Chapter 18: Heart-to-Heart Conversation 2
Xue Ling said, "The Xue family knows about A-Niang's practice of medicine in this town, I just want my grandmother to know that A-Niang's practice of medicine is forced, that's all." ”
Jiang Yue took Xue Ling's hand and said, "It's not forced, it's the duty of a doctor to practice medicine and cure diseases, and I don't regret it in the past six months." ”
Xue Ling naturally knew, but Aunt Erfang's original intention was to force her mother to death, in this case, she is now settling this account with Erfang, and it is not considered that she has wronged them.
And now, she has only one purpose, to break them one by one.
Xue Ling naturally didn't want her mother to participate in these calculations, she looked at her mother with a hint of grievance, "I know that Ah Niang is a heroine in general, and I don't care about these details, but I care, when my father was alive, the second aunt dared to have such bad intentions, and we will go back to the Xue family soon, if she continues to take care of the house, we are afraid that our life will be more difficult in the future." ”
Jiang Yue was thoughtful, and said with some emotion, "What Ah Ling said is reasonable, it depends on yours, after your grandmother comes, if you find an opportunity, I will deal with this matter, you are a junior, you can't come out." ”
Xue Ling nodded.
Jiang Shi thought about it carefully, then remembered something, and said, "The Xue family is the head of the family in the land of Jiangling, and now that your father has passed away, the Xue family has no owner, and the witch master of the entire land of Jiangling must be re-selected,"
said a little lucky, "Although I don't understand the ties and struggles between this family, I also know that when I go back this time, I'm afraid that it will be really dire, and now I'm a little glad that you and Yan'er are both daughters, so you don't have to get involved in this dispute." ”
Xue Ling lowered her head, she didn't agree with her mother's words, although she was a daughter, she didn't escape this dispute in the end.
However, compared to the anxiety of the previous life.
Now she has some expectations.
Xue Ling said, "What A-Niang said is reasonable. ”
Jiang Yue took a deep breath, "Thinking about it now, I do regret it, when I was young, I was too willful, I didn't expect to end up in such a dead end today, but Ah Ling, don't be afraid, everything will be fine." ”
When people are young, they always want to change everything around them by themselves, and when they get older, they learn to compromise slowly.
It's a must-go for almost everyone.
Jiang Yue looked at a pair of daughters and began to seriously think about what to do next.
Xue Ling looked at her mother, and the dim light in her mother's eyes appeared again, although it was looming, Xue Ling knew that her mother really had the idea of survival.
The mother is strong, as long as she has the idea of survival, she will not sit still.
Xue Ling's thoughts are not simply to confront the family, let alone to change the system inherited from the ancestors.
She now thinks in her heart that she can do everything she can, just like her father did back then, to hold up a piece of the sky for her mother and sister.
This is the greatest wish in her heart.
But in this family, such a small wish can only rely on power, so she must think carefully about every step.
Jiang Yue looked at her daughter and instructed, "You have always been calm, after you go back, if you encounter any grievances, you must learn to be patient." Your grandmother has always treated you well, and when you go back, you will still have to be close to her. ”
Xue Ling thought of her grandmother, and her heart was still very complicated.
Mother Xu used to be the biggest gap between her and her grandmother, and Mother Xu was the most direct murderer of her mother.
Later, although she knew that Xu's mother had another master, the gap between her and her grandmother had been planted, and she had the heart to be close to her grandmother, but after all, she couldn't get past the level in her heart.
She asked her grandmother about her mother's death, but her grandmother did not defend herself.
There was only one reason why grandmother didn't defend herself.
At the beginning, the clan's decision, my grandmother also knew.
So when my mother died, my grandmother took her sisters to raise them personally.
In fact, there is also some guilt and compensation.
At that time, Xue Ling had a grudge in his heart.
Xue Ling asked, "Ah Niang, grandmother has always blamed you a lot, don't you blame her?" ”
Jiang Yue shook his head, "Your grandmother is a woman who values the family, in all fairness, I can't achieve her level, but this doesn't affect my respect for her." ”
Xue Ling looked at her mother and shook her head, "Ah Niang, I don't understand much." ”
Jiang Yue explained, "I think as a woman, the most important thing is to live for yourself first, rather than tying your life to the interests of your husband's family, your grandmother and I are completely different, although I don't agree with her, but I admire her, Ah Ling, you now have your own judgment and ideas, I won't tell you how to go next, because whether it's me, or your grandmother, in fact, it's sad to talk about it carefully, I really hope that my Ah Ling can walk out of a different way, You can live a happy and happy life. ”
Xue Ling listened quietly, in her previous life, when she faced her mother, she was more dependent than talking calmly with her mother like now.
She seemed to know her mother's psychology better than before.
My heart is also more determined.
Her mother's words echoed in her ears little by little, and she nodded lightly, "A-Niang, I will." ”
"A-Niang," she asked again, "if you find out that I have changed, that is, I have become different from what I am now, will you be disappointed?" ”
Jiang Yue smiled, "How come, no matter how you change, the fact that you are my daughter will not change, that's enough." ”
Xue Ling lay in her mother's arms, absorbing the warmth of her mother's arms.
said in a low voice, "A-Niang, one day, you find out that I have disappointed you, and you will never dislike me." ”
These words made Jiang Yue feel distressed.
Jiang Yue looked at her daughter and always felt that something was different.
It's just about manners.
The daughter's every move is noble and elegant, and the words are full of indifference and transparency of seeing all the world, and there seems to be a deliberate suppression of an emotion in her eyebrows.
"Ah Ling?"
Xue Ling raised her head, and naturally she could see her mother's looking at her.
She knows the changes in herself better than anyone else.
The Xue family invited the best upbringing.
No matter her posture, conversation, or learning, she has carved these into her bones and has undergone a transformation-like change.
Xue Ling was also helpless.
Some things, once changed, can never come back.