"I was already a monk at that time, and I didn't want to go back to the palace, and I didn't want to get involved in mundane things." Yi Xue directly changed the matter between herself and Sima Ji, because it was a real thing, and her tone became tougher when she spoke. "We only exchanged letters occasionally, and then my brother had an accident, and he entrusted me to Murong Tian before he died, and I went to Ulan, and you know everything after that."

When Yuan Cheng heard the word "death", his hands couldn't help but tremble, he didn't know how the emperor died, he didn't have a chance to see him, he didn't have the face to see him, if he hadn't insisted on going out at that time, and suddenly had a headache, maybe the Xiongnu would not have had a chance to attack Luojing.

Thinking of this, the sorrow of Yuan Cheng poured out like a spring.

"Well, how did he die?" Gencheng let go of his hand and hung his head, his voice a little choked.

Yi Xue didn't expect to stabilize Yuan Cheng all of a sudden, stunned for a moment, and described the scene at that time, Yuan Cheng was silent for a long time.

They had agreed to say goodbye, and he gave him a kiss......

He didn't expect it to end like this.

"So, what did he say about me in his letter?"

The voice seemed to come out of his throat word by word, slightly hoarse. Yi Xue was frightened by the sound, and at this moment, a cool breeze blew, adding a bit of desolation to the timbre. In an instant, Yi Xue was a little distressed, and wanted to comfort him, so she said:

"My brother...... He appreciates your company and says you are the closest person to his heart. He knew that even if everyone was against him, you would stand in the way for him, he felt ...... Because of you, life in the palace is no longer so hard, and he feels very happy. Yi Xue said her true words as she spoke, borrowing Sima Ji's mouth.

Yuan Cheng's face was buried even lower, and the two of them froze there like this I don't know how long, until Yi Xue felt that the night wind was a little biting, but Yuan Cheng didn't move.

Yi Xue didn't expect that "his own death" would have such a big impact on him. When I saw him again in Daiguo, he was already the son of the Yuan family, Yuan Cheng, the best friend of Prince Qi, and a man with a marriage contract with Su Yuqi.

If you miss it, you are destined to miss it, or the two were wrong from the beginning, and they met in the wrong identity, so naturally there will not be a good ending.

But looking at the original "pretty boy" who was so domineering that the women of Dayu and Daiguo fell in love with him suddenly became a poor child who hid in the dark and didn't want to see people, this is not what Yi Xue wants to see, even if this encounter is an accident, and if they are separated in the future, she still hopes that he is the hearty orange Shunjiro in her memory, not like this.

Yi Xue suddenly felt a hint of betrayal, didn't she say that the bridge would return to the bridge and the road to return after tonight? But Gencheng has become what he is now, what kind of peaceful solution is this!?

Is he the only one who is sad?

Don't you cry when you lie?

Could it be that he has deceived him, and he has to bear a lifetime of guilt?

The grievances, pain, and anger in Yi Xue's heart all turned into a breath of anger, pushing Yuan Cheng down, riding directly on him, holding down his shoulders, making his body unable to move, and his eyes met his gaze.

The handsome face felt that it could no longer bear the sadness, and the eyes became dull.

"How long are you going to do this!?"

"Aren't you tired like this? What's the point of being like this all the time? ”

"No matter what you do, it's meaningless, Sima Ji doesn't understand me." Gencheng twisted his head to the side.

"If you go on like this, I think, my brother, he will also feel very sad."

"I've thought about this kind of thing many times just now, but some emotions can't be persuaded by these big truths. Everything went wrong from that moment on, and it can never be done again...... You can never comprehend this feeling. ”

Yuan Cheng, he, it turns out, has he always been so sad? There was so little, too little in that look.

No one can understand such pain except himself, even if he wants to, but he can't empathize with it anyway.

Yi Xue's originally resolute face also became painful.

Yuan Cheng was a little distressed when he saw it, and couldn't help but stroke her messy sideburns.

"Could it be...... You've changed your mind, you're ...... Want to walk in here? Yuan Cheng pointed to his heart, "However, don't you want to see me?" ”

Yi Xue, she only hopes to understand him, why is this mood so worthless in his mouth?

"I ...... I didn't, I just said it for someone else. ”

"Who is the other person?" Yuan Cheng asked with interest.

"Future...... Someone in the future. "Yi Xue just wanted to shatter his seemingly breezy mask.

"Actually, I ...... I'm scared, too. Gencheng muttered quietly,

"You're scared, it's too late, it's because you're already starting to care, you're scared because you're afraid of losing again, that's why you're afraid," Xue Xue said, and quickly ran to her face with a hot breath.

Yuan Cheng listened, and the movements of his hands also stopped.

"How dare you say that?" Gencheng pretended to smile lightly and gently pinched her cheek.

"If what you've lost is too heavy for anything else to replace, then leave a place for it, but put what is in front of you where it should be, right? Isn't the gathering of these insignificant things also a motivation for you to continue? Yi Xue's face instantly brought rain to pear blossoms, and tears fell on Yuancheng's face one by one, and then slipped down.

Yuan Cheng's eyes were wide open, something shiny was swirling in his sockets, and he put his hand on the back of Yi Xue's neck and hugged her into his arms.

Xue Xue couldn't cry.

"Even if ...... Even if you feel happy about other people's hearts and doing other things in the future, you feel that today is more meaningful than any other day...... No one dares to blame you, and she won't blame you. ”

Yuan Cheng hugged Xue tightly, covered her ears, and howled at the bright night sky.

Then, his tears rolled down like a clear spring, and his eyes seemed to be washed away, and they were shining again.

But

Yuan Cheng thought that the "she" that Yi Xue said was Emperor Sima Ji, and Ji Xue said herself.

Yi Xue just didn't want to make things complicated, didn't want Yuan Cheng to be embarrassed, and didn't want Yuan Cheng to hate her because of it.

Because of this, Yi Xue chose not to tell you the truth.

Gencheng just wanted permission.

Whoever he wants from now on,

Because of what rejoices from the bottom of my heart,

I feel that today is more meaningful than any other day......

It's all allowed, it's all forgivable.

Perhaps, Gencheng has been waiting for this stormy day to come.

……

Yuan Cheng hugged Yi Xue for a long time, and Yi Xue wanted to break free halfway, but Yuan Cheng did not let go, but hugged it tighter.

Xue heard sobbing.

Yi Xue reached out and gently touched his head, over and over again.

"Well, it's okay already" Yi Xue thought silently in her heart, unable to bear to break this tranquility.

Xue Xue felt that for the first time she had seen his vulnerability, and she was comforting him with this embrace.

And in fact, this embrace is not comforting herself. The snow is so, nostalgic for the sound of his heartbeat, his taste, although it is night, but it seems to be shining with sunshine.