Chapter 243: A Disgusting Life

Smack-

A crisp sound suddenly sounded in the office.

Si Lingyan's slap completely extinguished the dream in my heart.

The scorching pain instantly surged from my cheeks to my entire body.

I covered my cheeks and looked at Si Lingyan in shock, my eyes full of consternation.

"Yin Xing, you're so disgusting!"

Yin Xing.

Hello disgusting.

Si Lingyan's cold voice was like a sharp blade, stabbing me in the chest fiercely, shattering it along with that hot heart.

"Why......" I whispered.

However, before I could finish speaking, Si Lingyan's voice sounded again.

"Yin Xing, you shouldn't be like this! You shouldn't have put your dirtiest self in front of me at the last minute! ”

"To be honest, I hated you before, just because you are a man, the estrangement in my heart will never be dissolved!"

"But, that night, I saw you singing on the flyover, and I played a tune for you, and I also read your heart."

"At that time, I realized that you were not a wicked person."

"That's why I tried to get in touch with you, and I began to slowly accept you and like you."

"But! But! But you've always been just trying to fool me! You've never considered my feelings! Every time I talk to you about the future, you always just wait. Even if you could give me a specific time, we wouldn't be what we are now! ”

"I also admit that I was also at fault in this matter, because I gave Qin Mei another chance. But, now, it seems, I'm willing to do it, even if she hurt me! ”

Every word Si Lingyan said was like a sharp giant blade, which was inserted into my heart impartially.

My body was shaking.

My heart is twitching, too.

I squirmed my throat to defend myself.

However, a thousand words had poured into my chest, but they were stuck in my throat like a bottleneck, and I could not say a word at all.

"I ......," I said.

In a trance, the corner of my eye noticed that Shen Mumu was walking towards me.

It wasn't until he walked to my side that Shen Mumu stopped.

"Do you believe it now?" Shen Mumu said proudly.

I raised my head and glanced at Shen Mumu, but did not refute her words.

Shen Mumu didn't care, she looked at me and said meaningfully: "Yin Xing, in this world, everyone has the right to do what they like, you are not qualified to intervene, and I am not qualified to intervene, as long as you know what you need." Just like you, the person you care about the most is Yin Lanlan. Now that Yin Lanlan has returned to you, all you have to do is continue to do this job and live with your girl! ”

Simply.

Lisso.

There is no mud or water.

I admit that what Shen Mumu said makes sense.

However, I simply can't accept it.

At this moment, I am very emotionally unstable.

I stared at Si Lingyan deadly, thinking about what kind of way to get her out of her dream.

However, at this moment, my whole brain was already blank.

I didn't know what to do!

In the end, I could only focus all the spearheads on Shen Mumu's body.

I rushed to her side, grabbed her shirt, and wanted to stick my whole face on her, "Shen Mumu, you remember for me, as long as I, Yin Xing, am still in this world for a day, I will not let your conspiracy succeed!" ”

Without waiting for Shen Mumu to speak, I let her go and walked straight to the direction of the storage room.

After opening the door, I took Yin Lanlan's hand and took her out of the song hall.

The moment I walked out of the song hall, the biting cold wind rushed down my cuffs and instantly rushed to my body.

I couldn't help but shudder, took off my coat and gently draped it on Yin Lanlan's shoulder.

Yin Lanlan didn't speak, but raised her head and looked at me calmly.

"Lan Lan, do you also think that Dad is very useless?" I squatted down, looked at Yin Lanlan and asked.

Yin Lanlan still didn't speak.

She and I looked at each other face to face in the dark night.

I don't know why, but I feel very uncomfortable.

I suddenly got a little scared.

I'm afraid that everything Shen Mumu said is the truth.

I'm even more afraid that everyone is doing things they didn't want to do for their own purposes and selfishness.

The corners of my mouth twitched slightly.

At this moment, I could no longer control my emotions, and I hugged Yin Lanlan in my arms, and choked up: "Lanlan, Dad is useless, Dad didn't do what he promised you!" Daddy didn't give you a good life! But, Lan Lan, Dad once lifted you above my head, and Dad once made you see hope. Although the world is very bad, you must also see the best side of this world! You still have me, you still have your own relatives! Dad will always watch over you and let you see the light in the world! Lan Lan, you must not be a person who even hates yourself in the future, promise Dad, okay! ”

My tone was full of sincerity.

I want to use my own actions to influence Yin Lanlan step by step.

But despite this, Yin Lanlan didn't say a word.

She was still like a piece of rotten wood, stunned in place.

Only the black eyes in the eye sockets were tightly gathered on my body.

I sighed helplessly, stood up slowly, took Yin Lanlan's hand and whispered, "Lanlan, let's go, Dad will take you shopping." ”

In the dark of the night, there was no sound.

The occasional passing car can also add a special touch to the world.

Unconsciously, I took Yin Lanlan to the lake.

Looking at the world of lights and wine on the other side of the lake, my heart suddenly burst into a splash.

Before I knew it, I had been struggling in this city for more than ten years.

But I never got ahead, but like a walking corpse, I lived a repetitive life every day, just to be able to solve the problem of food and clothing.

After a long time, I sighed heavily, took a cigarette out of my pocket, and put it in my mouth.

Clicks–

With the subtle sound of a lighter, a ball of fire broke through the dust of the night.

I subconsciously leaned my head forward.

Smoke poured out of my fingers in an instant.

I took a deep puff and listened to the crackling sound of the tobacco burning.

The bright moonlight shone on my face.

Looking at the reflection on the surface of the lake, the unbearable past once again poured into my heart......