Chapter 273: Resentment
"How did you lock yourself up, Jane? What's wrong? Aunt Zhang shouted outside.
She didn't pay attention, didn't she just go out? Why did you come back and your face was white like that? She told her not to squeak, and when she came back, she locked herself up, and she hadn't eaten lunch yet!
Zhen Niang didn't recover now, her face was still a little pale, but she was already better, and she heard Aunt Zhang calling her outside.
She let out a long breath, she couldn't let her mother know about this, and she had to find a reason to fool her.
She stepped forward and opened the door, she didn't close the door on purpose just now, she was just scared and helpless, and she still couldn't be seen by others in that state just now. lest she was not sober at the time, and it would be troublesome to talk nonsense again.
"Mother, I'm fine, but I just went out and saw a big worm, and it happened to crawl on my feet, scared, you know, I was dropped by that caterpillar in my clothes when I was a child." Jane explained.
She didn't know what reason to find, so she just said it, anyway, she was really afraid of this caterpillar, and her mother knew it.
"Look at you, you're such a big person, why are you still afraid of that thing, as for being scared like this? Look, your face is still white! I'm dying, and I don't know what's wrong with you. Aunt Zhang said angrily.
As soon as she saw Zhen Niang running back, her little face turned pale, she was in a hurry, she couldn't hear her, and she didn't know why she went out like this.
Now I know, but I'm relieved, this girl, because she was thrown a caterpillar on her body by a few stinky boys when she was a child, the insect fell into her clothes and got a pimple.
After that, she was very afraid of that thing, that is, the family's farmland, and she didn't let her go, so as not to be frightened by insects.
"Okay, what are you afraid of, it's home, it's time for lunch, your father is waiting!" Aunt Zhang said.
Zhen Niang really didn't have much appetite, but if she said that she wouldn't eat it, she would be suspicious of Aunt Zhang, so she simply endured eating a few bites, and she didn't have to explain anything.
Daddy Zhang hasn't moved his chopsticks yet, he's still waiting! It's that Zhang Dabao is anxious to eat, he is starving to death, he has been playing outside for a long time, and when he comes back, his stomach growls, but seeing that there is so much to eat, he just can't eat it, so anxious!
But no matter how ignorant he is, he also knows, his father is the biggest in the family, and his father hasn't eaten yet, and he doesn't dare to move chopsticks, as if his mother is going to call him eldest sister? Why haven't you come back!
Seeing that Zhenniang came out after Aunt Zhang, Father Zhang asked.
"What's wrong?"
He doesn't talk much, but he loves children the most, Zhenniang is his first child, in his heart, he loves Dabao more than the boy.
"Hey, this girl went out and saw a big bug, and she probably touched it, which scared her, and now it's okay, eat a meal, sleep again, and it will be fine for a while." Aunt Zhang explained.
"Blind hypocrisy! What is there to be afraid of big bugs. Zhang Dabao muttered.
What else did he think was wrong? It turned out that it was because of a big bug, and it wasn't a snake, why was it scared? Girls are just timid!
"What nonsense are you, your sister is a girl, and she was scared by a big insect, so she was naturally scared, as a younger brother, you didn't comfort your sister, and you still talked about it here, I see that your sister hurts you in vain on weekdays!" Daddy Zhang reprimanded.
This big treasure is spoiled by his mother, he is a seven-year-old child, and he is so ignorant, Zhen Niang loves him so much on weekdays, he is talking cool now, he really lacks education.
"Okay, okay, eat." Aunt Zhang hurriedly said.
She is such a son, it is inevitable that she will be arrogant, she is not patriarchal, but she still values her son the most in her heart.
"Let him go to Mr. Liu's school to study in the spring, he is about the same age, don't get used to him, you should let him read, understand some reason, you look at Tianbao, and then look at this child, it can't be compared!" Dad Zhang said with a frown.
I should have been studying last year, but this kid didn't want to go because he was crying, his mother was soft-hearted, so he left it to him, and it dragged on for another year. This year, no matter what happens in the spring, he has to send it over, lest he play crazy every day and don't understand any reason!
"Isn't that a few years old......" Aunt Zhang muttered.
