store, "I want to go out for a walk, if you don't want to come with me, just continue to eat your meal." ”
Hearing this, Shu Yang's body was slightly stunned, she quickly stuffed the sushi into her mouth, gobbled it up, and followed behind me.
After walking out of the sushi restaurant, I looked at the bustling crowd and looked back on my life.
I found that Shu Yang had become humble and scared.
She's afraid of losing me, so now she becomes cautious in whatever she does.
For me, this doesn't seem to be a bad thing, at least, it will be easier for me to gain Shu Yang's trust, and then bring her a huge visual feast.
I told myself over and over again that this was just a show, and it wasn't true.
After struggling with my mind for a while, I fumbled in my pocket, pulled out a cigarette, and put it in my mouth.
However, I fumbled in my pocket for a long time, but I couldn't find a lighter.
Just as I was about to give up, a subtle clicking sound suddenly reached my ears.
Following the reputation, I saw a flame appear in my sight, and I subconsciously leaned closer to my head and took a deep breath.
In the next second, smoke poured out of my fingers.
It wasn't until this moment that I realized that it was Shu Yang who lit it for me.
She let go of the lighter and handed it to me.
"How do you have the habit of carrying a lighter with you?" After taking the lighter, I couldn't help but ask.
Shu Yang pursed his lips and glanced at me, and said softly: "A man, in this world, the most trusted thing is the cigarette in his hand. It can give you a little comfort and a kind of sustenance for your soul. I will never forget the rush of you when you used to look for fire all over the world with smoke, and from that day on, I used to carry a lighter with me, because I don't want to see you panic because you can't find the fire, I know that it feels very uncomfortable, just like I panic every day, afraid of losing you. ”
Shu Yang said a lot, but I didn't listen to a word.
I know very well in my heart that even if I listen to Shu Yang's words, it will not have any effect.
I approached Shu Yang this time, just for Yin Lanlan.
Therefore, I prefer to take her words as a joke.
I took a deep puff and listened to the crackling sound of the tobacco burning.
Then, I stretched out my hand, grabbed Shu Yang's wrist, and said softly, "Come with me for a walk." ”
The moment my hand touched Shu Yang, I obviously felt her body tremble, and she nodded flatteredly, which was considered acquiescence.
For a long time to come, I held Shu Yang's hand and walked slowly along the street.
Shu Yang didn't speak, and I didn't speak, so we walked silently.
Gradually, I also noticed some subtle changes in my heart.
In a trance, I suddenly felt that Shu Yang and I had returned to the past, and met me at her ignorant age.
Every time I think of the past, I will shake my head desperately and throw out all those unbearable memories.
Those are all fake!
Those were just once!
Shu Yang and I can't go back for a long time!
Before I knew it, Shu Yang and I walked to the park.
Just as I was about to take her for a walk in the park, out of the corner of my eye, I noticed a figure slowly walking towards me......