In the familiar weeds over there, I could no longer see the separate wildflower.

I don't even know exactly when the last petal withered.

I couldn't help but swallow a mouthful of saliva, slowly got up, and walked over there to the weeds.

There was no life in the weeds, and the wildflower seemed to have been uprooted by the wind, as if it had never been to this world, ignored by everyone.

My heart was deeply shaken.

Standing for a long time, I reacted, took out a cigarette from my pocket tremblingly, lit it in my mouth, and took a deep breath.

My mind is also turning rapidly.

The bits and pieces that happened with Si Lingyan gradually emerged in my memory with these unbearable past events.

I remember that Si Lingyan once said to me that this flower is her hope and her faith, and no matter what happens, it will never wither.

However, this flower has never survived this winter.

I took a heavy puff of cigarette and listened to the crackling sound of the tobacco burning, with an indescribable melancholy in my heart.

It was a long time before I returned to the bench and quietly looked at the weeds.

I know that it was I who killed the flower.

It was my timidity and weakness that made me lose opportunities again and again.

In the end, it also caused Si Lingyan and me to get farther and farther apart.

But I never ask for anything extravagant, and I don't want to have any regrets.

I just want to have a stable life, and a dull life.

The more roads you walk, the more people you meet, and in the end, marriage is just a matchmaking.

For me, as long as I can have someone who can occasionally talk in this life, there is no greater happiness than that.

"Did you leave something there?"

Shu Yang's voice suddenly reached my ears.

She seemed very afraid that I would be angry, and her voice sounded very cautious.

Seeing that I turned my head to look at her, Shu Yang's face turned pale with fright, and he instantly retracted his head, not daring to raise his head for a long time.

I couldn't help but smile bitterly, refocused my eyes on the weeds, and whispered, "Yes, I lost my former self." ”

"No, you didn't lose it, at least you're back now." Shu Yang looked at me and said.

I didn't refute Shu Yang's words, nor did I reprimand her loudly.

Shu Yang doesn't understand, and she never understands.

She had no idea what I was going through, let alone what was going on around me.

Shu Yang and I are not from the same world ourselves, and we shouldn't have been together at all!

Shu Yang is a realistic woman, but as time goes by, she becomes fond of fantasy and always feels that there will be beautiful things in this world.

And I am completely different from her, under the beating of reality again and again, I slowly became realistic.

Like now, at least I know that money and family are the only things I have left.

All the dreams that I talked about were like bubbles, and they gradually faded into my eyes.

After taking the last puff of my cigarette, I dropped the cigarette butt on the ground and trampled it out.

After a sigh, I looked at Shu Yang and asked softly, "Shu Yang, can I ask you one thing?" ”

Shu Yang was stunned, looked at me, and said blankly: "What? ”

I took a deep breath and tried to keep my emotions calm.

Then, I looked at Shu Yang and said seriously: "If I say that I want to remarry you, will you agree?" ”

"What! Turn? ”

As if she had heard the most shocking thing in the world, Shu Yang's body trembled suddenly, and she stood up with her whole body, trembling and unable to say a word.

"Yin Xing, are you serious? Have you really figured it out? Do you really want to remarry me? Shu Yang said incoherently.

Looking at Shu Yang's panicked appearance, I suddenly felt a little funny.

I paused, swallowed all the emotions in my heart, looked at Shu Yang and continued: "Yes, that's right, I'm serious, I just want to remarry you." ”

Everything was too sudden, Shu Yang never thought that one day, I would say such things to her.

Her emotions seemed very excited.

Vaguely, I could even see some crystal teardrops swirling in Shu Yang's eyes.

Later, Shu Yang could no longer control his emotions.

She threw herself directly into my arms, stretched out her arms, and suddenly hugged my neck, and said in pain: "Yin Xing...... I knew it...... I knew you still had mine in your heart...... You know, during this time, I had a very bad time, I had a very bad life, and I thought about our daughter every day...... Yin Lanlan, how is she...... I dreamed of seeing her......"

At the mention of Yin Lanlan, my heart chuckled, and the feeling of disgust suddenly spread throughout my entire body.

For a moment, I wanted to push Shu Yang out of my arms, then slam her to the ground and tell her loudly that she didn't deserve that name.

However, for the sake of long-term planning, I have to be calm!

I breathed heavily, trying to get rid of the unpleasant emotions as much as I could.

I hugged Shu Yang tightly, eager to squeeze her whole body.

Shu Yang couldn't help but snort, frowned, and said weakly: "Yin Xing, you let go of my ......"

I didn't let her go until this moment.

I lit a cigarette and inhaled deeply, only to feel that the words I had just said were like a dream, very unreal.

On the contrary, it was Shu Yang, and there was indescribable joy on her face.

She moved her body closer to me, looked up at my cheek, and said excitedly, "Yin Xing, welcome home." ”

For me, all of her so-called ritualistic sense is nonsense.

I don't want to waste time with her on this mess.

I took a puff of my cigarette, looked at her and asked, "What about Wang Cheng, where was he during this time, and did he live with you?" ”

Before the words fell, Shu Yang interrupted me, she frowned slightly, and hurriedly said, "Yin Xing, what are you talking about, am I that kind of person?" I've already said it, I hate Wang Cheng, how could I live with him? ”

"What if you don't live together! Next time, before I finish speaking, can you please not interject and snatch my words! I scolded.

I yelled, and Shu Yang's body trembled suddenly.

Like a child who made a mistake, she immediately lowered her head and never dared to say a word more.

I paused, took another puff of my cigarette, and asked softly, "Do you know where he has been lately?" ”

Shu Yang raised his head and glanced at me, and asked cautiously, "Are you looking for Wang Cheng...... What are you ...... doing?"