Half a month passed quietly, and the weather was hot, cold, and hot, like a pool of stagnant water. Bei Bei was annoyed by the old way between her and Qin Tian, no matter what she did, Qin Tian only did one thing, quietly, and did nothing.

If it was really inaction, he did everything as she could, but he cleaned up Bei Bei properly.

On this day, Qin Tian didn't say hello to Bei Bei and came to pick her up from work, the girl walked out of the door of the business hall, and the sun hit her back from behind, warm. She glanced casually around, and saw him leaning against the station across the road.

Bei Bei was surprised, the corners of her mouth twitched, she couldn't close her mouth, his eyes were gentle, she could feel that this was what she liked, she really liked it, she really liked it. He is still impeccable and beautiful, even thinner, the short-sleeved T-shirt is very slim, how long it is, even a mouthful of flesh can be seen as redundant, Qin Tian used his arm in front of the dazzling sun, he waved it casually, and motioned to Beibei, he was waiting for her.

This is a good phenomenon, right? Bei Bei thought like this, filled with dissatisfaction, she looked back at Xiao Ai, Xiao Ai squeezed her eyes excitedly, Qin Tian was probably willing to enter her life, so he was willing to come to the company to pick her up from work, right? He drove the car last time, but this time it was probably just washed, the car looked like new, he picked her up, and went in the direction of Central Park.

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The weather is a lot hotter, and most people can't stand the sun, so there are not many people in the park. Qin Tian bought a marshmallow for Beibei, and then took her hand and walked around the lake.

The lake was always cooler, and the mood was no longer impetuous, and as she walked, she leaned her head towards the young man's shoulder, and for a moment, she leaned tentatively against his shoulder, as she had done last time on the catkins-covered street.

She didn't notice that in fact, he noticed her caution again, Qin Tian lowered his head, saw that she was consciously smart, smiled slightly, stretched out his hand and pressed her head on his right shoulder, this should be what a normal couple looks like! Bei Bei felt so suddenly, she hugged his arm and hugged him tighter, but she didn't want to move away anymore when she got on.

"Why are you so cautious, it's not that you haven't relied on it. He asked, his low, floating heart sinking and falling to the ground.

Bei Bei raised his head and stared at his beautiful side face, he looked at the water in the distance without any waves, frowning slightly.

"Do you love me?" After preparing in my heart for so long, I finally asked, maybe Bei Bei didn't want to ask, but she asked freely, and followed her heart.

Qin Tian stopped, he seemed to be relieved, he looked directly into her eyes, looked at her with a solemn face, and said firmly: "Love, I only love you, little stupid." ”

Like fireworks exploding in the sky, Bei Bei smiled comfortably and sourly, she playfully picked her eyes: "I love you too......"

She leaned her head and whole person on Qin Tian's shoulder steadily, as if hanging on this man, her heart was filled all of a sudden, but her body seemed to float lightly.

She naively thought that if this man said he loved herself, then he was hers. At this time, Beibei actually didn't know that she liked to be together, but she didn't have to be together. After a long silence, Bei Bei enjoyed her rare sense of belonging, which was too long and seemed so fine compared to the short sense of belonging, like a child who was running desperately without clothes.

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"But stupid, I'm leaving, the plane the day after tomorrow. Before Bei Bei could completely feel comfortable, Qin Tian said it, he seemed to have been preparing for a long time, so he spoke very fluently, when Bei Bei thought he loved her the most and she was the happiest, he was planning how to break the glass ball that she was carefully cared for.

The girl's head exploded, her ears buzzed, and she couldn't hear what he said, and she watched his mouth open and close, one moment like this, another and another.

"Why are you leaving, where are you going?" her fingers gripped his arm tightly, when a person's eyes were squeezed into a triangle, it was probably the time when she was most panicked, Bei Bei was all messed up, no sense of direction, no sense of proportion, no right and wrong and reserved, a mess, I didn't know what to do.

"Let's go back to Guangdong first. Qin Tian stretched out his hand and grabbed the girl who was standing in front of him, questioning him, he held her in his arms, he probably didn't want to see Bei Bei so scared, he stroked her hair to calm her, but at this time, how can people be calm.

