Chapter 247: The Solitude of Contemplation
Yin Xing, stop! ”
A heart-rending voice suddenly sounded behind me.
With a rush of footsteps, Zhou Yao ran directly in front of me and blocked my way.
With red eyes, she stared at my eyes tightly, and explained aggrievedly: "Yin Xing, I know it was very sudden just now!" But I had to! Because this is the only way I can get away from Pan Feng! ”
I don't know why, when I saw Zhou Yao's appearance, I suddenly laughed.
I don't even know if I was laughed at by Zhou Yao or amused by him.
I stuck my waist in, looked at Zhou Yao with a smile and a smile, and said helplessly: "Please!" Don't you think you're ridiculous? Leaving Pan Feng, that's your business, what does it have to do with me? I don't want to hear anything now, I'm disgusting with you! ”
There was no sympathy in my tone.
Yes, just as cold as ever.
And my insulting words were like sharp edges, gradually breaking the last line of defense in Zhou Yao's heart.
I obviously saw that Zhou Yao's eyes were dim, and even her voice became crying, and she whispered aggrievedly: "No...... That's not true...... Yin Xing, you don't understand what I've been through...... I've already told you that the matter between me and Luo Hao is a last resort! I didn't dare to tear my face with Pan Feng, just because I didn't want to lose this job! ”
"Now, I have completely lost my freedom, like a helpless puppet, running around in the dark haze, never seeing any light and hope again! To put it mildly, I'm now a dog, a imprisoned reptile, and a soft persimmon that can be pinched! ”
"Yin Xing, you are different from me...... At least, you still have your daughter, you can still see hope, you are not completely blinded...... That's why I found you at all costs, I want you to stay away from Pan Feng, otherwise, you will slowly destroy yourself! ”
Yin Lanlan, Yin Lanlan, and Yin Lanlan again.
No matter what happens, Zhou Yao likes to mention Yin Lanlan's name in front of me!
Suddenly, I felt a surge of qi and blood, raised my arm violently, slapped Zhou Yao fiercely, and said in disgust: "My daughter, I don't need you to point fingers here!" Shu Yang is not qualified, and you are even less qualified! ”
To be honest, even I don't know why I want to compare Shu Yang with Zhou Yao.
Perhaps, in my subconscious, Shu Yang, at least she is not as annoying as Zhou Yao, and will not fill my ears with noisy noise.
This slap also completely stunned Zhou Yao.
Zhou Yao wailed, her whole body leaned back, she was half-bent over, covering her cheeks, and the smile on her face couldn't stop hanging on her face.
"I'm not eligible...... Right...... You're right, I, Zhou Yao, just don't have the qualifications...... I shouldn't meddle in your business...... Damn it...... You deserve ...... damn it too."
After Zhou Yao finished speaking indignantly, she covered her cheeks and turned around, crying and running, until she disappeared into the dark haze.
The wind at night was still as cold as ever.
At this moment, I was like a piece of rotten wood, standing in the cold wind in horror, letting the biting cold wind beat my chest indiscriminately.
Suddenly, I regretted saying that to Zhou Yao.
Perhaps, my words also hurt Zhou Yao's heart a little.
But, if you think about it, maybe that's fine.
Zhou Yao and I are not in the same circle, she has her life, and I also have mine.
It's like a fork in the road that is getting farther and farther, Zhou Yao and I have long since parted ways, and there is no more her in my world. Her world will never have me.
In the loneliness and vicissitudes of life, I lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and felt the crackling sound of tobacco burning.
But despite this, the stinging sensation caused by the smoke filling my lungs could not calm my complicated feelings.
After a few breaths, I took Yin Lanlan's frozen red hand again, and said softly: "Let's go, Lanlan, Dad will take you home!" ”
As long as there is a road, there will be people, and as long as there are people, it is the rivers and lakes.
Where only rivers and lakes exist, those unknown darkness and sins will also be exposed to everyone.
It's like no one would ever know that on the edge of the city, there is an old-fashioned neighborhood that hasn't been demolished yet.
In this old-fashioned neighborhood, there is a decaying house, and a down-and-out man, which records his longing dreams and absurd life......
When I got home, I turned on the warm light in the bathroom, gave Yin Lanlan a hot shower, and changed into clean clothes.
Then, I playfully took Yin Lanlan's hand, scratched her neck with my other hand, and said with a smile: "Lanlan go to sleep, otherwise you will tickle." ”
Yin Lanlan laughed, made a fuss, ran to the bed with a smoke, and stuffed her head into the quilt.
After turning on the night light, I quietly walked out of the room.
Like a depressed person, I sat lonely on the couch, staring at the clock swinging on the wall.
Those unbearable memories of the past, along with the memories of my life, with the swinging clock, seem to echo in my mind.
Without!
Nothing!
Qin Mei is crazy!
Shen Mumu has changed!
Si Lingyan's heart was cold!
Zhou Yao was also driven away by me!
All the people I used to be in contact with are now gone.
I did it all!
Cigarette butts, one after the other.
I lay helplessly on the couch, my eyes open, and I continued to look at the clock on the wall.
The night seemed to be very long.
I don't even know exactly when the sun rises.
Since I work in a song hall, I work from late at night to early in the morning.
Therefore, during the day, I also took care of Yin Lanlan for a long time.
I wiped my face heavily and was about to go to the bathroom to wash my face.
It was at this moment that a subtle knock reached my ears.
My body shuddered slightly, almost thinking I was hallucinating.
However, the knocking on the door continued.
My heart was pounding, and I went straight to the door and opened the door.
A familiar face suddenly appeared in front of me.
When I saw her appearance, my heart chuckled, and the expression on my face quickly stiffened and twisted.
Even if I wanted to break my head, I didn't expect that Lin Xinyue would find my home!
My vigilance couldn't help but increase a little, stared at her eyes tightly, and said coldly, "What do you want to do?" ”