Chapter 352: Consciousness Erosion
A terrible thought suddenly hit my mind: this strange and peerless face that had just broken into my mind was someone known to the Lord of the World!
The memory just now is also the memory of the Lord of the World!
And the owner of that peerless face is someone known to the lord of the world!
it!
It turned out that Mrs. Ji was not alarmist.
Spiritual awakening, including physical awakening and memory awakening.
After sleeping for so long, my body has gradually changed; What will awaken soon should be the memory and thinking of the Lord of the World!
What I have to face next is the most dangerous and terrible part of the sleep: if my will does not overcome the will and memory of the world, then in turn my consciousness and memory will be forcibly taken over, eroded, and then disappeared by the world.
If there were no memories of these more than 20 years, then I would have completely disappeared from this world in the true sense.
My body became the new body of the Lord of the world.
When I think of this, my heart suddenly swells.
No way!
I definitely can't disappear!
I haven't found my true background yet.
There's still a lot to be done......
I can't easily be robbed of my body by a wisp of the spirit of the Lord of the World, and let me be erased by this world in the true sense of the word.
Absolutely not!
"Li Zhengyi, the man who dares to do that to me, you are the first to ......" Ji Yanran's voice continued, with endless shyness and coquettishness, "So you'd better wake up quickly, I still have to settle this account with you!" ”
She was sitting on the edge of my bed.
Her voice was clear and clear.
But the strange thing is that when Ji Yanran was talking shyly, another peerless face actually popped up in my mind, and she also looked at me with a smile, and said to me in a delicate and domineering manner, "Jin Shiyan, you will never want to forget me in your life......"
Two women.
Two voices.
On one side is memory, and on the other side is reality.
I was originally conscious, but I gradually became a little in a trance, and for a while I couldn't tell what reality was and what memory was.
Gradually, I fell into a groggy sleep again......
As I fell asleep, I remembered the name: Jin Shiyan.
After a while, I spent less and less time awake, and most of the time I was immersed in a lethargy.
After falling asleep again, things began to change dramatically:
When I was asleep before, I hardly dreamed, let alone had memories of the world; But after this slumber, I dreamed almost all the time, and more and more strange memories began to emerge in my mind, which did not belong to me at all.
In the beginning, it was just a few fragments.
The fragments are all fragmented.
There were no specific incidents.
Sometimes it's a few shots, sometimes it's a few words, and sometimes, it's even a strange, long scene......
At first, I was very unfamiliar with those shots and scenes, and even when I did, I felt that I was an outsider and a passerby, and it was difficult to fit in.
But after a long time, I became familiar with the original unfamiliar scenes and shots little by little - as if those scenes and scenes were all experienced by me before, but it was too long ago for me to slowly recall.
After that, I slept longer and longer, and the scenes that came to my mind became longer and more complex, and the content that emerged became more and more complex, and the characters that appeared became more and more complex.
Moreover, the frequency of memories is becoming more and more frequent.
Going from one scene to another is like a marquee.
I hastily immersed myself in these scenes, and gradually pieced together almost the entire life history and part of the experience of the Lord.
Moreover, I have begun to accept this life experience and memories in my heart.
At this time, I was completely unaware: the time I was "awake" seemed to be getting shorter and shorter, and I was even less aware of the danger......
Until one day.
On that day, I was rarely conscious.
"Doctor Chen, why does Master Li's face seem to be getting worse and worse? Take a good look at it, is there something wrong with Master Li's body? "After I came to consciousness a little, I suddenly heard the worried voice of the fat man coming from the bedside.
Dr. Chen withdrew his hand from my wrist, "Young Master, Master Li's body is completely fine, you don't have to worry!" ”
"Totally fine?" After a pause, the fat man's voice became even more alarmed, "How is this possible?" If there was nothing wrong with the master's health, why did his face get worse and worse? Is it that you don't have an instrument to check the inaccuracy, do you want to send the master to the hospital for a full body examination? ”
The fat man's voice was full of worry.
Dr. Chen smiled bitterly and said, "Young Master, there is no need for this at all!" I've just crossed the pulse for Master Li, and there's nothing wrong with his body. Master Li has been in a coma for nearly half a month, and he can't eat at all, so he relies on drips to sustain his life, and his face naturally won't look good. ”
"This ......"
The fat man had nothing to say.
Doctor Chen patted the fat man on the shoulder and comforted, "Young Master, there is an old lady guarding Master Li, you don't need to worry at all. ”
"Okay then."
The fat man said dejectedly.
What he fears the most is Mrs. Ji.
