Chapter 202: Conversation
After Zhou Tao finished speaking, the smile on Zhou Shu's face froze for a moment, and then returned to his smile.
"It's okay, Dad doesn't know what Taotao likes to eat? I just said it this time, and my father can remember it, and if I want to eat a fragrant meal in the future, I can say it directly. And hasn't Dad eaten it? Dad also wants to try the dishes that our two babies love to eat. Zhou Shu said softly.
Zhou Tao was surprised, he didn't expect his father to say this, little baby or something, really shy!
Zhou Yan said the name of his favorite dish with a smile, and Zhou Tao also said it awkwardly.
Zhou Shu nodded, saying that he had memorized everything.
Zhou Tao was a little awkward, and he suddenly wanted to say it, but now he felt that his father seemed to love him. Xiao Da Ge is right, as long as he observes carefully, he can find that his father really cares about him everywhere, so what about giving him a chance to explain.
When Zhou Yan went out, Zhou Tao didn't leave, he stood in place slowly, wanting to say something, but he lowered his head and didn't speak.
"Is Taotao going to say something to Daddy?" Zhou Shu asked softly.
"Hmm." Zhou Tao raised his head and clenched his fists to puff up his courage.
Zhou Shui looked at Zhou Tao with a smile, his eyes worried about him talking. On the surface, Zhou Shu is very calm, but he is very worried in his heart, he has never talked to his son, and he has not even said a few words, this looks at Zhou Tao, this is what he means to talk!
"Well, I want to talk to Daddy, we should talk." Zhou Tao stared at Zhou Shu's eyes and said.
"Well, Taotao said as soon as possible, Dad must know everything." The weekly harvest is even tighter.
"I want to ask Dad, do you like me? Do you really love me? Just treat me as my own son, just like the feelings for my sister, does my father have anything for me? Zhou Tao's tone was a little excited.
Why did Tao Tao ask? Of course my father loves you, and I love you as much as I do to your sister. Zhou Shu said anxiously.
He never knew, it turned out that Zhou Tao would still wonder about this question, did he not know that he loved him very much? How far apart have they become?
He was anxious to explain, but he didn't know where to start for a while, he was very anxious, and he couldn't wait to hug Zhou Tao to comfort him, the child was about to cry.
"But why did my father go out when I was very young, didn't care about me at all, and only came back once a year, then why!"
Zhou Tao really cried, he felt that he was a big child, and he would definitely be able to talk to his father well, he wouldn't be so emotional, but when he thought of the grievances he suffered when he was a child, he couldn't help but want to cry.
When the children were young, they had their parents by their side, even if their lives were not very good, but they were a family.
When the children play together, they will say that they want to go back to their parents and beat them. Then they ran back crying, and the parents of those children really came, disciplined them, and coaxed their children so gently.
He is very envious, even if those fathers and mothers are training their children, blaming them for being naughty, or maybe beating them, but it is intimacy, and he is very envious.
When he was ignorant, he also fought with children, but no one took him home, reprimanded him, or taught other children a lesson, whether he was right or wrong, or if he won the battle, or was injured by other children.
He made trouble, but he didn't dare to make trouble, because no one could make trouble for him, in his life, as long as his sister, but his sister was very small, she was also a child, and he couldn't bear to let her worry about him every day.
Later, he decided in his heart that he was a child without a father, and when someone said about him, he would not refute it again. But he comes back every year for the Chinese New Year.
He didn't want him to come back, obviously he decided that he had no father and no mother, so what would he do when he came back! broke his imagination and let him know that even if he had a father, he was the one who was abandoned!
He's a bastard, always fighting with the kids because they're annoying, always pointing at him and calling him a wild child. Even if you bully him, you will bully his sister!
The more he relied on his sister, the more he liked his sister, the more he hated his father, if he didn't abandon them, how could his sister be pointed at by others because of this, saying that they were wild children!
is also because of himself and because of his sister, he hates it very much. But my sister said that it was not easy for him. It is to make them live a good life, so he works hard outside, and he is also very hard.
He never said it for his sister. Every time he came back, he was obedient and asked what he answered. Not intimate, but not angry.
After growing up, that is, in the past two years, he seems to have suddenly grown up, and he no longer resents him so much. I also understand that it is not easy for him to be outside, but I still can't understand why he is the one who is abandoned.
There are other options! Obviously, he can do business in the town, he can accompany them all the time, and their family can live together well.
He doesn't want any fine clothes and food, he just wants to see other children coquettish again, and he can also have someone to spoil. When he wanted something to eat, he bargained with the adults.
But no one asked him what he wanted, he just made a choice for him, thinking it was for his good, but in fact, in his opinion, it was just abandonment after weighing the pros and cons.
Zhou Tao roared, Zhou Shu was stunned in place for a long time, he didn't know that Zhou Tao would care about this.
"I didn't abandon you, it's just that you were young at the time, but your uncles and aunts are around, and your sister can take care of you, I think I just need to give you a good life, I don't think it's abandonment!"
Zhou Shu was very confused, he never thought that this was abandonment, no one told him that after he went out, he would abandon his family and children. But now, Zhou Tao doesn't seem to think so.
"That's just what you think, I want my father and mother to accompany me, no matter how good my uncle and aunt are, they are not my father's mother, they are Ah Sheng's father and mother, that's different. And my sister, my sister can take care of me, but she is also a child, have you ever thought that she herself is also very hard, she also needs the company of her parents, not as an older sister to take care of her brother! "
How can it be confused, obviously the uncle and aunt have their own children, and they take good care of him and his sister, but that's different.
Ah Sheng can be coquettish and mess around. They won't, they won't be coquettish to their uncles and aunts, and they won't find them to clean up the mess after messing around.
Like, uncles and aunts will blame Ah Sheng for not doing a good job, and even reprimand him. But if he gets into trouble, his uncle and aunt will never reprimand. At most, tell him that it's not right and don't do it next time. Nothing else, nothing else.
How can someone else replace the role of a father?