Chapter Eighty-Nine: Emotional Helplessness
The dawn is the dawn at the beginning of the morning, and when you are in the dark, one day the dawn will break through the darkness and gradually come.
Xue Twilight was woken up by a noisy sound, the hustle and bustle around her was presumptuous, her head was in severe pain at this time, as if she weighed a thousand pounds, she slowly opened her eyes, there were some wrinkles around her as if she had been lying down, she seemed to recall something, the memories of last night swept over.
"Mom, are you awake?" Xiao Fan's voice came from the side, Xue Twilight looked up, and saw Xiao Fan standing on the side of the bed looking at her worriedly, and Xiao Hao then handed her a cup of hot milk and looked very anxious.
"Mom, are you alright?" Xiao Shuo ran to her side at this time, opened his mouth to ask, Xue Twilight reached out and took the milk handed by Xiao Hao, and the warm feel of the milk came from the glass, which made her heart soften.
She reached out and touched Xiao Shuo's head, and said to them in a very soft voice: "Mom is fine, don't worry too much." She looked around, and found that she was in her own room, frowning slightly, she wasn't looking for Wen Si in the bar yesterday, and then met Yin Haoxuan, how could she return to her home, and when she thought of Yin Haoxuan, she had a bad feeling in her heart.
"How did Mom come back? What about your Aunt Sisi? Xue Du glanced around, but didn't find Wen Si's figure at this moment, and couldn't help but worry.
"Aunt Sisi went back early in the morning, and she told us to take care of our mother." Xiao Fan looked at Xue Duwan's anxious appearance, paused slightly, and then chose to speak: "Yin Da Shao sent you back." ”
Xue Twilight gradually let go of her heart when she heard Xiao Fan say that Wen Si went back, but at this time, she immediately froze in place when she heard it, and asked Xiao Fan in shock: "You mean he sent his mother back?" ”
Xue Dudu's heart was very flustered at this time, that didn't mean that Yin Haoxuan had seen Xiao Fan and them, so what was the use of everything she had done, she would never allow him to take his child away from her, never allow it.
Her hand was clenched at this time, and she could clearly see Xue Twilight's nervousness at this moment, Xiao Fan stepped forward and patted Xue Twilight and comforted: "Mom, don't worry, he doesn't have a few little heroes." ”
But as soon as he spoke, he seemed to have made a lot of determination, and looked at Xue Duxuan's face with a very serious expression and said, "Mom, is Yin Haoxuan our father?" ”
It seemed to poke the most obscure place in Xue Twilight's heart, at this time she looked at Xiao Fan and didn't know how to speak, the child is too smart Sometimes it is not a good thing, she has always known that Xiao Fan is the center of all children, and seeing that it can no longer be hidden, she finally nodded resignedly.
Xiao Shuo was in a fog when he heard it at this time, but Xiao Hao stepped forward to look at Xue Dudui and asked the question he wanted to ask the most, and said slowly: "Then why doesn't he want us anymore?" ”
Xue Twilight's face was a little sickly at this time, her face was pale and a little bitter, and she said slowly, "Maybe he doesn't love his mother." "That's why all the hurt is like not loving her, that's why she was scarred and ended up in embarrassment.
Xiao Shuo doesn't understand the love and love in the eyes of adults, since she was a child, Xue Twilight has been for Yin Haoxuan every time the children mention it, she will shift to other topics, and she has never said anything bad about him in front of the children, in her eyes, the child is what she is determined to give birth to, so it has nothing to do with him Yin Haoxuan.
Xiao Fan didn't know much about Yin Haoxuan, most of them were just a few words from the outside world, the first time Xue Dutwilight mentioned this strange father with close blood in front of them, Xiao Shuo opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but Xiao Hao beside him took his hand and shook his head lightly at him.
At this moment, the night has passed, and the sky is gradually revealing the white edge, but the room is still a little dark, and the curtains are tightly closed at this time, as if they are isolated from the outside world.
At this time, the streets were a little depressed, and from time to time the wind blew the fallen leaves on the corners, and the streets came and went at this time, in groups, sheltering from the cold wind.
Wen Si walked aimlessly to the street at this time, from time to time the wind gently brushed her short hair, she stood on the edge of the floor-to-ceiling window and looked at herself reflected in the mirror, her thin body was covered by a huge scarf at this time, her skin was the color of wheat, and the most remarkable thing on her face was only the eyes that were exposed, like a forest deer, but there was no sparkle in her eyes at this time.
Wen Si reluctantly pulled up a smile at this time, but there was no slightest smile, she chuckled lightly at the moment, as if she was sarcastic about herself, yes, if she were herself, she might also like a girl like Twilight, she has a good temper, she looks good, she wants to be knowledgeable, she wants a family and a family, and that point in her body is comparable to her, Wen Si also clearly knows that it is understandable that He Gucheng likes Xue Twilight, but she doesn't know what He Wei's heart is aching faintly.
But when she stood in place, when she was compared by others, Wen Si smiled, not that she was not sad, but she did not allow herself to be sad, but after many times, her heart gradually became a little numb, but it does not mean that she hopes that someone can firmly choose herself, that girl does not want to be favored by the person she likes.
Wen Si thought that she was right, but she walked to the street aimlessly, the mobile phone was silent at this time, and there was no sound on her phone, only the dozens of calls and text messages from Xue Twilight yesterday did not fall on him, she laughed at herself a little, she has been in Z City for several years, but now she is lonely around her It seems to be the fallen leaves on this street corner, and the wind blows away, and it blows wherever it goes.
Her expression was very gloomy at this time, like a ghost walking on the road, walking aimlessly, the street seemed to be as long as there was no end in sight, and she finally chose to go home anywhere.
But the place of home is not necessarily warm, Wen Si moved out of the house after graduation, rented a company near the company in Z City, and lived a 9-to-5 life, the room was empty at this time, Wen Si looked at the deserted house at the entrance, the corners of his eyes were very red at this time, and she felt like crying for the first time, she just stood in place, the bag fell down her shoulder, she slowly squatted down at this time, holding herself with both hands, and the feeling of powerlessness swept over and finally tears couldn't help but flow out.