Xia Yangyang has not tried.

But she's actually the one who has the least choice.

Both Gu Chaohan and Gu Qichen will seek to calculate.

But as for her, she can only be at the mercy of others.

They will all use the things she cares about the most as bargaining chips, and they will exhaust her physically and mentally again and again.

Xia Yangyang's emotions were a little out of control.

wants to break free from Gu Qichen's shackles.

But he was tightly hugged by Gu Qichen: "I was wrong, I was wrong, but I can't let it go, I won't doubt Xiaohan anymore, leave the rest to me, I'll deal with it." ”

In fact, after being by Xia Yangyang's side for so long, Gu Qichen can see it clearly.

Before Xia Yangyang planned to leave, it must have been Gu Chaohan's coercion and temptation.

He never had Liao Yao and Gu Chaohan finally embark on such an extreme path.

He always minded Xia Yangyang's trust in Gu Chaohan.

But when you think about it, it's immutable.

Because I was not by her side when she needed it most.

And how can she blame the person who trusted her to pull her up when she was at her hardest.

Xia Yangyang pounded Gu Qichen's chest, but Gu Qichen just wouldn't let go.

Xia Yangyang finally buried his face in Gu Qichen's chest, and said with a little choked up: "I really ...... It's true...... I don't want to be with me anymore. ”

"I know, it's me who is not good, it is that I am not good enough."

When Xia Yangyang heard Gu Qichen say this, his heart was so sour that it exploded.

"I don't want to be caught in the middle, I don't want to see them turn against each other, and...... He never believed me, I would be jealous when I said a word to Gu Chaohan, but I couldn't convince him, he always had a way to appear in front of me, he hurt his right hand for me, and he couldn't hold a scalpel anymore, knowing how guilty I was......"

"I know, I know ......"

Xia Yangyang spit out all the grievances in his heart: "I have never changed my mind, if I really have a little selfishness towards him, I would have changed a few years ago, but my heart is all one, and I can't fit anyone else." ”

Gu Qichen's heart was very sour.

Hearing Xia Yangyang say this, he felt guilty and distressed, but there was an irrepressible ecstasy that kept coming out of his heart.

He didn't know what to say, so he could only hug Xia Yangyang tightly and say in her ear over and over again: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

Xia Yangyang was almost in a daze: "But when I'm sad, I may drink with others late at night, and when I call, I call and say that I am working overtime, Gu Qichen, you can not love me, but you can't deceive me, you know?" ”

"It's me a bastard, it's me who is too bastard, I promise, I'll never lie to it again, how could I not love it, I just care too much, I'm insecure."

Gu Qichen never wanted to admit it.

In this relationship, he always regards this matter as his last self-esteem as a man.

But now, he doesn't want anything.

He admits that he just doesn't feel secure.

He was afraid that Xia Yangyang would say goodbye again and again.

And Xia Yangyang didn't know how painful and desperate that feeling of being abandoned was.

So he always spoke ill of each other to prove his presence in her heart, but he was also hurting the feelings between them over and over again.

Xia Yangyang cried in Gu Qichen's arms for a while.

But he pushed Gu Qichen hard.

Only then did Gu Qichen let go of Xia Yangyang.