Chapter Ninety-Five: All the Past

The rain continued to fall without stopping, constantly lapping on the branches and leaves, gradually blurring the vision in front of me.

Yin Haoxuan was looking aimlessly, his cold eyes were shining with chill at this time, his umbrella was tilted at this time, and the rain almost wet half of his shoulders, but he didn't seem to feel the slightest feeling, and he stopped his gaze when he heard the sound of the car coming from the transportation place.

It seemed to be gradually moving away, and after a while, there was no sound, Yin Haoxuan tilted his head lightly at this time, no one could see his expression clearly, and he lowered his head at this time, hiding all his emotions.

Zhang Tezhu also heard the sound of the car starting, and felt that something was wrong, so he hurried over He looked at Yin Haoxuan's figure at this time in a trance, only to feel that this man's back seemed very lonely at this time, he seemed to have been standing alone in a high place, as if the whole person was submerged in the dark, and he couldn't come back to his senses for a long time.

He stood aside with some hesitation, and finally opened his mouth to ask with a flash of his eyes: "Mr. Yin, people seem to be gone, what should we do now?" ”

I heard the person in front of me laugh mockingly at this time, accompanied by the sound of rain full of bitter taste, and waited for a long time before I heard a slow opening, and said in a very low voice: "You go back first, I'm going to see the tombstone later, I don't want anyone to know about this matter, remember that this is my last patience." ”

Yin Haoxuan raised his head, his face returned to his previous coldness at this time, and his eyes looked at Zhang Tezhu as if they were like sharp blades, which made his heart tremble.

"Mr. Yin, I'm ......" Zhang Tezhu opened his mouth at this time, as if he wanted to say something, but seeing that Yin Haoxuan had already waved his hand, his expression revealed a little impatience, so he had to do it, watching Yin Haoxuan's back gradually disappear from his eyes, and infinite thoughts surged in his heart at this time.

Yin Haoxuan's pace was unhurried at this time, bypassing the rows of tombstones, the light stepping on the rain with leather shoes was the only sound in the cemetery at this time, even if the places in the cemetery were very similar, but he still walked lightly, it was a place to return to Xue's parents, and at this time, he turned left and walked into a tombstone.

At this moment, looking at the person in the photo, an unknown emotion surged for a while, his expression was very complicated, and he still opened his mouth softly: "Dad, I'm coming to see you." ”

At this time, the rain flowed down the tombstone, and the raindrops slowly flowed down the photo, and the eyebrows and eyes of the person in the photo were very similar to Yin Haoxuan, but they stood in the black and white photo, looking straight ahead, with a smile on their faces.

At this time, Yin Haoxuan seemed to have found sustenance all of a sudden, and the sadness in his eyes was suddenly clenched, as if he was holding back, and finally muttered to himself: "Dad, I have done everything you want to do, but I don't think I did it wrong." ”

Yin Haoxuan felt as if he was walking at a crossroads in his life, as if he had suddenly plunged into the abyss of confusion, and he couldn't go back or out.

Yin Haoxuan stood there alone for a long time, but he didn't speak, as if this was the only way to mend the wounds in his heart until the rain gradually eased.

When he left, he finally went to the cemetery of Xue's father and mother, and saw that the flowers placed on the tombstone had been soaked by the rain, and they were placed aside, Yin Haoxuan stood in place like this, his figure was slender and straight, one hand was in his pocket, and the rain seemed to hide his expression.

He looked at the flowers placed on the tombstone, his eyes flashed with a vague and changing expression, he regretfully remembered that it was Xue's mother's favorite flower when she was alive, his hand was clenched at this time, staring at the tombstone expressionlessly.

He couldn't help but feel very depressed in his heart, as if a complex emotional exchange was at the tip of his heart, and he didn't know whether to be happy or depressed for a moment, what he couldn't understand was whether Xue Twilight was still alive or not, how he escaped the fire five years ago if he was alive, and why he kept avoiding him and hated him so much.

As soon as the thought of "hate" appeared, Yin Haoxuan couldn't help but feel as if his heart was pierced in his heart like a burst of barbs, and he also clearly understood that in these years, without Xue Twilight's days, he had lived a very general life, and there were countless people around him, but no one could stay by his side.

What Yin Haoxuan didn't understand was that it was Xue Dutwi who provoked him first at the beginning, but now why he couldn't let go was only himself, Xue Duwan didn't even want to see him in person, and would rather run around than stay by his side.

He chuckled at this time, but he didn't have the slightest smile, as if he was laughing at himself, looking at the familiar face in the photo, the raindrops passing through it seemed to add tears to the photo, and he just looked at him quietly.

Yin Haoxuan bent down gently, gently picked up the fallen flowers, and placed them in the center of the tombstone, and finally didn't say a word, turned around and left silently, leaving only a gradual back in the rain, his back was very slender and straight, the hand holding the umbrella was also straight, and his eyes were clear and cold, as if he was a noble son who came out of a painting, but if you looked closely, there was an indescribable loneliness.

When Yin Haoxuan walked outside the cemetery, he still saw the car staying in place, Zhang Tezhu looked at Yin Haoxuan's figure from the glass window when he finally came out, lowered his head and opened the car door, looked at Yin Haoxuan and explained with some apprehension: "Mr. Yin, I wanted to leave, but when I came out, I found that there were few cars here, so I have been waiting here." ”

Yin Haoxuan just glanced at him lightly, nodded listening to his words, his expression remained unchanged, but he stiffened for a moment, as if he had thought of something.

If Xue Twilight really came alone, how could he have already gotten into the car before leaving the cemetery, so someone had always been behind to help Xue Twilight, taking advantage of his eagerness to attract his attention, and when he was looking for the direction of the car, he took this opportunity to secretly divert his attention.

Yin Haoxuan was inadvertently a little annoyed, but he was helpless, he just narrowed his eyes, as if he was like a wolf hunting prey, he couldn't understand why Xue Twilight had been avoiding him, or what had happened to her for so many years, but no matter what, he would not give up again, and at this time, Yin Haoxuan gradually saw his heart clearly.