"I'm afraid I won't have that chance."

"It seems that you are more negative than me, the last time I talked about 'waiting', Lin Xiangwei said that I was very negative. Lin Xiangwei, what do you say Mr. Lin should evaluate? ”

Lin Xiang smiled slightly awkwardly, feeling that Teacher Zhu really shouldn't make such a joke with his colleagues in front of his students.

"To be honest, Lin Xiangwei!" Teacher Zhu felt Lin Xiangwei's silence, suddenly put away his joking face, and said seriously: "I'm leaving, I am most relieved of you, but you are the most relieved." ”

Lin Xiang looked at Teacher Zhu slightly.

"Do you know why? Because you are smart and understanding, you look like the kind of girl who feels at ease, but you are stubborn and rebellious, which really makes me a little relieved. ”

"You know that although I am rebellious, I will not go against my parents' wishes. Like now I hate science, but I'm still in science class. “

"That's what makes me feel uneasy, your heart is like a wild horse, galloping in the vast sea of hearts, now you can control it, when one day you can't control it anymore, what will you do?"

"Me? I don't know, I might deal with it negatively, but that's only for the things I don't pay much attention to, and when faced with my favorite things, I really don't know! ”

"Would you do something that will make the person who stands in your way painful and regretful for the rest of your life?"

"Me? I don't really know, it's hard to say, is it? Lin Xiang was slightly stunned and muttered: "I never thought about it, although I don't feel good now, I'm still trying to adapt, I can't bear to hurt my parents, they are also very bitter, I know ......"

"Lin Xiangwei—"

Lin Xiang smiled slightly unnaturally and stood up, "You guys talk slowly, it's time for class, I should go." ”

After Lin Xiangwei left, Teacher Zhu said to Teacher Lin seriously: "Before I leave, I must do her parents' work and let her study liberal arts." ”

"Why?" Teacher Lin was a little strange, "She seems to be fine." ”

"She's the one who puts her interests first, and I'm worried she's going to get into the nitty-gritty, haven't you noticed?" Teacher Zhu said.

"I know that, but she's kind and won't make the people who love her sad."

"The dog jumps over the wall in a hurry, and the rabbit bites when he is in a hurry!" Teacher Zhu said: "Lin Xiangwei said that she wants to live a peaceful life, but she can't be calm when she does not like things, she also said that she hopes she can live an ordinary life, but she loves literature and art, as long as these two careers are successful, they can't be ordinary at all, but if they don't succeed, she may not be able to live again, in fact, she is too contradictory, just like her current situation, she obviously hates science, in order not to make her parents sad, no matter how hard she comes, she will survive; She's so strong, and I'm afraid that one day she'll break down when she finds out that everyone else is doing well, and then she might do something unexpected, but expected. Maybe she doesn't even know now, and she can't figure out how to do that, because she is very kind. I must stop her parents from continuing to suppress her. ”

After that conversation, Mr. Zhu talked to Lin Xiangwei's parents for a long time, but never asked her parents to give up their interference with their daughter, when Ms. Zhu had to express her concerns, her parents just said lightly: "You are too worried, we know our daughter better than you, she is just too young, a little rebellious, when she grows up, she will understand our hard work, we arrange it for her good, we are her biological parents, and it will not hurt her." ”

Just because this matter has not been resolved, Teacher Zhu's transfer has also been delayed, when everyone is speculating why Teacher Zhu has not left, the Education Bureau issued an ultimatum, and if you don't go, you will give up, and Teacher Zhu had to go, and when she left, she saw that Lin Xiangwei was still safe and sound, and thought that maybe she was really too worried, so she went with confidence.

Lin Xiangwei can't be calm since the last time she talked to Teacher Zhu, on the surface she still looks like a nobody, but her heart is turbulent, what kind of mood is that! It's like a galloping horse, rolling up the dust in the sky, and it can't be dispersed for a long time! She wants to rebel, she wants to be her own master, and she can't let others control her anymore. That was her first thought. Suddenly, she thought of Chen Yun - the sunny boy who was desperate for her ideals, and her heart sank to the bottom again, Chen Yun had made such a big resistance, hiding from her parents to apply for the Academy of Fine Arts, and even skipping school to sketch in the field, and dropping out of school to work...... Later, to no avail, and now he still listens obediently to his parents' arrangement, his parents are worried that he will run away from home again, so they simply hire a tutor for him and let him review at home. Her father and Chen Yun's father are brothers, his father is still an intellectual, and her father, who is stained with copper stench and can only do business, must also do this kind of thing, how much chance of her success can be imagined, but how much she wants to be her own master! So what should she do? How can we escape her pain? She was lost in thought. When all the rebellion came to her, she really couldn't control herself anymore, maybe she should take a break, otherwise she really didn't know what was going to happen!

On the eve of the entrance examination, Mr. Zhu's heart that had just been relieved was raised again after hearing the news of Lin Xiangwei's inexplicable disappearance. At the same time, a bad premonition came to her heart, and she hurriedly ran back to school, and saw the scene of everyone in a mess, looking for Lin Xiangwei outside. "The contradiction has finally erupted." She thought. Looking at Chen Huafeng and his wife, who regretted it, she thought of a sentence, "I knew today, why bother in the first place" is the most suitable for them.

It took two weeks, and everyone finally found the skinny Lin Xiangwei the day before the entrance examination, Chen Huafeng took care of her more carefully, and the two forgot to blame their lost daughter, and served as a guest. When Teacher Zhu once again proposed to let Lin Xiangwei change classes, Chen Huafeng was reluctant to get up, but when he thought that he might lose his daughter, he had no choice but to stop stopping him, but he didn't nod his head, which can be regarded as a tacit acquiescence! It's just that Lin Xiangwei never said anything to his parents and classmates before and after his disappearance, and when someone asked about it later, he just said: "I'm tired, go and relax." ”

Chen Huafeng and his wife were a little annoyed, on the eve of their disappearance, she didn't mention to them that they wanted to change shifts, and she didn't explain to them why they disappeared after they came back, as if they were transparent people, they were her parents! What's not to say to your parents? But they didn't dare to ask anything, so they had to leave it to her.