Chapter 209: Wall-Facing Man: Redemption (5200 words, ask for a monthly pass!) )
Seeing that the mirror was shaking, and it was obvious that someone was hiding behind him, Shen Xing immediately took a step sideways and looked behind the mirror.
I saw a person squatting behind him, wearing gray home clothes, who was lying under the bed in the special ward just now, that is, psychiatrist Zuo Wenzong.
Zuo Wenzong's head was buried between his knees, his body trembled vigorously, he never thought that after hiding here, he would still be found by Huang Kun.
At the beginning, according to the dean's instructions, Zuo Wenzong made a special trip from the psychological outpatient department to give Huang Kun a psychological assessment, who knew that Huang Kun had premeditated, and had already untied the restraints that trapped his limbs, and then knocked Zuo Wenzong unconscious.
Then Huang Kun swapped the clothes of the two, and then stuffed Zuo Wenzong under the bed, Zuo Wenzong finally woke up, and he was groggy all the time.
When he woke up, he crawled out from under the bed and groped his way out of the room, and as he remembered, he reached the door, opened it, and escaped.
He didn't know if Huang Kun was still in that special ward, because it was dark around him and he couldn't see anything.
So after escaping from the ward, Zuo Wenzong stumbled into the corridor with his life, but there was no one in the corridor when he came out.
I don't know how long I have been in a coma, thinking about hiding first so that Huang Kun, who chased him out, will find it, so Zuo Wenzong ran into the nurse's duty room in a panic.
I didn't know that after thousands of calculations, I still didn't escape Huang Kun's clutches! The other party still found it!
Seeing that the whole person was shaking like a sieve, Shen Xing now knew very well what he was afraid of, and he didn't dare to say anything more to stimulate him, so he just said, "You go quickly, I'm afraid that I won't be able to control myself again later!" ”
Zuo Wenzong raised his head in horror, glanced at him and quickly retracted his gaze, didn't dare to say anything, stood up tremblingly, walked out from behind the mirror, his legs were weak, he fell to the ground, struggled for a long time, and then slowly got up again.
Shen Xing simply took a few steps back, afraid of scaring him again.
Seeing that he seemed to be in a clear consciousness, Zuo Wenzong said, "Huang ...... Huang Kun, you can feel it now...... The existence of one's own body? Gently clenched into a fist, I'll see. ”
In his mind, Huang Kun was able to let himself go at this moment, which meant that he was conscious and did not lose control, and he may be in the interval between the onset of the disease.
And this time period is the most able to calm the patient under his own guidance, this is Zuo Wenzong's instinct as a doctor, and he wants to solve his current trouble for Shen Xing by taking this opportunity.
Of course, Shen Xing understood what he meant, and waved his hand, "Don't think about curing my illness for the time being, let's go!" ”
At the same time as the words fell, an inexplicable sense of irritability rose in his heart again, and he saw Zuo Wenzong suddenly sneer at him, and a sentence burst out of his mouth, "Then you can stay and wait for death slowly!" ”
Then he turned around and was about to leave.
"What did you say?" Shen Xing was stunned for a moment, and the nameless fire suddenly rose, "I let you go for your own good!" Don't be at your fingertips! ”
As he spoke, he rushed forward in a few steps and grabbed Zuo Wenzong's shoulders.
When he turned the other party's body around, Shen Xing was shocked, and saw Zuo Wenzong turn to face him, but he was still the back of his head, and he didn't see his face.
He immediately turned Zuo Wenzong's body again, but found that it was still the back of his head, as if the face just now was gone.
However, at this time, from this faceless head, there was a strange laugh from Zuo Wenzong, the sound seemed to come from a confined space, and the sound of the urn was full of qi, and the exact direction could not be found at all.
Shen Xing immediately let go of his shoulders and quickly stepped back, his heel touched a wooden stool placed next to the bed, he subconsciously bent down and picked up the wooden stool, and was about to smash it at Zuo Wenzong's head.
The wooden bench was raised above his head, and at this moment, an alertness that had never been seen before rose, and Shen Xing was stunned and stopped moving.
