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"Anyone can beat me and bully me, is it because I'm weak? But I'm so young, if someone asked me if I wanted to come into this world before I came here, I would definitely say no. ”
Feng pricked his nose and sour, such a child who is usually easy to be happy, actually said to him: "The world doesn't like me, and I don't like the world." If life is always painful, then what is the meaning of my life in this world? ”
"But that's it, I want to live too." She looked at the sky outside with misty eyes, "In a corner of this vast sea of stars, there is another me, she has parents who only love her, friendly teachers and classmates, and no bad people who are angry with her at every turn...... If I die, she's gone. ”
Thorn didn't speak, just listened quietly to her divergent thoughts.
These...... Was it her dream?
Speaking of the matter of the previous world, Yi Yue was a little panicked to find that she seemed to have been assimilated by this world, and the clear memories of the past were blurred in her mind, and she had no emotional fluctuations about it.
Will there come a time when the past that shaped her into her will completely fade from her mind?
This made her break her train of thought in some fright, her head went blank for a moment, she gently grabbed the hand of the thorn, and finally cried, "Uncle hug me, hug me, I'm really scared." ”
- I'm really scared, so give me some strength and hug me, even if it's false to be nice to me, but at least the warmth of the embrace is real at this time.
Spur carefully avoided her wounds, and as he held her in his arms every time, he let her sit on his arm, his little head resting on his shoulder, and he could feel the little heart beating fast in his soft body.
"Uncle......" she called out to him, sobbing.
"Huh?" He helped her get on the air.
"Take me out for a walk, okay?" She whispered a plea with her eyes closed, waiting for his refusal.
The advance team would not allow Wallon to go out during off-mission hours, but there was always a little restless thought in her heart, she wanted to go out, and she didn't want to stay in this oppressive place.
She felt the adult move slightly, and then her body was cold, thinking that he might be in an unhappy mood and her body was emitting cold air, and her little head shrank for a moment.
complained about why she climbed the pole like this, just now this man changed his face and beat her, how could he listen to her? Thinking like this, I heard a male voice in my ear say, "Where do you want to go?" ”
"I ......" she opened her eyes timidly, and was surprised to find that they were already outside, the twilight was dreary, there was only a faint orange light in the sky, the woods in front were dark, the two moons shone faintly, and only a few stars came out.
The air seems to be infinitely fresher.
"Just stay here for a while, okay?" She pressed her face against the crook of his neck.
The spur felt a small fluffy furball stick to his neck, and his heart softened two points, and he let out a "hmm".
"Uncle doesn't know the 'me' before?" She asked sullenly.
Thorn hesitated for a moment, but replied, "Hmm." ”
"So my uncle is good to me." She nodded her little head, and her voice was swaying, "You are also angry because you think I am different from her?" "Because I know her, I can't tolerate her behavior deviation, and I feel that I am wrong and irritable.
Children who are obviously emotionally dull to people are not very sensitive at this moment.
Although he didn't want to admit it, the spur still squeezed out of his throat: "Hmm." ”
The child sighed, the stab felt a little peculiar, and the milk doll made an adult's abrupt sigh with that soft and glutinous timbre with a crying tone, which seemed funny and a little confused.
"But I don't know anything about her." She looked at the sky, and the afterglow of the setting sun left only a trail of smoke that quickly dissipated.
Like her past.
"I, it wasn't her in the first place." The child said slowly, and the words that hurt people's hearts came out of her little mouth word by word, "Are you going to kill me because of this?" ”
"If you're going to do it, can you do it faster?" She pressed it against his face, and the man felt the eyelashes run across his face like feathers, trembling with a hint of moisture.
"I'm afraid of pain, if you really want to do it, don't torture me, just hurry up...... All right? She finally let go of the hand that was tugging at his clothes, wrapped her little arms around his neck, and said sullenly.
"Heh......" The man let out a deep laugh in his throat, feeling the tense body of the child in his arms, and put his big hand on the back of her head to clasp her on himself, "Do you think that the soldiers of the Federation can kill people as they want?" ”
He pulled her head away from him, his hand touched the soft and tender face, and looked at the big wet eyes, "What do you think about every day?" Well, I know you're not her. Uncle's fault didn't turn around that force. I apologize to you, don't be afraid, you don't have to be afraid. ”
"You know what? Uncle has a lot of strength, so he has been controlling himself when he gets along with you. This time the uncle was really careless, a little out of control, not in terms of strength, but in terms of concentration, not noticing that position was too dangerous for you. He broke her up in the same way he treated adults, and it was an accident, no one wanted her life.
"But you're hurt, and it's wrong for me to be angry with you, so I'm going to examine myself and not let that happen again." He said gently, "Don't be afraid, you're safe." ”
At this moment, he was familiar to her again.
Her eyelashes twitched, and she looked at him blankly, like a bird returning to its nest, and her little head slammed into his arms, "You are bad and bad, I can't even hate you......" she said with a crying voice, "I want to think you are good, but my back hurts, and the pain tells me that you are the big bad." ”
"Well, I'm a big bad guy, can I try to become a big bad guy for you in the future?" He led her to the nearest tree, where she had a good view and could see more and more stars due to the invasion of night, "I can teach you a few tricks, so that you have some self-protection ability, and at worst you can escape, okay?" ”
As he spoke, he made a few gestures with one hand, pretending to hit himself in the face, and made an exaggerated expression of pain.
"Uncle, don't you feel like a scumbag who is finished with domestic violence and sees his wife wanting a divorce and begging for mercy." She burst into tears and laughed, rubbing against him coquettishly.
"You little ghost, where did you learn so many complicated words, I'm a good soldier who abides by the law. Let's not talk about not being able to be violent to others, how dirty is my experience to make you become my wife at a young age, this is a crime that will be imprisoned as soon as you go back. He didn't know what came to mind, and laughed, "Maybe I'll have to be your cellmate." ”
Izuki thought about it, if the focus was on age...... She suddenly said, "What does that uncle mean, that 'me' you know to be your daughter-in-law?" ”
"Why do you think that?" Feng Thorn reflected on himself and rubbed her head, "Do you blame me for watching too many animations for you?" You little brain melon polluted by love and love, you should wash it well. ”