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Izuki cried.
There were no whispered sobs, no loud howls, she just wept silently, expressionlessly, quietly.
Tears gathered on his chin and smashed on the quilt drop by drop, and soon the quilt was stained with a large wet mark.
She felt sad, but there was no sadness, in fact, even sadness was only a little, so little that she didn't know why she was sad.
She felt that she should be afraid, but the fireworks took away not only the existence of Zi Yi and Hei Yi, but also her fear of them.
At this time, she was not too afraid.
In the haze of tears, she heard someone approaching, heard someone soothing her voice, felt her arms being pulled up, and there were warm hands rubbing her frozen limbs, trying to relax the muscles that were too tight.
Warm tears became cold as they ran down his cheeks.
She's just a little ...... A little aggrieved.
This grievance doesn't seem to be hers either.
Itsuki felt that the explosion was brilliant and short-lived, because the moment she saw the energy radiating in brilliant colors, she was blind.
She heard someone say sorry to her.
She smelled the faint smell of tobacco she liked.
She felt something on her wrist.
And then...... She felt cold, too cold, and maybe she heard someone shouting her name worriedly, or maybe it wasn't her, after all, they never called her name.
Perhaps she should have answered and asked what she was told to do, but she was so tired that her mind was so dizzy that she couldn't hear clearly, and her internal organs twitched with exhaustion.
She was sleepy, so she slept.
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"The fever hasn't gone away yet, it's too dangerous to go on like this." Toshiba looked at Zhan Changran worriedly: "Too extreme stimulation is not good for her health, not to mention her poor physique......"
Zhan Changran didn't smoke, he just kept fiddling with the communicator in his hand, letting it spin flexibly between his fingers.
This communicator was left by the girl, and it was placed next to the detector that lost its signal in the wild, and she dismantled many of those small and sensitive detectors, disassembled and reassembled them into this communicator.
As she said, she was able to connect with the outside world in some way.
It's just that the time was too short, so short that they only reported the situation and got a note that said, "Bring her back, she wants to live." The order, as well as the content of "all jump gates in the battle preparation are automatically closed, you are in a special situation and wait for a while......", were scrapped before they could receive more instructions.
No one knows better than him why the girl decisively chooses to die together, and if she does not do so, she will always be suspected and targeted, and she will always be filled with anger and guilt, and those pains will torment her day and night, tearing apart the last of her sanity, and making her sick to the point of exhaustion.
Her intelligence allows her to see at a glance the vigilance beneath the surface of their acceptance, both for her and for her perpetuation.
She probably has some hatred in her heart, and while hating them, she hates herself even more who dares to hate.
The parasite absorbs all of her malice to show such a powerful aggression, it accepts all her evil thoughts, and at the same time is willing to face its negative emotions and vent them with impunity.
And this is unacceptable to the girl, which is equivalent to ruining all her meaning of existence.
Her pride allowed her not to allow anyone to meddle in their struggle, forcibly suppressing everything, hoping to be freed from her self-torment.
But in the end, no one was liberated.
After death, the traces of her existence will not disappear, the light she has will not disappear, her dedication to the world will not disappear, the mistakes she has made will no longer have weight in the face of death, and she has gained immortality in the concept.
Even the thorn closest to the girl didn't want to agree with his approach, but there was a special resonance between them, he understood him, and he didn't need much explanation to keep silent about his decision, and despite his inner reluctance, he accepted it, again and again.
- They had to make sure that the little girl would not be parasitized like her "mother".
There is no problem that they are willing to trust the child, and they can't say trust lightly, only the facts can tell whether these trusts exist or not.
Instrument testing can only detect abnormal fluctuations in the soul field after the gene is changed by the "worm", but it cannot detect whether it is infected.
Adult "worms" are capable of triggering incubation "worm" riots, so they must leave her to face them alone.
It's a test, it's a test, it's the best way to dispel doubts.
They are prepared that the child will turn into a monster and destroy her, and they are also ready to protect her innocent.