Bei Bei couldn't stop struggling, she remembered, remembered clearly, it was impossible to forget so quickly, he just said that he loved himself, and the acne on his face had not disappeared when he said this, he said that he only loved her Wen Beibei, he called her a little stupid, why did he have to leave immediately, if she can still be calm now, then she Wen Beibei is not a person at all.

The difference in people's cognition is that a woman like Bei Bei is probably incomprehensible all her life, in her heart, maybe one day she will think about herself a little more, but she can't do it now, she can't understand the relationship between giving up and choosing now, and she decisively gave up her feelings for something that is at least worthless in her heart, and she feels that is suicide. She doesn't even think about it backwards, since she can give up, it means that that little bit of liking is as worthless in many people's hearts as those things in her heart.

"When will you come back, or, or if you don't come back, I'll go to you?" She wanted to make the last struggle, not to save a little more face for herself, Bei Bei trembled and asked again, she deceived herself and thought that maybe all this was far less serious than she thought, Qin Tian just said that he had to go back after the exchange was over, not necessarily?

"Don't be so stupid, listen to me. "This is probably what every man always says once or twice in his life, so Qin Tian also said it.

Bei Bei pushed him away, and there was no last chance, he was going to say something he didn't want to hear. This man is really too good, he doesn't want to go home, he wants to abandon her, no, he can't talk about abandonment, she Wen Beibei is not Mrs. Qin, she is not worthy of abandonment.

"Don't forget that you just said you love me, don't forget. "She's playing Lai, too, and she really wants to play Lai, if it's useful. Beibei's eyes were blurred by the mist little by little, and then she couldn't see the road clearly, and then she couldn't see him clearly.

"Stupid, don't do that. Qin Tian grabbed Beibei's arm, he wanted to hug her and let her not be so excited, but she pushed her away.

She shook her head desperately and shook off the tears from her eyes, but when she shook it off, it would be full, so that people couldn't get it clean, she was so annoyed that she wiped it back and forth, and the unclean rubbing made Bei Bei cry even more.

She was angry, angry that she wanted to waste this month to be angry with him, and suddenly she thought of this, if she didn't get angry with Qin Tian like this, maybe they would have a lot of good memories, why didn't she cherish the days when he was around.

Qin Tian's narrow European eyes were full of sadness: "Little stupid, I won't say it, I won't say it, I won't say anything, okay?"

He comforted, and finally the girl's sobbing eased a little, he hugged her, feeling that she was still trembling, he patted her on the back, Beibei's heart finally couldn't hold it, and soon she lost her strength, and lay on Qin Tian's shoulder, crying weakly, tears wet his shoulder, a piece.

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After a while, Qin Tian thought that Bei Bei was calm, she was obediently lying down, he tentatively began to talk to her, he touched her hair and said something useless, insignificant, seeing that she still did not respond, he began to be serious again.

"Stupid, I'm going to leave sooner or later, you know. The exchange is over, I originally wanted to take you back to Guangdong, but my father and my sister both wanted me to go to Canada to develop. The medical institutions over there don't recognize Chinese medical qualifications, and I have to start anew, starting as a student, so I can't afford to take you there. He said, as if he couldn't bear to hear that people could no longer do anything to tie him down, he gently shook her body: "Beibei, I'm sorry." The words were like sharp knives piercing her already leaky heart.

"Then you're going to give up on me, aren't you? yes, you're going to give up on me. She no longer had the strength to say these words in her heart, and even if she still had the strength, how could she say that? Trouble him, let him not go, stop him, let him give up the life he wanted, and whether she could stop him or not, she would not be able to stop him.

Qin Tian finally raised her head, Beibei's back hurt, she was soft and weak, she was chubby and pretending to be weak, she actually began to feel so ridiculous.

Qin Tian could see at a glance that Bei Bei's face was wrong: "Little stupid, what's the matter with you?"

"I'm fine!" said Bei Bei withdrawing her hand, no more extra tugging and pulling was meaningless, she was glad that she could still decide frankly now.

Qin Tian grabbed her, and it was the first time he pulled her so strongly: "Don't move, you let me see." ”

"Don't look at it, I've heard that no matter how much I list, I'll outlive you. Bei Bei smiled, it turned out that he really didn't want himself anymore, it turned out that he was really abandoned, it felt okay, it wasn't that serious.

