Chapter 177: Not mad at me
After walking out of the community with Yin Lanlan, I was like a fly that had lost its direction, walking around with her clueless.
The morning sun still looks so cold, and even the flowers in the flower beds look a little weak.
However, I noticed that Yin Lanlan seemed to be able to be attracted by these new things, as if she was full of curiosity about anything in this world.
When I took Yin Lanlan's hand and passed the flower bed, she deliberately stopped and poked her head out to watch.
Looking at Yin Lanlan's line of sight, the appearance of that flower suddenly came into my eyes.
It was a brightly colored rose, alone in the flower bed, like a flock of chickens.
It's past the winter season, and this flower still hasn't withered, which is a miracle.
I don't know why, Shen Mumu's appearance suddenly appeared in my mind.
I have never forgotten that Shen Mumu's favorite flower is roses, just like in her heart, she has been looking for the only remaining black rose in the legendary world, until she turned into a dream under the starry sky, and drifted away with her wish......
Every time I think of Shen Mumu's life, I will inevitably feel a little lost in my heart.
Suddenly, a breeze blew unsuitably, and the dry rose swayed in the cold wind.
Smack-
A drop of dew fell down the branches and leaves, hitting his rhizome impartially, and under the influence of gravity, the rose shook slightly, and the petals fell quietly, drawing a light veil of clouds in the air, and finally fell on the soil, merging with nature.
My heart trembled, and I immediately focused my eyes on Yin Lanlan's body.
There were still no waves on her face, except for the black eyes in her eye sockets, which seemed to be deeply touched, trembling slightly.
I couldn't help pursing my lips, and I was about to walk forward by holding Yin Lanlan's hand, "Let's go, Lanlan, Dad will take you to another place, where the flowers will never wither." ”
After passing through a few sidewalks and walking forward for a while, I finally brought Yin Lanlan to the park.
At this moment, there are hardly too many people in the whole park, like a paradise, full of calm.
I sat down on the bench, pointed to the weeds in front of me, and said, "Look, it's that flower, even though it's just an ordinary wildflower." But a woman once told me that its petals never wither, no matter what time it is, is that ridiculous? ”
Yin Lanlan didn't pay attention to me, the bright wildflower seemed to have magical power, and she was attracted to the whole person.
Seeing this, I didn't bother Yin Lanlan, I intuitively sat down at the other end of the bench and groped for a cigarette from my pocket.
But I couldn't find the lighter.
Just as I was about to give up, a subtle gurgling sound sounded beside me, and a beating flame poured out in front of me.
Without any hesitation, I leaned my head forward and inhaled deeply.
Wisps of green smoke poured out of my fingers, and I looked up, instinctively thanking me.
But before I could enjoy the first breath of smoke filling my lungs, I was stunned.
I never thought that Si Lingyan would suddenly appear in front of me at this time.
She took back the lighter, didn't say a word, just stood in front of me, looking at me faintly.
The atmosphere around me dropped to zero, and I smoked a cigarette in a dull manner, and the restless heart in my chest kept beating.
After a while, I finally couldn't stand such an embarrassing atmosphere, looked at Si Lingyan and asked, "Why did you come suddenly?" ”
"I should have told you, whenever I'm in a bad mood, I'll come to this park."
Si Lingyan's tone was full of flatness, and I couldn't guess her inner thoughts at all.
Just when I was at a loss, Si Lingyan suddenly stepped forward and sat directly on the bench.
As if there was some kind of restraint, I always felt that my body had a great rejection of Si Lingyan.
I stuck to one end of the bench, turned my whole body sideways, and smoked in a depressed state.
The cigarette butts were one after another, until I felt a little bitter in my throat, and Si Lingyan still didn't say anything.
I didn't want to remain silent anymore, and after smoking all the half of the cigarette butts in my hand, I turned my head and stared at Si Lingyan tightly, and said impatiently: "What are you looking for me for?" ”
Si Lingyan glanced at me and said softly, "It's nothing, I just want to come here to have a look." ”
"It's long past class time, do you want to leave the kids in the classroom today?" I frowned.
My words seemed to poke at Si Lingyan's heart, and I noticed, her cheeks were a little red.
Then, she turned her head sharply and glared at me, "Do you know it's past class time?" I ask you, since you know about it, why don't you come? Is this job a child's play in your eyes? ”
As soon as the words fell, my body was slightly stunned, and a thousand words suddenly rushed to my chest, like a bottleneck, stuck in my throat.
No matter how much I squirmed my throat, I couldn't say a word.
After being silent for a long time, I mustered up the courage to ask, "Aren't you angry about last night's incident now?" ”
"Why be angry? Is it useful to be angry even if you are angry? I have my position, you have your principles, and we can never have the same opinion in this matter. Instead of arguing with you, it is better to let it go, because the truth will always open up one day. ”
Si Lingyan's voice was very soft, but it deeply touched me.
At this moment, I was like a child who had made a mistake, and I bowed my head in frustration, feeling ashamed and longing to find a crack in the ground now.
"How is she now?" Si Lingyan asked.
I couldn't help but glance at Yin Lanlan, and sighed helplessly, "It's a bit bad, I can't even go to school now, I can only take her out to relax." ”
Si Lingyan took the opportunity to glance at Yin Lanlan, her eyes were full of sympathy and sadness, she thought for a while, raised her head and looked at me and said, "Take her to the music club first, with the children, she can also make friends, maybe she can get better." ”
Si Lingyan's words sounded a little reasonable, I thought about it, looked at Si Lingyan and nodded lightly, and said one word, okay.
Just when I got up and was about to call Yin Lanlan's name, Si Lingyan had already taken the lead in getting up, she gently took Yin Lanlan's hand and walked to the quiet path leading to the highway, "Yin Xing, hurry up, the children are thinking about you." ”