Chapter 11: Like a Butterfly in the Wind

"Yes, you're right, it started a long time ago, I've been hiding from you all along, secretly going on a date with them, and you're satisfied now?"

Shu Yang is simply sick.

Obviously, she hid it from me and went to that kind of place to do indiscriminate work.

In the end, it's my fault.

As the words fell, Shu Yang's face darkened.

"Sure enough, everything they said is true, Yin Xing, I hate you, I will never forgive you in my life!"

It's like I've been greatly wronged.

Shu Yang pursed his lips, and even his eyes were a little red.

But I didn't care about her at all.

Let her go.

My mood was messed up by Shu Yang.

And, in the following conversation, Qin Mei no longer mentioned any past events.

It wasn't until late at night that I dragged my tired body back to the rental house.

Just as I opened the door, a scene in the living room suddenly appeared in front of my eyes.

I was stunned.

At this moment, Shu Yang was scuffling with Zhou Yao.

They frantically ruffled each other's hair, and their mouths were even more swearing.

Yin Lanlan stood together, crying silently.

Seeing this, I didn't hesitate and immediately rushed over, grabbed my bound arms, and pulled her away.

"What are you doing!" I shouted angrily.

"Yin Xing, you let me go, you negative man, you elbow outward, now you help this, right! You let go, I'll let you go! ”

Shu Yang's emotions were very excited.

She writhed wildly, trying to break free from me.

But, like a pair of big pincers, my hand gripped her arm tightly.

Zhou Yao's mood also seems to be unstable.

Even though I had already controlled Shu Yang, she still rushed towards Shu Yang and tore her face with her claws.

Cursing, wailing.

In an endless stream.

"Enough of you!" I shouted at the top of my voice.

It wasn't until this moment that Shu Yang and Zhou Yao stopped fighting.

"Shu Yang, what do you want to do! We're both divorced, why are you pestering me! Have you considered Yin Lanlan's feelings! ”

I frowned, and the black eyes in my eyes converged on Shu Yang's body.

"The surname is Yin, do you know how to consider Yin Lanlan's feelings now? What did you do earlier! If you had been self-motivated and looked for a stable job, would you have fallen into the current situation? ”

"Get out of here!"

This woman is simply sick!

I don't have anything to do with her anymore, why does she still appear in front of me and interfere with my life!

I don't want to see Zhou Yao for a moment.

dragged her out of the house and slammed the door shut.

Immediately after, I ran to Yin Lanlan, squatted down, and hugged her tightly in my arms.

"Dad, why are you quarreling with Mom, I'm afraid!"

As if heartbroken, Yin Lanlan's body was sobbing wildly.

In my heart, it's very uncomfortable!

I don't know how to explain it to Yin Lanlan at all.

I can't tell Yin Lanlan, look, that woman is your mother, she is already with another man, she doesn't want us anymore.

I could only hold Yin Lanlan tightly in my arms, and gradually soothe her wounded heart with the warmth of silence.

"It's okay, Daddy has always been there, Daddy will never leave you."

I buried all my anger and grievances in my heart.

Even if my heart has already been wounded, I must use the most bland tone to give Yin Lanlan the greatest comfort.

Just because I'm a man!

It's my responsibility as a father!

After a long time, Yin Lanlan's mood finally stabilized.

After carrying her back to the room, I went back to the living room.

Like a puddle of mud, leaning weakly on the sofa.

My breathing grew rapid, and my thoughts were already confused.

Until I poured a full cup of cold boiling.

When the cold liquid ran down my throat and piled up in my stomach, my emotions calmed down a bit.

But despite this, I felt like an invisible mountain was weighing heavily on my shoulders and making me breathless.

"Scum! Can you not mess with flowers and grass outside in the future, have you considered my feelings! ”

Zhou Yao's voice suddenly reached my ears.

Makes me even more irritable!

"Can you please stop bothering me!" I retorted.

"Get out of my house!"

"You're the one who should get out, and that room doesn't belong to you in the first place! If you don't live here, where would there be so much going on? Didn't you always say that you were rich, so you went to live outside, in a one-bedroom apartment, where no one cared about you at all! You're the one who wants to stay in this house, and everything is your own doing! ”

At this moment, the anger and grievances that piled up in my chest all exploded.

Scum is good!

Bastards too!

Because that's what I am!

I shouldn't have gotten to know Shu Yang!

Ten years ago, I shouldn't have made that decision after drinking too much!

God, I beg you, don't do this to me again!

I just want to have a dream of my own and then spend my life in peace!

Now, I finally see hope, why do you still destroy me!

Gone!

It's all gone!

My affection, my affection, my home!

All I have left is Yin Lanlan and that guitar!

I have nothing left!

Shu Yang, you bastard, what do you want to do!

It was you who betrayed me first, what qualifications do you have to rob my Yin Lanlan!

Tears flowed out uncontrollably.

What men should be self-reliant!

What men have tears without flicking!

It's all fake!

I'm human, and I'm a sentient being!

I should have my own vent too!

My body, trembling wildly.

Bean-sized tears slid down the corners of my eyes and dripped to the ground.

There was a splash on the ground.

Leaves a mottled trace.

At this moment, I felt as if I was the saddest person in the world.

I don't even understand what I'm doing wrong.

Cry bitterly!

"Cry, cry, cry! Just know to cry! You don't deserve to be a man at all! ”

After Zhou Yao finished speaking in disgust, he slammed the door and returned to his room.

In the huge living room, I was the only one left, sitting numbly on the sofa.

I miss my past.

Chewing on broken memories.

I picked up the heavy guitar and played the Christmas song that should have belonged to me in the moonlight.

Just like Qin Mei said.

It would be great if it all could be done all over again!

At that time, I will definitely not abandon her because of willfulness!

Time passes, like a butterfly in the wind.

In my life, there are no ifs.