158. Stay away
Huo Bufan sighed and said to Yue Wenwen: "Go home with your mother first, and your uncle will make you something to eat in two days." ”
Gu Feiyang looked up at him, and stopped talking, but in the end, he didn't have the courage to say anything to refuse, so he could only pull his daughter away.
Yue Wenwen didn't struggle anymore, only cried and shouted at Huo Bufan: "Uncle Li, you must come!" ”
Ning Xueqing walked to the door, looked at the very discordant backs of the mother and daughter, and sighed: "This Miss Gu really has too much self-esteem. Wenwen just wants to eat the food you cooked, and she is really willing to fight. ”
"It's not that she has too much self-esteem, but that she has too low self-esteem." Huo Bufan said.
"Huh?" Ning Xueqing was a little stunned, obviously unable to understand the difference between excessive self-esteem and low self-esteem.
But for Huo Bufan, this is something that can be seen at a glance.
Gu Feiyang obviously felt that it was embarrassing for her daughter to be noisy and want to eat other people's food, and she already felt inferior, but she was even more flustered after seeing Huo Bufan.
There is no other way to deal with it, but to choose violence to solve the problem.
Just like the last time Yue Wenwen ran away from home on a rainy night, the first time she found her, Gu Feiyang also went up and beat her buttocks, but after the beating, she immediately hugged her and cried distressedly.
Her approach to things is straightforward, or more accurately, it's an escape.
Because she no longer has enough confidence to use words or other milder means to solve these things, extreme lack of confidence is the origin of the use of violence.
Although she didn't know much about these psychological things, Ning Xueqing still said: "Then you can buy some food tomorrow and go see that child, it's quite pitiful." My father passed away when I was a child, and I don't wonder you are so close, even I feel distressed when I look at it. ”
Ning Xueqing is a very kind woman, mother's love is overflowing, Huo Bufan did not agree immediately, only said: "Let's go back, have you eaten?" Do you want to make sweet and sour pork ribs for you to eat, I just bought them from the vegetable market. ”
"You just came back from a business trip to go to some vegetable market, and you shouldn't take a good rest." Ning Xueqing said with a concerned face.
"It's not very tiring, it's the same everywhere you work."
At this time, Tangtang came over, took Huo Bufan's hand, and asked pitifully: "Dad, after you make sweet and sour pork ribs, can I take them to school and give them to Wenwen?" She especially loves to eat the sweet and sour pork ribs you make! ”
"Absolutely." Huo Bufan touched her soft hair, her daughter's kindness was inherited from Ning Xueqing, there was no doubt about it.
He hopes to be able to maintain this kind attitude forever, because this is what he values the most.
On the other side, Gu Feiyang, as Huo Bufan said, after walking out of a distance, squatted down and hugged Yue Wenwen, who was still tearing down, and asked with a distressed face: "Does it hurt?" I'm sorry, mom shouldn't have hit your ......"
On one of Yue Wenwen's cheeks, there were obvious five finger prints, and every time she looked at it, Gu Feiyang wanted to slap herself too.
It's useless herself, why should she vent her emotions on her daughter.
Originally, Ning Xueqing called her and said that Yue Wenwen had gone home, but she didn't think too much about it, she just felt a little embarrassed.
So at home, I have been softly persuading my daughter to leave, and I haven't thought about doing it.
The moment Huo Bufan entered the house, Gu Feiyang's heart could not be suppressed with an unspeakable inferiority complex and panic.
She didn't want Huo Bufan to see that she was so embarrassed, and she didn't want him to think that her daughter didn't even want a home, so she wanted to come to his house to eat.
What a shame!
And Gu Feiyang, who had no good way to persuade her daughter away, could only slap her hard.
In fact, after that slap, she regretted it.
It's just that in front of Huo Bufan and Ning Xueqing, she can't show any soft-heartedness.
This is someone else's home, and what I have to do is to leave with my daughter and not disturb the happy life of others.
All the sorrow and sadness must be borne by yourself, after all, it is not the responsibility of others, and others are not obliged to bear anything for your pain.
