Chapter 53: The Taste of Heartache
Zhou Yao picked up the plastic pot and poured all the ashes into the flower pot.
Then she went back to her room, took the medical kit, and walked over to me.
"Arm out, I'll disinfect you."
I glanced at Zhou Yao, turned my head, and ignored her.
Zhou Yao opened the medical box, dipped some alcohol in an alcohol cotton, and pulled my arm directly.
I slapped Zhou Yao's hand away, frowned, and said, "Don't touch me!" ”
"If you don't disinfect, your wound will be inflamed tonight, if it suppurates, you will feel better!"
"That's my own business, I don't need you to care, you just treat me as a dog!"
"Even if you get bitten by a dog, disinfect it!"
Zhou Yao is completely on the same page as me, she is as stubborn as a donkey.
No matter how I scolded, Zhou Yao always took my words as a deaf ear.
She jerked my arm over, wiped the wound with an alcohol swab, and wiped the blood with a wet wipe.
I didn't look at her, smoking a cigarette dullly.
What Zhou Yao did was always a bit nonsensical, and I never understood why she suddenly burned a wedding dress.
"Why would you do that?" I asked.
Zhou Yao just packed up the medical kit without raising her head and said: "Why do you want to keep the previous things, I regret donating it to the Lovelorn Museum, so I took it back and burned it." ”
Hearing this, my body trembled suddenly.
Even the eyes that looked at Zhou Yao were full of incredulity.
"That wedding dress at the Museum of Broken Love is yours?" I was surprised.
Zhou Yao's movements stopped, she paused, and raised her head.
Her pupils were dim, like a gray cloud.
It's as if her world is no longer colorless.
"Yes, it's mine. Yin Xing, do you know, just a little bit, I'm going to marry Kong Mengfan! However, I found out that she lied to me, I was always deceiving myself, I wanted to forget what had happened, but I couldn't do it! It's like a fly, buzzing in my ears, and I'm noisy! I find it even more annoying! ”
"Later, I lived here. I hated you at first, very much! But later, I don't think you're a bad person, at least you have dreams and goals. That's why I'm determined to help you! You make me think that not all men are liars in this world! ”
"But it's all your disguise! You're a bastard, a scumbag, you're in relationships with different women, and you're playing all over them! Last time it was perfume smell, this time it was lipstick marks, next time should you bring the woman back to the room? ”
"Yin Xing, do you know, I didn't sleep all night, just because I was putting on makeup, just because I wanted to wipe the wedding dress clean, and then go on a trip with you. When I was at the attraction, I wanted you to take a wedding photo of a man for me, but now you make me feel sick, you are no different from those women in the alley late at night! ”
Zhou Yao cried and shouted, venting all her anger and grievances.
Even her makeup was crying.
She covered her face and ran back to her room in embarrassment, slamming the door shut.
I was left alone and stunned.
There seemed to be a dark cloud, hovering over my head.
My frowning brow could not be dissipated.
I lit a cigarette, sat on the couch, and took puffs and puffs.
But I always felt like something was choking in my chest.
I can't swallow it, and I can't spit it out.
Until dusk, Zhou Yao didn't go out of the room.
I simply lay on the couch and curled up.
The night is surprisingly quiet.
The croaking of frogs in the distance gradually rose and fell.
The crickets are also very regular.
From time to time, from the broken window, a cold wind blew, rustling the scattered plastic bags in the living room.
I kept my eyes open and my mood was a mess.
The silence scares me!
I looked at Zhou Yao's door and shouted, "Hey, how long are you going to stay inside?" ”
"Are you finished? I'm not the kind of person you think! ”
I couldn't take it anymore, so I rolled over and sat on the couch.
I was about to light a cigarette, but on second thought, I walked to the corner and picked up the star-studded mahogany guitar.
I don't seem to have been in touch with the guitar for a while.
I walked to Zhou Yao's door and sat cross-legged.
After the audition, I played the albums I had written before.
From Christmas love songs to the warm spring sun to the sadness of the May rains.
I don't know why, but I always feel a little rusty with the notes.
No matter how much I tried to restrain my emotions, I couldn't resonate with it.
Before I could finish playing, I stopped the movement.
I lit a cigarette and swallowed it.
I'm thinking about what kind of method I should use to force Zhou Yao out.
In a trance, an idea popped into my head.
I played a scoundrel: "Zhou Yao, you are shameless, if you quarrel, you will drill into the house, you dare not see me, and you dare not talk to me, do you like me!" If you like me, you can say it! ”
It seemed to have an effect, and I heard some movement in the house.
Then, the door to the room suddenly opened.
Zhou Yao looked down at me, her face was very ugly, "Can you not slander people?" ”
"You were the one who slandered me first." I retorted.
"Isn't what I'm saying the truth, I ran outside in the middle of the night and came back the next day covered in lipstick, do you think I'm a fool!"
"I swear, I really was framed. It's Shen Mumu, she scolded you for being a vixen, and I quarreled with her. Then she knocked me unconscious, tied me up in the house, and put me back in the afternoon. ”
All I said was the truth, but Zhou Yao didn't believe it at all.
The corners of her mouth showed disdain, and even the eyes that looked at me were full of contempt, "Didn't you say that you were going to see a man?" Now you're saying you're going to see that woman again? Yin Xing, let me tell you, from now on, I am no longer your agent, you can go wherever you like, we will not interfere with each other! ”
After speaking, Zhou Yao stretched out his hand, snatched the guitar from my hand, and slammed the door shut.
I became angry all of a sudden, kicked the door hard, and yelled: "Okay, Zhou Yao, this is what you said, you are left to fend for yourself in the room alone!" ”
Zhou Yao is simply unreasonable!
I have lowered my attitude to beg her, but she doesn't appreciate it.
In a fit of rage, I went out.
I lit a cigarette and walked along the road.
Let the howling cold wind beat against my chest.
The more I think about it, the more angry I get!
Just because Zhou Yao doesn't trust me at all!
Just because she's always slandering me!
The taste of heartache made me feel uncomfortable.
Even my stomach was churning with sour water, so much so that my body was twitching wildly.