"Send me home, downstairs to my house today!"

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Bei Bei was finally taken to the hospital by Qin Tian, and walked through the back door, he was in a small dark room, personally doing a heart examination for her, and his frowning brows were not lowered until the examination was completed.

"Don't be angry, I'm not leaving. Qin Tian touched her hair and said softly.

"Oh, don't, you can go!" Bei Bei sat on the narrow black leather bed and buttoned up, and answered him without looking back.

Her lips were a little black, and she looked even more ugly now, like an old witch who was about to run out of oil, and buttoned up, she was a little overwhelmed, and sat cross-legged on the hospital bed, picked up the small mirror, and looked at her shriveled face, and secretly looked at him from the mirror, her man who was about to go away.

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Qin Tian slowly packed up those tools, and didn't pay attention to Beibei, nor did he refute her words, he regarded her as unreasonable, and most of the time he didn't refute it, just smiled, couldn't see the smile he liked, laughed at her jokes with Northeast characteristics? But today he didn't laugh, and he didn't know that Bei Bei could see him in the small mirror, and he could see his slightly frowning brow.

Qin Tian's fingers were so long, he rolled up all the black threads and put them in order. For a long time, the two of them didn't speak, and when they checked just now, Qin Tian just loosened Beibei's underwear, but he didn't take it away, his hand clamped many suction cups back and forth around the piece of fat, but he didn't touch the piece of meat.

"Do you think Xi Shi is like this? Can this color be beautiful?" This shameless metaphor made Bei Bei laugh himself.

Qin Tian was still silent, he just continued to connect the syringe with a solemn face, making a caka sound. He walked over, rolled up Beibei's sleeve, hit the back of her hand twice, and then rubbed the mother and son in his left hand at the intersection of the turquoise veins, and shoved a thin white iron needle into the girl's flesh.

"Does it hurt?" he asked, looking up, softly.

Seeing that Bei Bei shook his head, he bowed slightly: "I'm not a nurse, and I can't do as well as them in needles." He stopped talking, and fixed the thin tube for the drip with tape on her hand, and for a moment, he was a little nervous and uncoordinated.

"I'll slow down, you must not move on your own, just play slowly. ”

"I'm not very sensitive, and I can't feel the pain of the needle. "Bei Bei looked at him, and she wanted to tell him how good it was that he said that leaving hurt her more, like a revenge, and made him uncomfortable.

Qin Tian still stood motionless, gloomy, he stared straight at the piece under the drip bottle, something like a fish bladder, thought about it and said, "Hey, I'm really a monster, anything can pass, you can go back with confidence." ”

"Stupid. Suddenly, Qin Tian was very angry and drank her, as if he wanted to say something, but swallowed it back, he sighed, slowed down his tone and said, "Let's go to Guangzhou then!" He paused: "It's okay if it's in the Northeast, it's just that I'm a little cold in winter." ”

What else could she say? Bei Bei couldn't see people clearly, she shook her head, and threw away her tears to the unknown place.

"Sooner or later, you will regret giving up the life you want, you go quickly. Don't seduce me here. ”

Bei Bei put down the cruel words and ignored him, she is not a reasonable person, so she is in pain. She had thought many times about how she would keep him, blackmail him, and entangle him if Qin Tian wanted to leave, but when it came to the end, she couldn't do it. She turned her back to Qin Tian's direction, tears silently hid on the pillow along the corners of her eyes, she felt like a vast darkness behind her, she didn't know what was added to the medicine, she didn't cry for a while, she fell asleep.

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When she woke up at three o'clock in the morning, Bebe was thirsty, and she sat up to find water. Her nose was full of the smell of men, she slept on Qin Tian's bed, and the quilts and pillows under her were not those in the hospital. Her eyes adjusted to the darkness around her, and she saw him sitting in front of the computer next to her, his head hanging and falling asleep.

On the computer, Saka was killing monsters in the desert, Maimai was wearing a purple wedding dress, sitting next to him and watching obediently, the girl's heart was poked, tears blurred the screen in front of her, she thought that she was the villain, the villain who was wearing a lilac wedding dress and looked at her prince with a look of adoration, maybe he could promise her, that's all.

