The air around me was always cold.

The biting cold wind slapped against me indiscriminately, rushing down my pores and into my body.

I shuddered, and smoked more and more often, just to catch the temperature of the sporadic flames on the cigarette butts.

Suddenly, I saw Shen Mumu wipe his eyes heavily, glanced around slightly, and finally focused his gaze on me, "I have already brought Wang Cheng over to you, if you want to kill or chop as you like!" ”

Looking in the direction of Shen Mumu's finger, Wang Cheng was still lying on the ground in a bound position, his face was already pale and there was no blood.

As if I had been greatly frightened, I obviously noticed that the black eyes in Wang Cheng's eyes were trembling rapidly.

From beginning to end, I frowned, and a dark cloud seemed to have accumulated between my eyebrows, and I couldn't get rid of it.

After taking the last puff of cigarette heavily, I casually threw the cigarette butt into the dirt pile and slowly walked towards Shen Mumu.

At this moment, Shen Mumu's condition is very bad, because of the dispute with Lin Xinyue just now, she left nail scratches on her face, although the wound has solidified and scabbed, but the trauma brought to Shen Mumu will forever engrave a deep imprint in her heart.

I noticed that Shen Mumu's long hair was already a little messy.

After a brief pause, I raised my hand to meet Shen Mumu, trying to clean the mud from her hair.

However, just as my hand was about to touch Shen Mumu, she couldn't help but take two steps back, slapped my hand away, and said coldly: "Don't touch me!" ”

My body trembled slightly, and a thousand words rushed to my entire chest, but no matter how much I squirmed my throat, I could not say a word.

After a while, I stretched out my hand to Shen Mumu again, but was interrupted by her clapping, "I said you don't touch me!" ”

Shen Mumu's emotions became more and more excited, although her eyes were full of determination, tears still flowed from the corners of her eyes, and fell silently down her cheeks to the ground.

Smack-

With a crisp sound, a teardrop the size of a bean burst into a splash on the cold ground, forming a mottled hoarfrost under the silver ash of the bright moon.

To be honest, I really wanted to say something that could appease Shen Mumu.

But I didn't understand what kind of identity I should use to stand in front of her and listen to her sorrows.

I fumbled in my pockets to pull out a cigarette, but when I pulled out the crumpled case, I remembered that I had smoked all the cigarettes.

My mood was indescribably complicated, and it took a lot of effort before I looked at Shen Mumu and spit out a few words, "Are you okay?" ”

Shen Mumu couldn't help but smile bitterly and laughed at herself: "Do you think I'm like a nobody now?" ”

"Then why did you let Lin Xinyue go?"

As soon as the words fell, Shen Mumu's eyes dimmed, as if she had poked at her past, and her lips twitched unnaturally, "Because of feelings." ”

"Feelings? What do you mean? I couldn't help but ask.

"Yin Xing, you know what? Once upon a time, I, like you, was a girl with a very low self-esteem. Since I was a child, my parents instilled in me the concept of poverty, so I was always careful when I got along with others, and even if others hurt me, I would take the initiative to apologize, because I was afraid of getting into trouble, and I was even more afraid that my parents would think that I was causing trouble outside. ”

"At that time, I didn't have a very good relationship with my roommates, and I was always bullied by them. Do you know what those demons did to me! Just when I couldn't see any light, Lin Xinyue suddenly came to my world, she was different from others, like a light. Even though I was isolated, she never mentioned it. At that time, I once thought that Lin Xinyue was my best friend. ”

"Slowly, I became confident and broke the barrier of low self-esteem step by step. It wasn't until later that I realized that I could also make friends, and I had more and more friends around me, and I also participated in a lot of competitions until I was sought after by many people. ”

"However, when I shared these joys with Lin Xinyue, she was not happy! Instead, she had a fight with me, but no matter how much I apologized, I couldn't get her forgiveness, until our relationship broke down completely, until we met and treated each other coldly, until she wanted to ruin it all......"

From beginning to end, I stood like a piece of rotten wood, listening to Shen Mumu's heart.

Just like the wooden box that was opened, those memories that were almost forgotten by Shen Mumu poured out at this moment and melted into every cell in Shen Mumu's body.

Shen Mumu's emotions became more and more excited, and later, she could no longer control her emotions, raised her arms and grabbed her long hair tightly, closed her eyes tightly and gritted her teeth in pain, and said word by word: "I never thought that that disaster was also planned by Lin Xinyue herself, I can't wait to cut her with a thousand knives, I can't wait to take revenge on her the way she treated me at the beginning." But I can't do it, I can't do it at all! The most I can do is teach her a lesson, and I can't take revenge on her with unconscionable behavior...... I don't want to make others feel pain anymore, it's a bad feeling...... Very uncomfortable......"

My mood became more and more complicated, although my brain was spinning rapidly, I could never think of how to heal the wounds of Shen Mumu's soul.

Shen Mumu sobbed continuously, I frowned and stepped forward, worrying: "Shen Mumu, calm down." ”

Before I could get close to her, Shen Mumu suddenly pushed me away and said aggrievedly: "How can you let me calm down?" Yin Xing, do you know what is the most chilling thing for me? It's your attitude towards me! You don't have your own judgment, you don't have your own opinions, and a few casual words from others can easily sway your thoughts. Obviously you are the one who knows me best, but you have become the person who hurt me the most! Yin Xing, I hate you, I hate your naivety, I hate your recklessness, I hate your impulsiveness, and I hate everything about you! ”

Shen Mumu cried, she stretched out her hand and tightly covered her heart, and said bitterly: "Yin Xing, it hurts...... It hurts...... I can't hold it anymore...... This is my own fault, I should not belong to my circle, I should not be in it...... I'd rather turn back the clock, I still want to be that little girl who was bullied and isolated for the rest of my life......"

Shen Mumu stared at my eyes in despair and retreated step by step.

Suddenly, her ankle touched the edge of the pool, and her whole body instantly lost her balance and fell hard......