"How old is it? It's a few years old, it's a heaven and an earth! "
Aunt Zhang didn't squeak, she really couldn't refute this, Tianbao is really sensible, smart and clever, even reading is very good, and there is no one around her who does not envy Yang Xu.
Zhang Dabao didn't squeak anymore, he lowered his head, he was afraid of death, he was most afraid of his father at home, because his father had never been used to him. Last year, he grinded his mother for so long that he didn't go to school.
Now I'm afraid it won't be, his mother won't speak, and I guess I have to go to school this year. He really didn't want to go!
He saw the children go, and they were better for a day or two, and they could go and play, but they went every day, and they got up so early every morning and came back at dinner in the evening.
Except for three meals a day, there is almost no time to play, and it is not safe to sleep at night, because my husband has to come back to write his homework! So many such long articles have to be memorized!
Although he didn't go to school, the chubby little man on the street went! He went for two days, but he didn't want to go, and was beaten by his father, and as a result, he had to go to school every day.
How happy he used to be! went to the school, and there was only one day off a month, and he told them not to listen to their families about how good the school is, it's all a lie!
Mr. Xuetang is very strict, he has to be able to read books, he has to memorize and write articles, and he has to ask you questions, and if you can't answer it, you have to play a handboard!
There are so many rules, he doesn't want to go! But this time, he looked at his mother again, and his mother didn't speak, estimating that this time he was finished, and it would only be ten days before the beginning of spring, and he would only have ten days of freedom!
The meal was silent, and Jane Niang was uncomfortable herself, so she had to endure eating a little, so as not to be suspected by her father.
Zhang Dabao feels that eating meat is not fragrant, purely worried, he is about to go to the school, and he will definitely be Mr. Xuetang after he finishes fighting, and he will have to be scolded by his father when he comes back, who let him know, he must not be able to learn well!
Daddy Zhang hates iron and steel, how can this kid be their family, not as good as other people's Tianbao, so he lives close, and he also learns a little bit of other people's obedience and sensibility!
After eating, Aunt Zhang still had to go to the shop, Zhang Dabao took advantage of his father's inattention, and hurriedly ran out to play, he also had to tell his brothers that in the future, he Zhang Dabao was going to enter the sea of suffering, and this street bully would be handed over to others, and he had to choose to see who was more suitable.
Daddy Zhang also had his own work, so he also rested for a while and went out.
Jane Niang was alone, brushed the dishes and chopsticks, during which she was in a trance for a while, and almost broke the bowl, and finally packed up the things in the stove, and she went back to her own house.
Slipping shoes, socks and coats, she hid in the quilt alone, only feeling that her whole body was cold, and Mr. Liu's eyes always appeared in her mind, so affectionate.
However, that love is deep for Yang Xu! Yang Su is already married, and even has children, but she still hurts people a lot, and her sweetheart is confused by her!
When Zhen Niang thought of her infatuation, but now it was like swallowing a mouthful of Coptis chinensis, she felt aggrieved, and she was very angry, and she cried a lot after a while.
She was alone at home, and she didn't endure it, crying very loudly alone, and always wanted to say all the bitterness in her heart.
After crying enough, she felt better, but there were not so many grievances, and there were more complaints and resentments in her heart. She only complained a little about Liu Yu'an.
Why are so many people, who does he like badly, why does he have to like a married woman, is it possible that like other men, he takes a fancy to her good skin?
But she was reluctant to blame him, she only found a reason for the topic, and Mr. Liu had no contact with other women, and only said a few words to the people around her. But Yang Su lived close to him.
Tianbao is also a student in Liu Yu'an Academy, so he must have more to say. The most important thing is that he likes where he can control it, and Mr. Liu is just confused for a while.
But for Yang Xu, Zhen Niang's feelings are very complicated, she used to be envious and jealous. But since she knew that Liu Yu'an liked Yang Xu, she had hatred for Yang Xu.
Why is it that you are already married, and you still don't abide by women's morals and seduce other men! She dresses up so well every day, and the clothes she wears are very fancy and she hasn't worn such a stunned color!
