Shen Guiyuan pursed his lips and said with some grievances: "Madam, you know, when I was young, I was not raised by my father and mother. I've always lived under the fence, so I've been very sensible since I was a child.

I've never been so foolish like Yuebai, how can Yuebai, who is not carefree and willful, be like me. ”

Only in front of Daddy and Auntie, children who are pampered wholeheartedly will indulge in wanton nonsense.

Therefore, although Shen Guiyuan disciplines Shen Yuebai a lot on weekdays, he should still be spoiled.

Sometimes he spoils his children so much that he can't even look down on Jiang Ruxue, his mother. Saying that he spoiled the child like this would spoil the child.

But he just wants to spoil his young children more, so that he can compensate his family for all the emotions he owed in his childhood.

It is a kind of happiness for them to not experience the feeling of lack of love or extreme desire for love from an early age.

How can a child like him, who has not been accompanied by his father and mother since he was a child, dare to have a temperament like Yuebai that never makes people feel at ease.

This will be disliked by others.

He has always been very sensible since he was a child.

After all, there is no child who is favored by Daddy and Auntie, and if he is not sensible, no one wants to be a little bit nicer to him.

Shen Guiyuan admits that since he was sensible, he has never let others worry about him, firstly, because he has taken care of himself since he was very young and is used to being independent. There is no habit of letting others care about and serve everywhere.

The second reason is that Shen Guiyuan, who was young, was alone for most of the time when he was young.

Although he has eaten and drunk since he was a child, no one really loves him.

The kindness of his foster family to him was also due to the gold, silver and jewelry that his father sent every year, and his father was a prime minister who was a very good minister.

Their respect for him is a respectful prime minister, and they are polite to him. It is a kind treasure.

These young Shen Guiyuan can see it clearly.

All their emotions are not for him and have nothing to do with him.

But this kind of polite respect is not what he needs at a young age.

When he was a child, all Shen Guiyuan longed for was the care and love of adults.

Shen Guiyuan is very eager that he can become the same as the children of the family he lives in, the family does not need to be rich and noble, and his father does not need to worship an official product, as long as it is an ordinary couple who love and harmony.

He just wants to have a pair of fathers and aunts who can guard him and grow up.

Then he can also cry willfully in the arms of Daddy and Auntie, or complain happily. Or just smile and tell Daddy and Auntie, today the fat tiger next door bullied Er Ya again, and after Er Ya cried, she called her eldest brother Ah Quan to beat Fat Tiger.

It's just a simple matter of talking to Daddy and Auntie.

As long as someone is willing to share his emotions. He felt that this happiness was more than anything else.

Perhaps compared to those children who can't even eat, a person like him who has no worries about food and clothing seems to be very happy.

If you crave too much, you will be perceived as greedy.

But man does not live just to eat.

When you still can't fill your stomach, you think that if only I could fill my stomach. Nothing else matters.

After all, what can be fatally important?

But when you can fill your stomach, you think that I can eat better. This is multigrain porridge every day, which is really a bit tireful.

After all, how can this multigrain porridge have a meaty aroma?

When you can finally eat as many delicacies as you want, eating is less important.

What you already have, you won't feel craving anymore. It's human nature.

People will always involuntarily pursue something higher.

For example, emotions.

Emotional satisfaction is like eating meat for people.

People don't starve to death if they don't eat meat, but people who haven't eaten meat crave meat.

Especially when you watch others eat meat, you will be extra eager to eat.

That longing takes root and grows wildly in the heart. It grows unbridled in your heart. Fill your empty heart.

No matter how much you try to restrain your heart's needs, you can't bear it.

There is no way to fight one's desires.

Shen Guiyuan has watched his foster family since he was a child, and always after dinner, he watched their family of fathers and sons sitting together happily, talking about the new and interesting things that happened in this day, and the father would also help his son check his studies, and the picture was particularly warm.

His eyes were filled with envy. He longed to fit in or own the situation.

But there was only one outsider in the room who was out of place and a bit of an eyesore. Standing on the sidelines doesn't seem very harmonious. It's even a little abrupt.

He also wanted to experience the taste of being coquettish in front of his parents like this.

He was even willing to spend money to buy these things for himself, but he knew that these things alone could not be bought with silver.

Because this kind of pampering from the heart can't be pretended at all.

Therefore, Shen Guiyuan was also accustomed to not disturbing the filial piety of his father and son who belonged to others, and after dinner, he silently hid back in his small room. A man lay quietly in front of the window and looked up at the moon.

The moon is the most stingy thing in the vast dark night.

As long as one is willing to look up, it will show all of itself to others.

The moon is sometimes crooked, and Shen Guiyuan fantasizes that after the middle of the night, he can hide in the arms of the moon.

He will be gently held in the arms of the moon, and the fairy who lives on the moon will whisper softly in his ear to help him sing lullabies and lullaby.

Oh, by the way, there is a fairy living on the moon, and he reads the book that says that the fairy's name is Chang'e.

The book also said that there were only Chang'e and a rabbit on the moon, and the two of them would feel lonely and lonely.

He likes to read, because there are so many things in the book, and there are many people, who can accompany him since he was a child.

So that he will not feel alone in the long night.

Wait until the moon bends in the night sky, day after day, gradually becomes fuller, and gradually changes into a full moon.

Shen Guiyuan would run to the walnut tree in the yard when the moon became round, lie on the tall tree and look at the moon, Shen Guiyuan would feel that he was closer to the round moon.

It was as if the moon high above him would be within reach as long as he stretched out his hand.