Recently, I have been listening to Guo Degang's songs, among which there is a sentence in "The Big Truth" called "No gentleman does not raise an artist", and there is a sentence in "Persuasion Song": "I am used to seeing the bright lights and green wine, the world is hot and cold, what to fight for more, and what to talk about less", these two songs have been listening to them recently but they are not in a different mood.

"Movie World Rescue" has been published for a year and 22 days, and if it weren't for the genuine subscription support of all gentlemen, I'm afraid the orangutan wouldn't be able to hold on to now, thank you very much, today's 'Editor-in-Chief Recommendation', this is another small goal.

It all started with Brother Bin's Silver League, which gave the orangutan great motivation, and then the orangutan turned on the outbreak mode, and the editor saw that the orangutan worked hard to give the limit and exemption, because the results of the limit and exemption were very poor, and the orangutan no longer had hope for other recommendations, but still insisted on breaking out, so there was a 'editor-in-chief recommendation'.

The hard work has paid off, and the results of "Movie World Rescue" are still not much better, but this at least gives the orangutan another impetus, and then it will be up to us to see when the two recommendations of "Best-selling Recommendation" and "Wind Blowing" will be completed.

To be honest, this month has been extremely tormenting, but the orangutan still maintains its outbreak, not for anything else, in fact, it just wants to fight for breath, and the writing is not good, this is not ability, but the orangutan wants to show a hundred thousand attitudes.

If there is a counterattack, it is a miracle, it is positive energy, and if there is no counterattack, then there is nothing to regret.

This single chapter does not summarize this volume, and will be summarized at the end, mainly to nag and nag with everyone.

At noon today, I received a call from a classmate, it was the classmate whose father had myeloma that I said before, his father died, just hung up the phone, my aunt called, saying that my father had high blood pressure, fortunately after the examination, the doctor said that there was no major matter, but it should be noted, after all, this is not a trivial matter, and the father who is small in orangutan hair is now also stupid because of cerebral thrombosis.

Alas, if you are not careful, you will be middle-aged, and you will be embarrassed to say that you are only 18 every day, but you are already 30 years old, and you are young, thinking about how good a life you have not brought to your family, not to mention that the family rents a house, and the parents are also working, in fact, I feel quite a failure, but I can be safe, then I am also very lucky.

In the afternoon, I learned that my aunt's niece had also passed away, and her child was still not big because of the cancer that was diagnosed last year.

Last month, one of the grandfathers of the orangutan also passed away, but he was not very old, only in his 60s.

Sometimes I feel like a child, but the death of relatives, friends, and relatives of friends around me makes the orangutan also a little divided.

On the one hand, I thought that it was better to die than to live lazily, and on the other hand, I felt that it was better to die early than to live in pain.

Sometimes orangutans want to talk to someone, and sometimes they are autistic and don't want to pay attention to anyone.

Living grievances.

Everyone knows about the brother-in-law, that woman is a shrew, and a person can scold for three hours without drinking a mouthful of water, so that everyone can't speak.

What's more, the other party is a second marriage, with a son, and the growth is not very good, so all kinds of works, and finally said that the divorce, the orangutan helped find a lawyer, and the result was heheda.

There are even more bloody ones, and the orangutans don't want to talk about it, so I feel ashamed and inappropriate.

Write a book, write something will be scolded, people look at piracy/editions to see the right, you still don't dare to ban people from speaking, people who ban words dare to report you, write and write in a low voice, begging for subscriptions and shouting are broken, people in the book review sentence: "Although I prostitute for nothing, but can you be faster'?"

Especially this month, it broke out to the extreme, and as a result, I saw this kind of remarks, which was quite boring, and there was nothing angry, after all, I saw a lot, and I just felt quite boring.

Orangutan has always respected genuine subscriptions, some people have said that book reviews should be all praised, because the people who read books are silent people, they will be easy to take the rhythm, some people have also done experiments, book reviews are easy to bring good subscriptions, but the orangutan feels that spending money to read books is qualified to criticize, from the writing of the book to the present, the orangutan dares to pat his chest and say that he has never deleted the post of genuine subscription readers.

It's not that I want to prove anything, I just think that people's respect is mutual.

I don't know what I want to say, the world is cold, this is a society that only looks at the results and does not look at the process, the orangutan can't speak, and he doesn't know how to manage the readers, he has written a book for a little more than ten years, and there are only a few readers, and now he can remember the orangutan, and he should be able to count the number of people who think of the orangutan.

There was a time when I was writing a book, but I started to enter a trough in the second half of 2018, friends have known each other for several years, some have turned against each other because of money, and there are people who see the truth in adversity.

This is life, sometimes it's boring to think about living, I don't want to admit that I am an ordinary person, but after all, I am an ordinary person, just like Truman in "Truman's World", going to school, working, getting married, having children, this life is set like this.

This year's epidemic makes people feel that 2020 is more difficult, and sometimes they feel that our peace is the greatest happiness.

For a long time, I have offended many people because of my straight temperament, and I was scolded stupid behind my back because of my low emotional intelligence, thinking that I really regarded people as friends, but people said that I had endured myself for many years, and looking back, my failure seemed to be doomed.

Sometimes it's good to want to live without a heart and lungs, you don't have to think too much, and sometimes you envy those who don't need to take responsibility for the chic people, you can't ask for it, but you want to complain about something.

It's a bit messy, and I don't know how many people watch it, but think about it, there are few friends in reality, so I can only tell readers about it.

Work hard, live.

Work hard, come on.

Good night.

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