I never understood what style I was going to fit into.

Late at night, I sat on the couch in the living room, smoking a cigarette dullly.

I like the words that Qin Mei made up for me.

I also agree with the words that Zhou Yao made up for me.

I thought about it for a long time, but I didn't come up with any answer in my mind.

It was like being at an intersection, wandering repeatedly, and I was completely lost.

Since this incident, Zhou Yao's attitude towards me seems to have changed.

She's not denigrating me.

Instead, approach me.

Patiently tutored me in arranging and composing lyrics.

I admit that Zhou Yao does have a senior musical talent.

Every word she fills in will always bring hope to people.

It's like soaking in a honeypot.

In her world, miracles are always visible.

It's like two different people.

If you say, Zhou Yao is a bright and warm sun that can bring hope to people.

Then, Qin Mei is the nightmare sadness that can make people immersed in the past.

And, the style that Qin Mei brings matches me.

But, despite this, I also admit that the music made up by Zhou Yao does have a charm that can be indescribable.

In the next few days, I didn't go to the company to look for Qin Mei.

Instead, she locked herself in the room and played the notes that belonged to her with the words that Zhou Yao filled in for me.

It's getting weirder and weirder!

Getting weirder and weirder!

Obviously what happened in the past was terrible!

But why does Zhou Yao always have hope for them!

I just can't figure it out!

It was in this daily practice that Yoko's patrol concert was also ushered in.

A sea of people!

What a hilarious one!

As Zhou Yao said, she did win me a chance to play alone.

And it's the finale.

It was scheduled for the last one.

From beginning to end, I stayed in the background, looking at the lyrics that Zhou Yao filled in for me over and over again.

"Yin Xing, Yoko is over, it's your turn, go ahead, let that woman take a good look, what is real music!"

Seeming to be a little excited, Zhou Yao stood beside me and encouraged me one by one.

Under the stage, there was a crowd of people.

Everyone was curious about me.

Their eyes were full of anticipation.

As the lights fell, I was holding the heavy guitar and playing my own notes.

Christmas love songs, on the huge stage, continue to reverberate.

The elk are galloping and the crowd is noisy.

At this moment, it was as if I had returned to the past.

In that white square, I proposed to Qin Mei to break up.

Subsequently, I met Shu Yang again.

We have been in love for three years, seven years in love, and have gone through a long period of time.

But by a coincidence, I discovered her secret.

All the while, she treated me like an ignorant fool.

Even Wang Cheng told me that Yin Lanlan, she is not my biological daughter.

Too much bitterness to say.

Too much torment piled up in the chest.

It was like a heavy mountain that weighed my shoulders.

It almost suffocates me.

Just like Qin Mei said, in this world, there are no two identical snowflakes.

It's like in this world, there is no more love for us.

As the last note fell, my eyes moistened.

The audience was silent.

As the curtain of the stage ended, the spotlight was slowly put away.

And I went back backstage.

The mood is melancholy.

collided with Zhou Yao.

"Bastard, what do you mean?" Zhou Yao's mood seemed to be a little bad.

I was so weak that I couldn't say a word.

"I'll ask you again, what do you mean! Did you know that this opportunity is hard to come by? Do you know how much it cost me to get you this opportunity! Why should you fail me! You scumbag, bastard, get out, don't let me see you again, you get out of here! ”

Zhou Yao cried and shouted.

Reached out and pushed hard against my chest.

Then she turned around and ran away without looking back.

Looking at the back of Zhou Yao's departure, there was an indescribable feeling in my heart.

Her figure grew smaller and smaller, and later, it all disappeared from my eyes.

It wasn't until this moment that I reacted and silently withdrew my gaze.

With that heavy guitar in hand, I left the concert site.

Qin Mei seems to have been waiting for me for a long time.

"Yin Xing, you did a great job, those people don't understand music at all, only I can understand your feelings, don't pay attention to them!"

Silent.

Speechless.

At this moment, I can't say a word.

Only the round of black eyes in the eye sockets looked at Qin Mei and felt the sincerity in each other's hearts.

One night!

For a whole night, Zhou Yao didn't come back!

I don't even know where she's gone!

To be honest, I felt a little guilty in my heart.

Zhou Yao was obviously helping me.

She also has a lot of trust in me.

However, I failed her.

Because I can't do it at all, I'm looking forward to the future.

Those unbearable memories of the past will always be like shards of glass, destroying my body with thousands of holes.

Sleepless night!

I smoked all night!

Empty wine bottles, scattered all over the ground!

I want Shu Yang!

I really want to!

Even if she betrays me!

Ten years of affection, how could I easily let go!

However, I knew very well in my heart that all I missed was those who were there.

Very contradictory!

Even my only daughter wasn't necessarily my own.

I need to know the whole truth!

I want to see Shu Yang, and I want to ask in person what she has done to be sorry for me!

Drunk, I took out my phone and found the familiar number in the address book.

Without any hesitation, I dialed straight over.

After a few rings, there was also a sound on the other end of the phone.

And, I also told all the things that happened after I met Wang Cheng some time ago.

As the voice fell, there was silence on the other end of the phone.

After a long time, Shu Yang's voice came.

"Yin Xing, do you just don't believe me like that? We've been together for 10 years! You touch your conscience, when did I, Shu Yang, betray you! ”

The voice of grievance is mixed with disappointment.

Before I could finish speaking, Shu Yang hung up the phone.

When I called again, there was a busy tone on the other end of the phone.

She blocked me.

Lie!

Shu Yang is lying!

It's down to this, and she's cheating me like a fool!

I saw the whole truth!

That's what I saw with my own eyes!

The heart is like a knife!

I don't know what to do!

In a trance, an idea suddenly popped into my mind.

Since Shu Yang is unwilling to admit it in person.

Then, I will take Yin Lanlan to do a paternity test myself.

I want to expose Shu Yang's lies!

I'm going to put her to shame on her sophistry!