"Stupid, do you want water?" Xu heard the voice, Qin Tian also woke up, he took the water cup and helped Bei Bei up, and after a burst of hard pouring, she felt a little better.

"Slow down, slow down. Qin Tian hoarsely voiced, and every word seemed to carry something in his body and blew into Beibei's heart. She raised her glass of water and motioned to him if he wanted to drink a little, and Qin Tian took it and drank the rest of the water.

"My mom didn't call me?"

"I called Xiao Ai and asked her to tell your mother that you were at her house. ”

"Oh. Bei Bei breathed a sigh of relief, and felt wrong when she thought about it: "My mother believes it?"

"I asked Xiao Ai to say that you drank too much. Qin Tian put the water cup on the computer desk.

"My mom didn't even see me drinking too much. The girl let out a sigh of relief.

But she didn't call again. Qin Tian didn't care about this, he sat on the edge of the bed, and without extra pillows, he let Bei Bei lean on his body.

"Oh. Bei Bei answered, and stopped talking, relying on him, the two of them were too close, no matter how close they were, they were each thinking about their own troubles, and the two of them had never dreamed of the same future.

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"Little stupid, I'm not leaving, I'll go back to Guangdong first after the exchange is over, and then I'll be back in a while, okay?" Qin Tian lowered his head and said as he gently ran his fingers through her hair, her wet hair, fiddling with it, and kissed her oily temples.

"Don't be like that, it smells oily. Bei Bei knows that she is not a woman like Concubine Xiang, let alone Concubine Xiang, her hair smells of oil and sweat is always inseparable. She sat up straight, broke free from Qin Tian's embrace, turned her back to him and said, "No, you better go to Canada! I want you to have everything you want." ”

Qin Tian didn't refute her, he twisted Beibei's body again, let her lean on his body, his chin against the top of her head, he blew her ears and temples like a gossamer, and after a while, the consciousness of the people was scattered.

"Stupid, I already have everything. ”

Bei Bei suddenly coughed hard, his voice was soft, so good that she only felt that her bones were suddenly crispy.

"No, Tim, listen to me. Bei Bei shook her body, she felt a little tired: "You still go abroad, I want you to go." She sighed, this is what she doesn't want to say, life always has to face choices, but no one can resist the self in their hearts, even if it is a thought, it is enough to form a prairie fire.

"I can't go with you, it's because I don't have the ability to do it myself, if I'm like you, like your sister and brother-in-law, we can go together, right?" Bei Bei paused for a moment, couldn't say any more, and had to make a long preparation: "I'm very serious, the conditions abroad are better, and life is better, I hope you go." ”

Qin Tian's arm suddenly tightened, or he couldn't listen anymore, so he interrupted her.

"A good boy is determined to be in the world, and it is your creation to fly higher and farther, you can go!" How bold it is! Beibei's heart attack is so suspenseful, she choked up and almost couldn't say the words that followed.

She didn't let Qin Tian say anything: "It's decided, let's not talk about this matter, you can go back tomorrow! Don't come back, I won't see you again when you come back." ”

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I don't know if it's because the medicine is too strong, or if Bei Bei is really so tired, and soon she fell asleep again. When she got up early the next day, she still felt weak, not because she was still uncomfortable, but she was so tired that she couldn't even lift her arms and legs, so she asked the company for a leave.

Qin Tian made lotus seed and lily porridge, unpacked the luggage, and piled it on the edge of the bed. Seeing that he was busy in the outer room, Bei Bei began to pack up the luggage all over the floor, she packed all the things into the box, and it was so messy that the cable couldn't be pulled, and it took a long time to work hard, Qin Tian came in with porridge, and the girl was still fiddling with Lasu.

"I've stuffed everything in, when are you leaving tomorrow? I'll see you off. Bei Bei said, motioning for Qin Tian to help pull the rope.

Qin Tian put the porridge on the table, sat on the edge of the bed and took her hand, and threw the luggage aside: "I'll get it in a while, little stupid, you wait for me, I'll be back soon." ”

Bei Bei looked at Qin Tian's eyes, his eyes were so gentle that he could drown himself alive, and he was happy on his beautiful face.

"No, you can go to Canada. ”