194 Don't want to be a straight guy 32
The flat wheels are rolling fast, and the appearance of a group of relatives following behind is quite spectacular.
The eldest uncle and the second uncle didn't make any more excuses this time, and they didn't even have the heart to run secretly.
Chang's father's back was even more rickety, and Chang's mother was frightened by her son's pale face and sweating profusely, and she couldn't wake up at all, and she cried while running with the flat car......
Song Shuyun didn't know anything about this, and she was now standing beside Xiao Chang.
Time suddenly changed the speed of flow, and she couldn't call out the streamer, nor could she go anywhere else, so she could only grow up with the common ones in her common memories.
And that memory is so sad.
A child of a few years old, placed at the house of his grandparents, was abused by his elders at the instigation of several older brothers......
They fed him a caterpillar, stepped on his toes, dumped him on a tree, and waited for his neighbors to put him down......
And when he cried and went to his grandfather to complain, in exchange for tying him to a pillar in the yard.
His playmates are only the dog who has been giving birth to fleas, and maybe the dog doesn't want to play with him, but just wants the half of the white-flour steamed bun in his pocket.
Maybe loneliness is not so difficult, but he has to be bitten by fleas every time, and when the family finds out, they will not wash him and change his clothes, but will only throw him outside to feed the mosquitoes.
It was the first time he had spent the night alone, and he was so frightened that he cried out like a monster in the dark of summer, his little shoulders curled up, and he kept shouting at the little lamp in the house.
He said he was wrong and didn't mess with his brother!
Don't sue anymore!
Don't play with puppies anymore!
Don't let fleas bite anymore!
He begged them not to leave him, but to bring him back.
Song Shuyun sat beside him as if she had no substance, his despair, sadness, loneliness and fear, inch by inch.
She wanted to hug the child, and wanted to make her heart feel better in this way.
But she couldn't.
Slowly the day dawned.
It seems that the common person who has been bitten all over the body seems to have some fever.
After all, he still had some good luck, although he didn't wait for the care of his grandparents, but he waited for his uneasy mother......
On the way back to the city in the bus, Chang's mother cried like a tearful person, and she banged Chang's father's chest hammer several times, scolding Chang Old Man's cruelty.
The young father sat beside her in a daze, looking at his son, who had fallen asleep and twitched from time to time, without saying a word.
This incident was a great blow to Chang Cheng, and after his health was better, he seemed to be a little stupid, Chang's father was heartbroken, and Chang's mother was also extremely sad.
The two of them found a lot of ways, and they also invited God very superstitiously, but to no avail.
In the end, it took a lot of money for the two of them at that time to send Chang to see a psychiatrist.
At that time, there were very few psychiatrists, and everyone had a great prejudice against them, and they always felt that they specialized in treating mental illness.
The two of them also had no choice but to make this decision, but the result was very gratifying.
It is common to return to normal day by day, but the memory is getting less and less day by day, and finally no one can remember anything except for their parents......
It always takes time to open up again, and Song Shuyun followed him like this, watching him grow up day by day, his body slowly getting better, and slowly getting fatter.
Look at his teenage years without a rebellious period.
Immature in their twenties.
Grief-stricken in his thirties.
Forty-somethings......
...... in their fifties
Sixty-somethings......
He never remembered that memory again, and even later wanted to maintain his relationship with his grandfather, but in the end it was to no avail.
Grandma is ashamed of him!
Every time I saw him, I would cry, and my grandfather would be angry on the side.
That night, it was not only his inner demons.
has also become the demon of that submissive woman!
Because of her momentary fear, she did not disobey her strong husband, which made her uneasy for the rest of her life.
So, for more than ten years to come, she seemed to dream of the child's desperate cry every night......
She also quietly made up for it, but she was prevented by Chang's mother.
also made her depressed for the rest of her life, and finally became ill and died before she was fifty
The early death of grandma made Chang's father and mother feel guilty.
Commons also seem to realize something, so they leave the country and do not want to come back.
Song Shuyun has been following him like this, studying with him and growing up together.
It seems to have become another common, listening to what he hears, thinking what he thinks, loving what he loves, hating what he hates, and learning what he has learned......
Until the common old age in memory.
She followed him into the darkness.
She had already experienced the great horror between life and death, but when she experienced it again, she still felt that her soul was trembling.
But fortunately, the sound of the streamer sounded immediately.
"Wake up! Wake up! You can't merge with common memories, it doesn't fit in at that time!"
The horror and loneliness that Song Shuyun could still feel just now dissipated suddenly, so fast that she couldn't grasp anything.
"Oh my God! You're going to scare me to death! How can you merge with the client's memory! You're going to have a split personality! Hurry up, wake up!"
Song Shuyun was more and more energetic by it, and there were many questions in her heart that she wanted to ask, but her eyes had become extremely bright.
The sound of the flat car sounded under her, and her ears hurt a little from the noisy noise of people nearby.
She stretched out her hand to block the light, but because of her action, a female voice was alarmed.
"Doctor, my son is awake! My son is awake! Take a look at ......."
The person who bulldozed the car quickly stopped and looked back at Song Shuyun.
Song Shuyun sat up from the flat car by herself, holding her head with her hand and shaking it, she seemed to have experienced a common life, but the moment she woke up, she felt that she might just be in a dream......
The headache just now had disappeared without a trace, and she was a little embarrassed to say to the onlookers: "I'm sorry! I'm low blood sugar, and I've tossed you all over again. ”
The little doctor who bulldozed the cart didn't believe it, he couldn't see the low blood sugar!
Seeing this, Song Shuyun didn't want to trouble, so she hurriedly added.
"My physical examination report the day before yesterday just came down, and there is nothing wrong with my body, there is something wrong with my family, and I am a little hypoglycemic......
But Chang's father and mother were frightened by what she looked like just now, so they still pushed her to check again and make sure that there was really no problem with her body.
The toss was over, and it was dark.
Chang's mother's hospitalization procedures have also been completed, and the three of them finally ushered in a rare quiet time for a family of three, which seems to have not been seen for a long time.
After dinner, the three of them didn't speak, Chang's father and mother should have been full of sadness, but today they were disturbed by Song Shuyun, and they even felt a little lucky.
Song Shuyun saw that the atmosphere was good, and finally said the question that had been pressing on her heart all day.
"Dad, Mom, my memories from my childhood, today suddenly remembered!"
Chang's father and Chang's mother's pupils couldn't help shrinking, as if they had thought of something, and subconsciously wanted to escape.
But Song Shuyun asked the question frankly.
"I want to ask, why did Grandpa do this to me?"