He raised his head and looked at his raised right hand, clutching the small wooden stool in his hand, and was almost about to fall on the head of the extremely strange Zuo Wenzong in front of him.
Shen Xing finally reacted at this moment, he put his hand down, looked down at this body in surprise, recalled that moment just now, he was completely surrounded by a nameless fire, and he didn't think about anything in his head, just thinking about directly smashing the abnormality that made people annoying and ubiquitous all day long!
This...... In fact, it wasn't his original idea, but it suddenly appeared at that moment, and even Shen Xing himself didn't have this awareness.
Fortunately, it stopped at the most critical moment!
Shen Xing threw the wooden stool on the ground, looked up at the weird, faceless Zuo Wenzong, and found that Zuo Wenzong was hooked at the moment, his hands stretched forward to protect his head, and he was staring at him with a frightened and extremely frightened face.
The cheek that he had lost just now was clearly in front of his eyes at the moment, and it was not only the back of his head that could be seen at all, but it was completely normal.
Shen Xing felt that a messy feeling began to appear in his brain, his ears were buzzing, and his eyes became a little blurry.
The strange scene he encountered just now was still echoing in his mind, but it was obvious that it should be an illusion, this real Zuo Wenzong stood in front of him dignifiedly, and did not show any weirdness, except for fear of himself.
Thinking like this, Shen Xing was suddenly startled.
If this scene is an illusion, then I broke the male doctor's head with a metal dustpan in the toilet just now, and it is very likely that the other party is a normal person at all, but it has become abnormal in my own eyes.
Further, he speculated on all the anomalies he saw, such as the old man with oxygen in the ward, another patient who had broken his nose bone by his own kick, and the nurse who was writing a journal at his desk, and the nurse named Jiao Na who had an eye growing out of her back.
All of these anomalies are actually due to their own hallucinations!
At this moment, Shen Xing only felt that his head was dazed, and the whole person seemed to be in two worlds, one was the real world and the other was the illusory world, but for his own feelings, the illusory world was more real than the real world.
It's a confused sense of identity, knowing it's wrong, but not being able to believe it. I know that I have a problem, but I agree with my initial judgment and cognition.
This feeling made Shen Xing's hands and feet numb, his thinking was deadlocked, and his whole body couldn't move at this moment.
He suddenly wanted to find a place, a dark place where no one was around, and quietly faced the corner alone, not caring about anything, not thinking about anything, not wanting to see anyone again, just himself, alone and silently.
This feeling made his whole person's mentality about to explode at this moment, and Shen Xing had an impulse to immediately find this kind of place, hide it and never come out again.
At this moment, Zuo Wenzong saw that he seemed to be in a state of confusion, and immediately turned around and rushed to the door tremblingly, twisted the door open, rushed to the corridor, and shouted loudly: "Huang Kun is here, come and help!" ”
After a while, dense footsteps sounded, and many people came quickly from other places.
Shen Xing only heard a large number of sounds, but he didn't associate them with the crowd coming, and his mind was still confused.
It was as if he had become a real madman, a withdrawn schizophrenic, a prisoner who could not escape his chaotic mind.
With a click, he knelt on the ground, holding his head in his hands, his face distorted and extremely uncomfortable.
In the next second, a large number of people poured into the nurse's duty room from outside the corridor, and when they saw Shen Xing kneeling on the ground with his head in his hands, these people were all stunned, no longer moving forward, just staring at him vigilantly.
Shen Xing was deeply feeling the spiritual world of Huang Kun at this time, as a wall-facing person, he couldn't be distracted, and he couldn't pay attention to what kind of consequences the arrival of these people would have on him for the time being.
This feeling, when he was not fully aware and understood at first, seemed to be nothing, but now he has realized that his mind is very wrong, and he has completely detonated this tumor hidden in his mind.
Now it's up to him to see if he can take it himself, how to stop it, and how to end it.
After a while, Shen Xing, whose brain was in turmoil, silently put down the hands holding his head, and the whole person sat on his knees weakly, as if he had collapsed.
After about ten seconds, he moved, his feet began to strain, and he slowly stood up with his hands on the ground. The guards and doctors immediately stepped back, and two of them, brandishing batons, stepped forward to subdue him.
