When he changed into a surgical gown and waited on the operating bed, Zhang Jing's mood was surprisingly calm, he made such a choice, he was thoughtful, and he also believed that from now on, the girl he loved the most would never leave him behind.

It's not very easy to make this decision, first of all, his mother is a big threshold, fortunately, his mother is an open person, although she doesn't agree, but she knows that he has made up her mind, and she didn't block it too much, and she didn't find another way to inform the Jin family.

He is grateful to his mother for her infinite tolerance of him, and he also knows that what he owes his mother will not be paid off in this life, but he has missed it once and will never allow himself to miss it again.

In fact, since Jin Yue's divorce, he has been living in regret - if he had been braver back then, wouldn't she have suffered so many grievances?

Unfortunately, this assumption is the most useless thing, so the only way to do it is to firmly seize the opportunity to come again, so that your life will no longer be spent in regret and regret.

"Mr. Zhang, you wait a little longer, and if you regret it, you can change your clothes and go out."

The nurse who was ready to do everything explained to Zhang Jing and withdrew.

This is not a major operation, it is just an ordinary small operating room, and when there is one person lying in it, Zhang Jing's mood is even calmer, and he even feels that going out from here is his rebirth.

Time, minute by minute.

At the door, there was finally the sound of footsteps.

Zhang Jing took a deep breath and closed his eyes.

The footsteps got closer and closer, stopping at the side of the bed.

But there was no movement for a long time.

Zhang Jing opened his eyes suspiciously, then sat up suddenly, realizing that the clothes on his body were a little strange, and quickly tightened his legs firmly: "Yueyue, you ...... What are you doing here? ”

Wiping the tears from his face, Jin Yue's voice was still choked: "Are you a fool?" ”

"I .......," Zhang Jing muttered and didn't know what to say.

"I don't dare to say yes, not because of this, but, I haven't fully prepared psychologically, and I haven't fully recovered my confidence, are you doing this to make me feel guilty for the rest of my life?"

Jin Yue was so angry that she pushed Zhang Jing, "But have you thought about it, guilt is not love, if you really do this, even if we are together, we will not be truly happy!" ”

Zhang Jing was like a child who had done something wrong, shrinking his neck and shouting: "I...... I'm not trying to make you guilty, I'm just ...... I just want to reassure you that I will really treat Mengmeng as my own daughter. ”

"I didn't disbelieve you, I said it, I just haven't regained my confidence yet, Liu Xun was clear about what kind of brother I was at first, but later it turned out that everything was a lie from the beginning."

Jin Yue waved her hands with a little excitement, "Brother, can you understand my mood?" How can it be pretended to be more than ten years? I even had a feeling that I didn't know who I could trust completely.

Moreover, because of my wrong choice, it hurt my brother's life, and I lost my mother's love at such a young age, and all of this is my fault, I feel that I am not qualified to be happy, brother, do you understand? ”

"Yueyue ......" side by side, Zhang Jing leaned forward and hugged Jin Yue in his arms, "It's not your fault, people's growth always comes with a price, just like me, if there are not so many rules and regulations, I won't wait until today to have the courage to tell you what I think."

Obviously, when you divorced, I wanted to tell you, but I tried several times and found that you didn't have a relationship between men and women for me, so I didn't dare to go any further.

Even, seeing that my mother was sad and disheartened, she decided to find a random woman to marry, do you know how happy I am when the family affair fails?

Do you think I'm even less deserving of happiness? If you don't love someone else, but you want to marry someone, you can't blame someone for just wanting money, right? If it weren't for Jin Xin's reminder, I might have continued to walk on the detour, harming others and myself. ”

He let go of Jin Yue and looked directly at the other party's red eyes, "I clearly know that I don't want to start a family with anyone except you, and I will agree unconditionally to any request from you." ”

"Then don't do stupid things......" Pouting, Jin Yuebai glanced at Zhang Jing, "If it weren't for my students who happened to see it, you would have really killed me, Aunt Zhang was so good to me, how would you let me face her in the future?" ”

"I discussed it with my mother, and she agreed."

"Are you embarrassed to say it......." Jin Yuebai glanced at Zhang Jing, "Just yesterday, when my aunt went to our house to play, she looked at me and always looked like she wanted to talk and stopped, I asked her if there was anything wrong, and she resolutely said no."

Later, when she was sent away, my mother and my father also said that my aunt had thoughts, and my mother also said that it might be inconvenient to say it in front of the big guys, and said that I would talk to my aunt today.

Brother, do anything in the future, don't think about it by yourself, I told you to wait, I want to give myself a time to adapt, after all, I really didn't think about this before. ”

After a pause, she sighed again, "So the two of us really deserve to be unlucky, do you know who the boy I secretly liked during my youth and ignorance?" ”

"It can't be me, right?" Zhang Jing was a little uncertain.

"That's right, it's you, at that time, you were always with my brother, and you often stayed at our house at night, I followed behind you, calling you eldest brother and second brother, but I didn't know that you were not my own brother, and it felt different.

When I was in high school, you went to join the army, and I couldn't bear to write to you every week, and you replied, but I was always sent away in a few words.

Later, when I went to college, I met Liu Xun, in fact, at the beginning, I didn't like him much, I tested you in the letter, I thought, if you don't let me be with him, I won't accept him.

But how do you reply to the letter? You said that I was very happy that I met the boy I liked, but you must keep your eyes open and see clearly, and wish me happiness, then it is clear that you don't have that kind of idea for me?

So, since then, I rarely write to you, and then, I have established a relationship with Liu Xun......" Speaking of this, Jin Yue shrugged her shoulders at Liu Xun, who was looking at her stunned, "You deserve it, right?" ”

"I didn't dare to show it at the time, I was afraid that it would affect your studies, I was afraid of delaying your grades, when you wrote to me that you were in love, I felt uncomfortable, but I also felt that I was a high school student, it was difficult to make a big difference in the system, you should still find a better man......" Speaking of this, Zhang Jing slapped himself on the head violently, "So, I really deserve an elm head, but it doesn't matter if I deserve it, why do you suffer so many grievances......"