Low self-esteem and excessive self-esteem are just a thin line, and Gu Feiyang's obsession makes it impossible for her to face Huo Bufan in such a situation.
Especially when Huo Bufan sent flowers to Ning Xueqing, he showed a good man's side, which made Gu Feiyang feel that it was a sin for his daughter to come here to disturb other people's lives.
How could he be disturbed by such a good man.
It's just that after coming out, she couldn't help but comfort her daughter.
Yue Wenwen kept sobbing, hugged Gu Feiyang's neck, and choked up: "Mom, I just want to eat the dishes made by Uncle Li...... I, I don't want to you off. ”
Her daughter's well-behaved daughter made Gu Feiyang regret it even more, hugging Yue Wenwen tightly, her eyes were red, and tears couldn't help dripping: "I'm sorry, my mother shouldn't have beaten you." However, we really shouldn't just go to someone's house. Especially Uncle Lee, you shouldn't have come to him. ”
"But, but I like Uncle Li......" Yue Wenwen hugged her and choked up: "Tangtang said, I can also call him father." ”
"No, you can't!"
Gu Feiyang straightened up suddenly, opened his eyes like a frightened deer, and said urgently: "This is not okay!" He's not your dad, you have a dad! ”
"But...... I haven't even met my father, Uncle Li, he really seems to be ......"
"I said, he's not your father! Not before, not now, and not in the future! Gu Feiyang stood up, his face was covered with frost, and his whole body was trembling slightly.
It was only at this moment that she realized that her daughter's dependence on that man had exceeded her imagination.
Maybe it's really because she lacks fatherly love too much, and she happens to meet such a good man, so she naturally can't help but hope to have such a father.
But Gu Feiyang knew that this was impossible.
The happiness of that man is what she has seen with her own eyes, and it is impossible for the couple to divorce.
No, even if they are divorced, it shouldn't have anything to do with their mother and daughter!
In any case, Gu Feiyang couldn't accept being a junior.
Perhaps, it has something to do with the traditional education she received since she was a child.
After her husband's death, she never thought of finding another man to be her companion, in order to keep her chastity as a memorial to her former love.
Therefore, she has been careful to keep enough distance from Huo Bufan, and when she needed help the most, she did not open her mouth to Huo Bufan. When her daughter was extremely dependent on this man, she chose to hide her panic with anger and roaring.
Looking at her angry mother, Yue Wenwen was a little overwhelmed, and she only knew to repeat: "Tangtang said it was okay......"
Tangtang is in the class, except for Fang Ming, there is no one who has the best relationship with her.
Kind and generous, beautiful and sensible Sugar Candy, and the most popular little girl in the class.
Yue Wenwen is very envious of this little friend, so she very much hopes to have the same father as her little friend, and this father is so good.
Even after many days, Yue Wenwen never forgot that on that night of lightning and thunder, the figure running in the heavy rain and shouting her name.
is so tall and full of the sense of security that fatherly love brings.
Uncle Li should be her father!
The young mind has no other idea than this simple and pure desire.
It's just that such a wish is an unattainable luxury for Gu Feiyang.
She was even scared of this, her daughter was so dependent on him, what should she do after a long time?
Will one day, she be as unable to extricate herself as her daughter and can no longer control her heart?
Gu Feiyang knew very well that she had a good impression of Huo Bufan, but it was only based on the long-term emptiness and envy of Ning Xueqing's happiness.
This is not love, much less love.
She can have a crush on anyone, but she must never easily fall in love with a man.
Looking at her daughter who couldn't stop crying, Gu Feiyang's eyes changed a little and became more determined.
can't go on like this, her daughter is sinking, and she is not the same.
Telling Huo Bufan the address of the dance studio is a subconscious act, and he didn't really stay away from him as he set, but instinctively hoped that he could get closer.
It's a dangerous thought, and it represents something that makes her panic.
Therefore, Gu Feiyang has to make a decision, a decision that will make her no longer bothered by these.
That's really, really, completely away from this man!