Now that Dr. Chen has moved the old lady out, he naturally has nothing to say.
Then, there was the footsteps of the fat man seeing Dr. Chen away.
"Doctor Chen, is Master Li really okay?" The fat man finally asked again with no worries, "You, do you want to check again and prescribe what medicine to Master Li to eat?" ”
Dr. Chen's footsteps were abrupt.
Then there was silence.
Seemingly, Dr. Chan was thinking about something.
I pricked up my ears and waited patiently.
After a while, Dr. Chen's voice finally sounded low, "Young Master, it's just the two of us in the room now, I'll be honest with you......"
"What?"
The fat man nervously asked, "What's wrong with Master Li?" ”
"Master Li, he ......" Doctor Chen squatted for a moment before hesitating: "I didn't lie to the eldest young master just now, Master Li's body is indeed not in any condition. But...... Master Li's consciousness of self-survival seems to be getting weaker and weaker. ”
"What did you say!" The fat man was startled, and his voice suddenly rose, "Master Li's consciousness of living is getting weaker and weaker?" ”
Doctor Chen was startled, reached out to cover the fat man's mouth, and said in horror: "My eldest young master, you speak softly, don't let the old lady and the second young master hear it!" The old lady made a special trip to explain to me that no matter what problems Master Li has, she will not let me tell you. ”
"Dr. Chan ......"
The fat man didn't care about this, he pulled away Dr. Chen's hand covering his mouth, and hurriedly asked, "You mean, Master Li, he doesn't want to live anymore?" ”
"I don't know." Doctor Chen shook his head and said in a solemn tone, "Young Master, farewell!" ”
With that, he turned again and walked towards the door.
The fat man seemed to be stunned in place for a long time, and kept muttering, "it!" Dr. Chen said that Master Li no longer has the consciousness to live, so doesn't that mean that the consciousness of the Lord of the World is now forcibly encroaching on Master Li's consciousness? If it goes on like this, Master Li will forget everything...... At that time, he would no longer be Master Li, but just handed over his body to the World Lord. ”
In a panic, he spoke incoherently.
At this moment, I was also shocked into a cold sweat.
After thinking about the scenes that came to my mind recently, and some of my reactions, a thought suddenly flashed through my mind: Dr. Chan was right, my consciousness and memory ...... It does seem to be getting weaker and weaker lately......
More and more of what seems to be in my mind now is the consciousness and memory of the world's lord.
If that's the case......
The consciousness and memory of the Lord of the World will crowd out all my consciousness and memory, and the Lord of the World has the memories of the past, and this body is his.
Then I'...... Even if it's gone.
it!
How can this work?
I can't go on like this.
When those unfamiliar scenes and memories come back to my mind, I have to try to get rid of them and try to get my memories back.
Kindness.
That's a good idea......
But why is my mind so chaotic at the moment, and some things seem to be getting more and more blurry and distant?
Before I could figure this out, I fell into a groggy sleep again.
Who the hell am I?
Is it Lee Jung-il?
Or Jin Shiyan?
Before I fell asleep again, the thought vaguely crossed my mind......
Knock knock knock......
After falling into a deep sleep again, it was still dark in front of my eyes, but suddenly the sound of drums sounded in my ears.
The drums beat rapidly.
It is dense and calm.
It's like a galloping horse.
It's like the thunder of thousands of dragons fighting in the sky.
The drums beat and the hearts of the people were excited, and I felt the blood rushing through my body, as if it was about to surge out.
A heart that was originally quiet gradually became invigorated with this drumbeat.
"I've seen the Lord of the World!"
"I've seen the Lord of the World!"
……
When I was in the best mood, I shook my head as hard as I could, and the originally dark scene in front of me suddenly flashed a bright light, which grew up little by little, until everything in front of me became extremely clear, and all appeared in front of me.
I seemed to be standing on the top of the Blazing Mountain.
All around, the flag hunts.
And at my feet, there was a group of people kneeling in black.
Those people knelt at my feet, prostrate themselves on the ground with great reverence, but their mouths kept calling, respectful and awe-inspiring, and they did not even have the courage to look up at me.
I stood haughty and indifferent, my gaze indifferently sweeping over the group of people kneeling before me.
At this moment, I am the god high in the mountains.
And they are nothing more than ants kneeling before me.
As my gaze swept over those people, this indifferent thought suddenly flashed through my mind: life and death are all in my hands.
At this moment, the camera turned in front of me.
In front of me, my face suddenly appeared, and that face smiled indifferently at me, and said coldly, "You, it's Jin Shiyan!" ”
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