But the tall doctor and Zuo Wenzong immediately stopped them, and the tall doctor shook his head and motioned for the security guard to stay away for the time being, but he didn't say why.
Shen Xing, who stood up, seemed to have become unstable and staggered, as if he was drunk.
He turned around and walked to the corner of the wall next to the window behind him, and when he finally reached the corner, he stopped moving, and just stood there.
Zuo Wenzong and the tall doctor glanced at each other, and Zuo Wenzong said: "His psychological intervention has appeared. ”
"It should be considered stable for the time being." The tall doctor nodded slightly.
And facing Shen Xing in the corner, his vision was full of darkness at the moment, and he couldn't see anything.
Not only is he invisible, but even the sounds around him are automatically cut off by him, as if he is alone in a world where no one is around.
There is only himself in this world.
In this darkness, he kept moving forward, forever, without a route and with no end in sight.
I don't know how long it took, but a vague silhouette of a figure appeared in the darkness.
Shen Xing continued to walk forward, getting closer and closer to the figure, and soon he saw the appearance of this person clearly, this person's face seemed to be very familiar, he must have seen it somewhere, but he couldn't remember who it was.
At this time, the man was also looking at him, his expression was relaxed, and he was even smiling at himself.
"Is it painful?" The man asked suddenly.
Shen Xing's path was blocked by him, and he had to stop, but at the moment he was very confused, he didn't want to speak, just shook his head.
After a moment, he seemed to realize what the other man was talking about, and nodded again.
"Does it feel like everyone is hurting you? Are they trying to find a way to deal with you? No one is sincere with you? The man asked again.
Shen Xing looked up at him, and only then did he speak after half a ring, the voice seemed to come out of his mouth, but it seemed to resonate in his mind, and it seemed that his own voice came out of somewhere in the sky, and even he couldn't accurately locate it.
"How do you know?"
The man smiled, "I know what you know and think." ”
"You want to hurt me too? Are you also an anomaly? Shen Xing was puzzled, and then became vigilant.
"I'm not." The man shook his head, "I just feel you, it's ridiculous." ”
"Why?" Shen Xing stared into his eyes.
"If you don't suspect others, these people won't be anomalies in your eyes." The man said slowly, "The premise that they became anomalies is still your reason. ”
"Anomalous...... It's scary! Shen Xing suddenly shuddered and shuddered.
"Actually, anomalies aren't scary at all." The man's tone softened, "Have you ever wondered if you would have had a different outcome if you had treated them very kindly?" ”
"No...... No way! Shen Xing shook his head, shaking his head quickly, feeling that his head was about to fall off, "They will enter my body, peep at everything about me, covet my soul, manipulate my words and deeds, as long as it is beneficial to them, they will let me do it, they will not care about my life and death, they will not care whether I want to or not, and they will not allow me to resist them!" ”
These words made the person on the other side stunned slightly, and after a while, he smiled and shook his head, and asked, "Is it abnormal, it has made you have a very bad experience?" ”
When the words fell, the man raised his head and mumbled, "I think this should be the cause of your illness." ”
"Anomaly, they do anything!" Shen Xing gritted his teeth.
But as soon as the words came out, he seemed to suddenly realize something, and immediately looked left and right, his expression cautious, obviously afraid that his words would be spread.
After a while, he looked at the person in front of him again, and said in a low voice: "Tell you, if you don't look, don't think, don't listen, and stay quietly and quietly in the dark alone, they don't have so much energy to pay attention to you, so it will feel very comfortable." Well, I've loved the feeling by now! ”
"Oh? Is that so? The man was a little stunned, "Do you think that this way you have been freed from the anomaly's control over you?" ”
Shen Xing immediately nodded frantically, his expression was a little hysterical, and his face was hideous, as if he couldn't control himself.
"Have you ever considered that this anomaly, it may have liked the wall itself?" The man added again.