Also, she has seen more than once that Yang Xu brought food to Liu Yu'an, and with a good skill, she easily subdued people?
In the past, she was still faintly jealous, thinking that if only she could cook so many delicious foods, she could also cook food for Mr. Liu, so that he would definitely be very happy.
But she is complaining now, why should she give it to Mr. Liu! If they were all neighbors, but Yang Xu didn't send them to their house! Why was it only given to Mr. Liu? That's the naked seduction!
Jane has never been so paranoid, she has not received any good education. has been taught by Aunt Zhang since she was a child, and at most she can understand right and wrong, not to commit crimes, and not to bully others.
But no one taught her not to be jealous, and no one to teach her not to be angry. No one told her what to do.
Therefore, Zhen Niang now thinks that there is nothing wrong with Liu Yu'an, but he just fell in love with someone he shouldn't like, and he was only confused by his skin for a while, and he will definitely understand in the future.
The fault is Yang Xu, if he is not too restless, it is impossible to make Mr. Liu moved!
She was jealous and anxious. Originally, she was not worthy of Mr. Liu, thinking that there was no one around who was suitable for Mr. Liu, she had the greatest chance, as long as she got along well and let Liu Yu'an know that she was good, she also had a chance.
But this is not the case now, Mr. Liu has fallen in love with others, and he is still a very powerful woman. Even Zhen Niang can't deny that Yang Xu is very powerful.
Yang Xu will have a lot, know a lot of books, and can talk to Mr. Liu. In contrast, she really has no merit.
Therefore, even if she gets along again, she will definitely not be able to make Mr. Liu like her for a while. But she doesn't have much time, she has to get married this year, at most in two years, otherwise even if her family favors her, outsiders will make her very ugly.
But it is impossible for her to give up, she was unwilling to give up before, and now it is even more impossible, she is a big girl, how can she lose to a married woman!
But she didn't know what to do, and after so many days, she only thought of approaching Mr. Liu by asking questions and talking to him more.
But in the meantime, how could she have thought of anything else?
Before she could think of any way, the next day, Zhen Niang couldn't help but go outside to guard when the time came.
But she didn't wait for Liu Yu'an today, she continued to wait without giving up, thinking that Mr. Liu's school was delayed. But she saw that Tianbao had returned, and Liu Yu'an still had no figure.
In the past, because of the proximity to each other, Tianbao and Liu Yu'an came back together, but today Tianbao came back alone, and she didn't wait for Liu Yu'an......
She stood outside in a daze, but Yang Xu saw it and called her.
"Jane? You're standing here like this. Yang Xu asked with a smile.
Zhen Niang's expression was complicated, and when she saw Yang Xu, she thought of that thing in her heart, and she didn't know how to face this woman.
But he was afraid that he would not hide his emotions well, so he hurriedly lowered his head and left only a side face for Yang Xu.
"It's nothing, it's just that I suddenly got distracted, then I'll go back to eat first, and Sister Yang will go back early!"
Yang Xu only hummed, and Zhen Niang walked away without a trace.
Yang Su was a little puzzled, and always felt that Zhen Niang seemed to be a little wrong, but she didn't know what was going on, she didn't think much about it, she should go back to eat, so she hurriedly pushed Xiao Lantern Festival back.
Zhenniang is afraid that she will meet again next time, she really can't suppress her disgust, so it's better to meet less.
In the evening, Zhenniang still went out early and waited, she didn't just wait, she took a book and was reading. If someone saw it, she wouldn't be caught gossiping.
She thought that Liu Yu'an didn't go back at noon, maybe because something else was delayed, and he didn't go home because it was too late, anyway, he still had to go to the school in the afternoon.
But at night, she didn't wait for Liu Yu'an, she saw that even Tianbao had returned, her heart was half cold, not as usual, most likely not coming back.
But she didn't give up, and waited outside until Aunt Zhang called her to eat, and it was dark outside, and she didn't wait for Liu Yu'an.
She didn't refuse, and after her mother called her, she went back, but her heart was empty and uneasy.
I don't know why, she always feels unstable, why is he not coming home? If you don't come back at noon, don't you even come back at night?