Chapter 30: Ling Xuan's Choice
Shakespeare once said that to live or to perish, this is a question worth pondering.
Although what I have faced before is not so profound, and the angle points directly to the ultimate problem of human nature, it is also unimaginable to ordinary people.
If it is really as Chunting said, I am the reincarnation of some kind of ghost valley, the true body of the leader, then am I still not me?
This question has been bothering me for a long time, but then I slowly figured it out.
Admittedly, I do have great admiration for the so-called Guiguzi and Guan Shankui capitals, but these are not enough reasons for me to be them.
No matter how great they are, no matter how small I am, I want to do nothing but myself.
I am Han Chuan, and I will never be anyone else.
But I didn't expect that the so-called Heavenly Dao is a good reincarnation, and after I figured it all out, Chunting actually felt this way.
Thinking of this, I snickered in my heart, but replied quietly on the surface.
"I see, Chunting, is there anything else you have to do?"
Although I covered it up very well, but with Chunting's understanding of me, how could he not see what I was thinking, and after glaring at me fiercely, he said helplessly.
"I don't have much else to do, but it's time for you to get up now, everyone is waiting for you to eat."
I looked out the window, and the sun was high in the sky, and it looked like it was getting late.
Although I was still a little sleepy, since everyone was waiting for me, I had to stretch my waist, and then reluctantly left the bed, and after changing clothes and washing, I came to the place to eat with Chunting.
When I arrived at the place and found that everyone was there, I secretly looked at Yihe, and found that as I expected, he was as tired as I was, and the sleepiness on his face was extremely obvious.
I couldn't help but laugh in my heart when I saw him in such a state, but there were many people here, and it was inconvenient for me to say too much, so after taking a deep look at him, I sat down and summoned everyone to start eating.
Ling Xuan was delicate, he looked at the three of us and knew that something happened last night, but seeing that we didn't speak, he knew that we didn't intend to make a noise, so he didn't ask.
However, his eyes kept going back and forth on the three of us, looking quite puzzled, as if he was curious about what we did last night, and since Chunting could call Yihe, why didn't he call him to go with him.
As everyone knows, this is not because Chunting doesn't trust him, but because he is afraid that he will be hurt, and this will be the case out of protection.
Everything went smoothly last night, not only did there be no danger, but he couldn't help but retrieve Chunting's memory, and at the same time confirmed the true identity of him and Yebai, and knew the true root cause of the Anshi Rebellion in the Tang Dynasty from Yebai's mouth.
Although I was a little tired, I gained a lot, and it was not in vain.
However, before Chun Ting retrieved his memories, we didn't know what was going on there, and we would inevitably worry about the potential danger involved, and if Ling Xuan went with us, we would inevitably be too busy to take care of ourselves when the crisis arose.
It's just that we didn't expect everything to go so smoothly, and now I think about it like in a dream.
In the eyes of others, last night was a night of rest, and nothing happened, so of course they wouldn't pay attention to us, the reason why Ling Xuan would notice it was entirely because he was delicate and too familiar with Chunting.
Just as I was thinking about these things while eating breakfast, Xue Nan on the side suddenly looked at Chunting curiously and asked.
"Chunting, we have now left the Vientiane Divine Palace and successfully obtained the statue of Jianxi, since we know the root of those things from Wuzhi Qi's mouth, then where are we going to go next?"
However, before Chun Ting could speak, Ling Xuan suddenly spoke.
After hearing Xue Nan's question, he stopped the boundless speculation in his heart, cleared his throat and said slowly.
"Brother Ting, there is something I want to make clear first."
A hint of clarity appeared on Chun Ting's face, and he looked at Ling Xuan and motioned to him, but said it was okay.
Although Ling Xuan's expression was a little hesitant, he still said what he wanted to say.
"The next road may have to go first, I personally need to leave for a while, and I will come back to you after I have dealt with it."
Ling Xuan's move was really unexpected, and when we heard him say this, I glanced at Chun Ting, and my expression was obviously a little unexpected.
Ling Xuan was loyal to Chunting, so we naturally wouldn't think that he was greedy for life and afraid of death, so he found an excuse to leave first.
The real reason for his departure must be because of Jinghong's safety.
But we thought that Ling Xuan was going to say this, but we didn't expect that it would not be the case.
We clearly knew that any of us could forget the danger that Zhongyuan Ri Jinghong was about to suffer, but Ling Xuan would not, because of his complicated relationship with Jinghong, he would never easily forget.
But from Wu Zhiqi's mouth before, Ling Xuan already knew the truth about what happened in ancient times, that is to say, what we are doing now is a major matter related to the safety of Shenzhou, if compared to it, then his personal relationship with Jinghong's children will inevitably seem a little insignificant.
And Ling Xuan is a person who takes care of the overall situation, on the one hand, he is worried about the safety of Shenzhou, but on the other hand, he can't let go of his worries about Jinghong, so after careful consideration, he finally made such a choice.
Since I can think of this, then Chun Ting, who is more familiar with Ling Xuan than me, can also think of it, he looked at Ling Xuan and smiled slightly, and his mouth directly broke his white lie.
"Something that needs to be away for a while? What are you going to do, are you going to die or are you going to be martyred? ”
"I know what you want to do, and I know what you're worried about, don't think so much, go together, we'll accompany you."
Hearing Chun Ting's words, Ling Xuan knew that his careful thinking could not hide from him, and he couldn't help but hesitate a little when he spoke.
"Brother Ting, no, I can ...... it myself"
Before Ling Xuan finished speaking, he was directly interrupted by Chun Ting, and the tone in his mouth was categorical.
"Don't talk that nonsense, the safety of Shenzhou is important, but your life is equally important."
"Today is the third day of the seventh month, and there are still twelve days before the day of Zhongyuan, we are not short of these twelve days, and it is completely too late to wait until you finish dealing with these things, and then we will continue the rest of the journey."
As soon as Chun Ting's words fell, I took his words, turned my gaze to Ling Xuan, and said to him seriously.
"Ling Xuan, you may be afraid that this will implicate us, so you will make such a choice, but you have forgotten that we will also have our own choice."