Shen Xing was stunned for a moment, his expression first became surprised, and then slowly turned to horror, and shook his head violently, "No, standing in the corner is my own choice, not abnormal." ”
"Who's to say it's not?" The man snorted coldly: "Your self-righteous liberation, your resistance to all abnormalities, in fact, is precisely the manifestation of being deeply trapped in the abnormal, the obedience to the abnormal, and the compromise of the abnormal, which will make you fall deeper and deeper, and you will never turn back!" ”
Airplanes!
Shen Xing took a step back, as if he couldn't stand, and kept shaking his head, muttering to himself.
"No, no, I've been dodging them, and although they want to catch me, they've been carefully dodged by me, and won't ......"
"I hope not." "But the truth is that you have been further controlled by it, but you still think that it is your own actions, your own thoughts, and every step is carried out according to your own plan. ”
Shen Xing suddenly looked up at the person in front of him and asked, "Then what should I do?" ”
The man groaned for a moment and replied, "Learn to ...... Coexist with anomalies. ”
Shen Xing was shocked and shook his head quickly, "No, it's impossible, they're bad and can't ...... Living ...... It couldn't be ......."
"How would you know if you didn't try?" The man said in a gentle voice: "From now on, you will make up your mind to try, even if you think that the person in front of you is abnormal, but you will also take the first step bravely, and contact the other party with a normal heart and do not want to be excessive." ”
Shen Xing raised his head, his eyes full of confusion.
"Try?"
At this moment, the person in front of him suddenly became very strange, and the person who spoke seemed to be unknown to him, a person he had never seen before.
And his face was completely changed to Huang Kun's appearance at this moment, as for the person standing in the darkness in front of him, it was Shen Xing.
"Try?"
At this moment, Huang Kun seemed to feel his presence for the first time, lowered his head, looked at his hands and feet, and the doubts in his eyes slowly changed, becoming more and more colorful, and becoming more and more flexible.
He was facing the wall in the corner, slowly raised his head, the darkness in front of him disappeared completely, and what greeted him was the corner of the wall, the curtain, a strange place that he had never seen before.
Huang Kun turned his head and looked at everyone in the room, who were all staring at him in surprise at the moment.
Only the tall doctor and Doctor Zuo Wenzong looked surprised, trying their best to see from his eyes what had changed in Huang Kun just now.
Huang Kun walked towards these people, within his line of sight, these people all opened their teeth and claws, they didn't look like people, or they sneered weirdly, or they had no faces, they were all hair, or their whole bodies were bleeding pus, or they were squatting on the ground obscenely, and their lower bodies were full of antennae.
Seeing the appearance of these people, a strong sense of discomfort came, but this time, Huang Kun held back fiercely and kept swallowing saliva, wanting to suppress the irritability in his heart.
A nameless fire rose within his body, burning his entire chest, and his eyes were about to erupt into flames, gritting his teeth vigorously.
After a moment, the anger in his eyes was suppressed, Huang Kun slowly bent down towards everyone, bowed deeply, and although he could see that he was not used to it, three words still burst out of his mouth.
"Right...... No...... Rise! ”
As soon as the words came out, a strong tearing sensation came from all over his body, as if something was quickly peeling away from him, and the whole process was very rough!
Huang Kun knelt on the ground with a bang, his whole body trembled, and he fainted directly after a while.
The rest of the room immediately rushed up and lifted him up with all hands and feet.
And the tall doctor and Doctor Zuo Wenzong glanced at each other, and they both saw the look of surprise in each other's eyes.
"It seems...... There is a conversion! ”
……
Shen Xing opened his eyes.
He found himself back in room 7088 of the hotel.
But this time, the person standing not far in front of him was not Huang Kun's thin figure, but a strange child.
And the kid didn't have his back to him, he faced Shen Xing, squatted in the corner, his hands on his knees, his chin was also on his knees, his eyes were completely black, there was no white, he stared at Shen Xing viciously.
The air around them dropped to freezing at this moment.
Shen Xing clearly saw that a thin layer of frost quickly condensed on the table and curtain cloth near the corner.
The kid opened his mouth suddenly, revealing his equally dark mouth, and yelled fiercely at Shen Xing.
"Nosy!"
With a flick of his legs, he quickly pounced.