Chapter 167: The Lost Original Heart
Suddenly, I seemed to understand something.
My eyes suddenly converged on Zhou Yao's body, and I saw that she tidied up her clothes a little, stepped forward as if no one was around, and gently opened the co-pilot's seat.
Rumble!
At this moment, it was as if a thunderbolt exploded in my mind, and I was stunned in place, unable to accept the facts in front of me.
Zhou Yao will be in Luo Hao's car?
How is this possible!
Is she crazy!
Just as Zhou Yao opened the car door and was about to get into the car, my head suddenly became hot, and I rushed forward, grabbed Zhou Yao's arm tightly, and pulled her whole person to the side of the road.
"What are you doing? You let go of me! Zhou Yao frowned.
"It's what you want to do! Zhou Yao, although we haven't seen each other for a while, it's not very long, why did you degenerate like this? Are you blind? This person is Luo Hao, why do you want to contact him, tell me honestly, what are you doing in his car? Where do you want to go? ”
Zhou Yao suddenly exerted force, pulled his arm out of my hand, and said in disgust: "This is not your business!" ”
I was not discouraged, I hurriedly ran forward, grabbed her arm again, stared at her eyes tightly, and said seriously: "Why is it not my business?" Zhou Yao, although I don't understand what you want to do, even if you really want to have a relationship again, you have to find a decent candidate! Have you forgotten? When I was in West Lake before, Luo Hao almost killed you! She caused you to drown, and I rescued you! ”
Zhou Yao didn't seem to want to hear me mention these old rotten sesame things, she exhaled heavily, suddenly raised her arm and grabbed the placket of my clothes, and dragged me to the cold street lamp pole.
I noticed that Zhou Yao's eyes were rosy, she stared at my eyes with tears in her eyes, and said word by word: "Yin Xing, you listen to me, it's not your business!" You can't help me at all! As long as you don't disturb my life, it will be the greatest help to me! ”
My heart chuckled, and I stared at Zhou Yao sadly, at a loss.
There were more tears in Zhou Yao's eyes, and a trickle of water flowed quietly down the corners of her eyes, and I could even notice that the black eyes in her eye sockets were trembling slightly.
"Yin Xing, let me ask you, do you still care about what I say!"
I was slightly stunned, nodded woodenly, and said one word, "Hmm." ”
"Then you just stay here and don't care about anything, it's my own choice, and it has nothing to do with you! Did you hear that? ”
From beginning to end, I stared at Zhou Yao tightly, and a thousand words suddenly poured into my entire chest, but it seemed to be stuck in a bottleneck, no matter how I squirmed my throat, I couldn't say a word.
And Zhou Yao didn't seem to want to waste too much time on me, she glanced at me meaningfully and let go of her hand.
Then, she turned around and walked to the car parked on the side of the road, gently opened the passenger door, and sat down.
After a few breaths, the roar of the engine was heard, and the exhaust pipe of the silver-gray Audi gushed out of heat, roaring forward, and disappeared from my sight in the blink of an eye.
The sun was still high in the air, but the surging breeze was a little bitter, and even my chest felt like a boulder was crushed, and I couldn't breathe out the turbid breath.
I don't know what's going on in the world.
Why are so many things turning black and white upside down.
Obviously, Luo Hao hurt Zhou Yao, and even almost made her lose her life.
Zhou Yao was able to ignore everything that had happened and get closer to him.
On the contrary, I, who shared her weal and pain, was abandoned by her forever.
This may make me understand that when the bad guy becomes a good guy, the original good guy will be replaced, gradually fade out of people's sight, and become the scum abandoned by the world.
I lit a cigarette and smoked depressedly, feeling the heat and coldness of the world.
Snorting, I suddenly laughed, my laughter was full of bitterness, as if I was laughing at myself, and as if I was lamenting my own insignificance.
I sighed helplessly and headed to the other side of the road, blending in with the bustling crowd......
When I arrived at the New Leaf Music Club, Si Lingyan was teaching the children to play the piano in the hall.
I gently pushed open the door and stopped in the corner like a piece of rotten wood, quietly listening to the piano played by Si Lingyan.
Her musical talent is very good, no matter which syllable, she can embellish it just right, just like integrating with the piano, swimming in the ocean of music, becoming a carefree angel.
From her music, I heard her heart, heard what she had experienced over the years, heard the strength of her heart, and heard her belief in never giving up......
To be honest, I envy Si Lingyan!
I'm very envious!
I envy her momentum of not admitting defeat and her spirit of daring to think and do.
Even if no one will agree with her love for the same sex.
The refreshing autumn breeze poured into the hall through the cracks in the glass door, gently caressing my body.
Looking back, I can't remember exactly when I lost my original intention......
"What are you doing standing there? Come and sit down, the kids are waiting for you. ”
Si Lingyan's voice suddenly pulled me back from my thoughts.
Following the prestige, Si Lingyan had stopped playing, she raised her head and looked at me gently, and the smile on the corner of her mouth seemed to tell me that she had been waiting for me here for a long time.
I paused, nodded dumbly, and said one word, "Okay." ”
Immediately after, I slowly walked to Si Lingyan's side, sat on the stool mechanically, and looked at every child sitting in front of me.
Although their patched costumes looked very simple, the innocence in their eyes did not dissipate.
"Okay, do you still have any mastery of the song you just played? If you think you can do it, you can play it yourself. Si Lingyan said with a smile.
As soon as the words fell, the students lined up one after another, practicing the piano, and a group of children greeted me, gently tugging at the corner of my clothes and asked, "Teacher Yin, can you still teach us the guitar music last time?" ”
I glanced at the children, and instinctively focused my eyes on Si Lingyan's body, which happened to collide with her gaze.
Si Lingyan nodded at me and said, "Take them to the guitar room, I have always kept your guitar in the glass cabinet for you, this is the key, from now on it is yours, remember to keep it yourself, don't lose it." ”
Hearing this, I took the key from Si Lingyan's hand and squeezed it tightly in the palm of my hand......