Mu Xingfeng didn't wait for her to answer, but said to himself.

Staring at the distance, it was as if he was seeing something through there.

"I once hurt a very, very kind girl, that day my sister came to the army to see me, asked me to go to the teahouse, who knew that my sister had already discussed with the family when she came, seeing that I had no intention of finding a girlfriend for so many years, so I drugged my tea."

Mu Xingfeng saw the shock in the girl's eyes and nodded, "That's right, it's the kind you think, I didn't guard against my sister until the effect of the medicine was effective, and I didn't realize that I was calculated."

At that time, I was already on the way back to the army, my sister told me the hotel room number, I know, they prepared a woman for me inside, I can imagine who that woman is, but I have no feelings for that person at all, I refused to go to the hotel, I wanted to rely on my own self-control to carry it.

But the amount of medicine given by my sister was too heavy, and just when I was on the verge of collapse, the girl appeared. ”

When Mu Xingfeng said this, he obviously felt that the girl in his arms stiffened, he tightened his arms, and continued, "She thought I was sick and kindly wanted to help me, but the moment I saw her, all my reason was thrown out of the clouds, and just like that, I forced her." ”

"Instructor Mu~~"

An Ran poked his little head out of the man's arms, and his eyes turned red.

Mu Xingfeng lowered his head and kissed her forehead, "Ranran, wait until I finish." ”

Mu Xingfeng interrupted her and continued, "I knew how fucked I was at that time, and I thought that I would compensate her well, no matter what she wanted, but before I could chase her, I received an urgent notice from the army, and a flash flood broke out."

As a soldier, my duty is to obey orders, and in the face of orders, I can only let go of my personal feelings and think that I will come to her after this mission is completed. But I almost lost my life in the line of duty.

When swept away by the flood. It wasn't my family, it wasn't my friends, it was the girl I had hurt before I knew her name.

I never believed in gods, but at that moment, I prayed to Heaven to give me another chance to find that girl and let me spend my life protecting her.

Maybe Heaven heard my prayer and I was saved, and the person who saved me was the one I had done to hurt at all.

When I saw her rescue me from the water to the shore with great difficulty, I thought that I must have saved the whole world in the previous life, and this life allowed me to meet her.

At that moment, I couldn't think of a better way to repay her, only to spend my life to protect her, to protect this ignorant and kind and weak girl.

It's just that I don't know how to express my feelings, I frightened her at the beginning, in order not to let her reject me, I can only coax her little by little, abduct her, until one day I find out that I can no longer leave her, not because of repaying the gratitude, let alone because of guilt and self-blame, but the kind of love that comes from the heart and cannot be parted.

But the more I loved her, the more I didn't dare to tell her, for fear that she would not forgive me, that she would know that the bastard who hurt her was herself, and that she would lose her, so she selfishly kept this secret.

Ranran, do you think she will forgive me if I tell her the truth? ”

After Mu Xingfeng finished speaking, he looked at the girl in front of him.