I never understood what Zhou Yao said to Yin Lanlan.

In just a few days, I feel that Yin Lanlan has changed a lot.

She is more sensible than before.

Even the eyes that looked at me were full of sincerity.

Like the sea at sunset, rippling with its own bright starry sky.

Just like Zhou Yao said.

Yin Lanlan, like me, is a victim.

She can't decide her own birth, and she can't control her own destiny.

Everything was done by Shu Yang, a cheap woman.

Yin Lanlan, she is the only thing I have left to rely on in this world.

Even though she and I are not related by any blood!

Despite the fact that a lot has happened between us!

But I still want to raise her!

Yin Lanlan, she is nothing more than a seven-year-old girl.

What she is suffering now is pain that ordinary people can't touch.

Her childhood is still clouded.

I have to do my best and even give her double love to be able to make Yin Lanlan a normal person.

In Yin Lanlan's body, I see hope, and I see the future!

I'm working harder than ever before.

I don't dwell on that painful memory anymore.

I swapped out the style I used to have.

I put hope in my tunes and lyrics.

Christmas Songs.

It is the best love song.

It entrusts the feelings of the two.

It has witnessed each other's growth.

And, the improved Christmas love song finally caught the attention of the team leader.

He liked this piece very much, and applied for funding to promote it.

For a while, the whole company was in an uproar.

They all praised this piece endlessly.

Except for one person, Qin Mei.

Like before, I went to the company, went to the studio, and practiced this Christmas love song.

In the next second, the door of the recording studio opened, and Qin Mei rushed to my side with hurried steps.

"Yin Xing, why didn't you make up the words according to my request? What exactly is the meaning of this song, you know better than anyone else! Have you forgotten that Christmas? ”

"No, I haven't forgotten, I always will. However, I will only move forward. In this world, anyone has the right to look back, but if he always wants to go back to the past, then he is the worst piece of waste! ”

My words made Qin Mei speechless.

Like a piece of rotten wood, she froze in place.

Even the black eyes in the eye sockets suddenly contracted.

Revealing disappointment.

As if unable to accept the facts in front of her, she shook her head over and over again.

Tears ran down her cheeks and dripped to the ground.

"Nope! You don't understand! You don't understand at all! Yin Xing, I was wrong, you can't really empathize with me at all, you can't understand what I'm thinking at all! You don't even know what I need! Yin Xing, you bastard! ”

Qin Mei roared and shouted.

She reached out and slapped me hard.

Immediately after, she covered her face in pain and ran out of the recording studio in embarrassment.

Until Qin Mei's figure disappeared at the end of the corridor.

The scorching pain filled my whole body.

Silent!

Speechless!

At this moment, Qin Mei and I are like standing at a fork in the road.

parted ways, farther and farther away.

However, I always firmly believe that my choice is not wrong.

If Qin Mei is able to hug each other, encourage each other, and cherish the comfort of the past with me in the midst of suffering.

Then, Zhou Yao is like a bright sunshine that suddenly broke into my world, guiding me to move forward.

I have more and more opportunities.

Even I never dreamed that the group leader's promotion of my new song caused a lot of repercussions.

There are so many people who want me to play it.

And the company also packaged me.

Official debut!

Because of the publicity in place, the day of the concert was crowded.

As the home field, I also wore the bright color clothes prepared for me by the company.

The moment I stepped onto the stage, the scene went dark.

The spotlight shone on me, moving slowly with my steps.

I hugged the heavy guitar and played the Christmas love song.

The low notes reverberated throughout the concert.

An ignorant and ignorant boy with low self-esteem met his first relationship.

When he met Qin Mei, he thought he had captured the whole world.

Later, he met Shu Yang, the woman who gave him hope.

At that moment, he felt that his life was full of hope.

However, fate was always against him.

Just when he no longer had any hope for life.

A mixed-race European and American woman named Zhou Yao broke into his life.

It was like a bright sunshine that made him see his direction thoroughly.

As the last note dissipates.

Everyone was silent.

But in the next second, thunderous applause broke out.

At this moment, I don't know if I should cry or laugh.

I was like a fool, standing on the stage dumbfounded, looking at everything off the stage at a loss.

I want to shout!

I want to vent!

I want to tell the world that I, Yin Xing, did it!

A thousand words rushed to my whole body in an instant.

But I couldn't say a word.

I want to cry without tears!

With the curtain call on the stage, I also went backstage.

Zhou Yao has been waiting for me for a long time.

"Hey, bastard, I suddenly think you're pretty attractive."

I ignored Zhou Yao's ridicule.

It's like losing your soul and losing your heart.

That's what I've always dreamed of!

That's what I've been dreaming about!

But when I did get to that point.

It dawned on me that everything didn't matter anymore.

I have been questioned by relatives and friends.

I was treated coldly by my parents.

Even my family has been shattered.

On the surface, it seems that I have succeeded.

Actually, I'm still a failure.

"Hey, surnamed Yin, don't be so sullen, you did it, be happy!"

Zhou Yao chattered beside me.

It disturbs me and I am distraught.

I didn't want to talk to anyone at all.

I no longer paid attention to Zhou Yao's words, got up straight, and left the concert.

At this moment, it is late at night.

The icy evening wind, like countless hailstones, slapped my face.

I came to the lake by myself, looking at the rippling surface of the lake, in a daze.

In a trance, out of the corner of my eye, I suddenly noticed a person walking towards me.

When I turned around to see her, my body trembled.

"Yin Xing, let me ask you one last time, whether you will change the song of Christmas love song or not!"

Qin Mei's eyes were moist.

Even the way she looked at me was indescribably complex.