Chapter 066: I always feel weird

"I'm glad you set your mind on me, but shouldn't you tell me what you're thinking?" Xi Yutang looked at her, his eyes were a little shining, and he seemed to be really happy that she was still thinking about him when she was distracted.

"It's nothing, it's just a little worried," Yang Xiangwei didn't raise the bar with him again, sat down a little bit in his position, and said seriously, "I feel that I don't seem to know you at all." ”

"Huh?" Xi Yutang motioned for her to continue.

"I thought you should have lived happily as a child." After all, when she first crossed over, Yang Xiangwei had gone to see him, there were groups of slaves, and so many people liked him, she really thought that he was doing well.

But when she saw Mr. Xi and Mrs. Xi today, she suddenly felt that she might have taken some things for granted.

Yang Xiangwei apologized to Xi Yutang seriously: "I'm sorry, I should know more, if I don't investigate, I won't have the right to speak, but I seem to have ignored it." ”

"Why do you want to say sorry to me? I was unhappy when I was a child, what does it have to do with you? Xi Yutang said, "You were probably still in school at that time, but I don't know if you had a crush on a senior besides Li Shengjie?" ”

After all, the age difference is here, and when Xi Yutang was still in elementary school, she who had already entered adolescence might have started her first heartbeat.

Those who have not participated in the past, to be honest, in fact, Xi Yutang is still a little uncomfortable in his heart.

It's just that compared to the past, he feels that the present and the future are more important, so he didn't pursue it, but it's always okay to "go to the bottom" occasionally, right?

Yang Xiangwei didn't answer the second half of his sentence at all, and said very seriously: "I want to apologize, if I had known that you were so unhappy, we could have met earlier." Maybe you don't know, in fact, when you were very young, we met, and at that time I thought you were having a good time, and there were many people who liked you and felt that you shouldn't disturb your existing life, so they left. ”

What is the Tribulation?

Going through the calamity is to be born, grow up, fall in love, and spend your life like an ordinary person.

For the immortals, time has become very long, and they can no longer experience that "feeling". Sometimes, even if it's too long, you may forget.

Therefore, a certain immortal needs to go down to the mortal world and re-understand life in order to have new inspiration and step on a new level.

Yang Xiangwei knew that the Red Buddha Shenjun was spending a "love calamity" this time, but if he could have an understanding of family and family affection at the same time, it would also be a good opportunity, so she "walked away".

It's just that she didn't expect that the "truth" of the matter was not the same as she thought.

"Oh?" Xi Yutang raised his eyebrows, "When?" ”

He also looked for the intersection between the Xi family and the Shan family in his memory, and it seemed that there had never been, and he really didn't know which time she was talking about.

"It's just that I quarreled with my family, had nothing to do, and then saw a particularly cute child sitting in the garden reading a book......" Yang Xiangwei of course couldn't tell the truth, so she beautified it, "Like a little angel, I was particularly impressed, so I asked who it was." ”

"Then why didn't you just ask me?"

"Uh...... At that time, weren't you still young, do you think that with my temperament at that time, I would have the patience to take care of children? Yang Xiangwei had no way to explain, so she could only come for such a reason.

Xi Yutang thought back to the things she did when she was an adolescent, and had to admit: "This is, you were in a rebellious period at that time, and you did a lot of things that gave your parents a headache." If it weren't for Li Shengjie's matter crashing into your brother's hands and fishing you out, you don't know what would have become. ”

He also imagined it for a while, and felt that if he continued on that path, the "fate" between him and her might be broken.

Xi Yutang is very sure that he likes this Shan Xiangwei he met, not the one he rebellious in adolescence.

"You really have a lot of black history." Thinking of the contents of the information, Xi Yutang couldn't help laughing, "I really don't understand what your brain circuit thinks, there is such a pair of parents who love you, and they are still clamoring that they don't love you, and they have to be with a group of gangsters." Do you really think that it is fashionable to follow them all day long to skip classes, go to Internet cafes, and jump on them? By the way, I remember you also had a special photo of Shamat...... Your aesthetics at that time are really hard to describe. ”

Yang Xiangwei was a little embarrassed: "I know you have investigated me, so you don't have to say it like this, right?" ”

What Xi Yutang said was naturally what happened before she crossed over, and after she came, she tried to "change" it.

But the identity of the original owner that she had picked up had to continue to carry the black pot for the original owner.

Those black histories, it's really embarrassing!

"Hehehehe...... I just suddenly felt that the teacher at that time was very interesting. Is it true that every lady will have an unknown black history before she really grows up? Xi Yutang said with a smile.

Yang Xiangwei glared at him: "What about you?" What's your black history? Why don't you say it and make me laugh too. ”

I don't want Xi Yutang to really talk about one, not so much his "black history", but his helplessness at that time.

When he was a child, he really didn't understand why his mother didn't love him, when his father was there, his mother was very kind to him, and as soon as his father was gone, his mother would find a way to make him "lost".

"So you sat at the intersection until dark, and you didn't even leave when the housekeeper came, so you have to ask your mother to pick it up?!" Yang Xiangwei was dumbfounded, she really didn't know that Xi Yutang still had such a past.

"Hmm!" Xi Yutang responded, "Isn't it stupid?" Actually, I had some ideas at that time, just to prove that my mother actually loved me. It's just that I didn't think ......"

"Didn't she come?" Yang Xiangwei asked in a low voice.

Xi Yutang shook his head: "No." Then my dad came, scolded me for being stupid, and took me back. ”

"Ah, your dad didn't comfort you?" Yang Xiangwei was surprised.

"He's so busy with work that he doesn't have time to take care of me."

"So, what about your grandfather and grandmother?"

"I don't know if they know it, but that's how it went. Since then, I have also been angry, thinking that since my mother doesn't love me, then I don't love her either. And then I grew up, and everything passed......"

After all, Xi Yutang still remembered Yang Xiangwei's sentence "I don't seem to know you at all", and through some small stories, the imperfect "Xi Yutang" was shown in front of her.

Let her know clearly that in fact, he is an "ordinary person", and he will have some "black history" when he was a child, but he has grown up now.

Perhaps some of the pasts that seemed worthy of "sympathy" to her had long been forgotten by him.