Seeing Chen Feng's sudden embarrassment, Zhong Lei was a little nervous.

She wondered if she was wrong, maybe she should have lied and said it was all for you?

But she wasn't good at lying, and she found it uncomfortable.

Zhong Lei is a very simple person with a very straight personality.

Originally, she would only like music and couldn't hold anything else in her eyes.

She loves music because she has big dreams.

The roots of her dreams are naïve and real.

"Leave something to the world."

Ten words.

Some people often talk about it, and then it becomes a joke in casual talk.

Some people do it all their lives and turn jokes into myths.

Zhong Lei is the second type of person, who does not talk about it, but only insists willfully.

There are three reasons why Chen Feng can attract Zhong Lei.

First, Chen Feng's "music" completely hit her.

This was the reason why Chen Feng thought, but he didn't know that it was not the decisive factor.

If you want to attract Zhong Lei, talent alone is not enough.

Even if Chen Feng copied her own songs and resonated with her, it was not enough.

There is no first in the text, and there is no second in the martial arts.

Being among the top 100 in the field of art that no one convinces anyone is beyond the imagination of ordinary people, and even unreasonable, but she has done it.

In the first timeline, she debuted as a pop singer, withstood the pressure of Zhou A with a humble identity, relied on her own skills to fight her way out, and rose against the current like a reckless hero.

After becoming famous, she still had to face such and such difficulties alone without any attachment to any forces, but she was fearless, and finally achieved such achievements and became an idol across the ages.

The stubbornness in her character may be stronger than Chen Feng imagined.

She has a strange absolute confidence in her bones, and she will not give in to anyone, including Chen Feng.

Even though she admired Chen Feng's creative ability so much that she even wanted to apprentice, what she wanted was still to catch up with or even surpass him.

She knows how to respect her teachers, but she will not blindly follow them, which is why she dropped out of school.

She will not indulge in the songs Chen Feng wrote to her, and is still tirelessly chasing her own inspiration.

The second reason is that Chen Feng saved her life.

The third point is the most important.

Zhong Lei smelled the sense of responsibility in Chen Feng, it was a like-minded person, and it was much deeper than her.

Zhong Lei once asked Chen Feng, "Why are you so busy and tired, don't you want to rest?" ”

At that time, she already had a guess in her heart, and she just wanted to get a conclusive answer from Chen Feng's mouth.

Now, Chen Feng has not spoken, Zhong Lei has waited for a long time, tilted his head, and stared at him with a pair of beautiful eyes.

"Which ...... If you don't like what I'm saying, I can change my tune. Like what...... It's all for you or something......"

Chen Feng covered his face, "Don't." ”

Annoying.

He thought about it again, no way, he had to take a strong medicine.

Chen Feng said tentatively: "Then if I change my mind, let you stop creating now." As long as you promise me, we will get married right away, how about it? ”

Zhong Lei was stunned, "What nonsense are you talking about." ”

"No, I'm serious, this song is too difficult, I don't want you to waste your youth in vain."

Zhong Lei was puzzled again, "I can't write anymore when I'm married?" The two don't conflict. ”

Chen Feng shook his head, "It's different, this song is not a love song, it's sweet and greasy after getting married, how can you write such an atmospheric thing." ”

"You look down on me?"

"Nope!"

"Well, I can pretend to promise you, and then get married, and then write quietly, and publish it when we die. Isn't that the best of both worlds? ”

Chen Feng was dumbfounded again.

Sure enough, I underestimated her, this is the real her, not so honest, and the eight cows can't pull it back.

"This ......"

He quietly pondered, and it seemed that this would be the perfect solution.

At this moment, Zhong Lei next to him suddenly let go of his hand, and also turned around and pressed the railing by the lake with both hands, and said quietly: "Actually, you don't like me, right?" You made it a condition to get married, and you just wanted to use this to force me to finish the song, right? ”

Chen Feng chuckled in his heart, and slammed the spirit, "I...... I ......"

Zhong Lei's tone sounded a little depressed, "You really look down on me." ”

Chen Feng turned his face away, and suddenly couldn't catch it.

Zhong Lei said again: "What I want to do, in fact, I don't need conditions. I'm just a little sad. You say I won't lie, and neither do you. Actually, I knew from the beginning that you didn't like me. Conditional feelings, not real feelings. ”

"Right...... I'm sorry. ”

He spoke out.

Sure enough, lying is a hard thing to do.

"I knew it from the beginning, so you don't have to say I'm sorry. I wasn't a likable person before, and it's good that you didn't hate me. No, you hated me at first. ”

Chen Feng shook his head, "No." ”

"You're lying again."

Chen Feng: "Okay, it's a little bit, but it's not serious. ”

Zhong Lei: "What happened later? ”

"I don't hate it."

Zhong Lei: "But after you don't hate me, you feel ashamed of me, which makes you feel very uncomfortable?" ”

Chen Feng felt that he had been completely seen through, "Yes...... Yes. Why do you understand it so well? Did you also study psychology? ”

Zhong Lei suddenly smiled again, and shook her head sweetly, "I haven't studied psychology, but I have studied you." I don't know what you've been through, but I know how your mood changes. I know you better than anyone else in this world. Probably know better than you do. ”

Chen Feng: "This ......"

Zhong Lei said again: "Are you worried that after I find out that you are using me, will I hate you?" ”

Chen Feng nodded, "Yes." ”

He really wanted to break into the ghosts, or find a rope to hang himself.

It's horrible.

Turns out she knows everything?

I lied to her and actually kept myself on fire?

can single-handedly leave a name in history, and there is really no easy person.

I was accidentally lost in the innocence and simplicity she disguised with her feelings, and unconsciously, she kept exposing herself.

Completely seen through!

What is she going to do today, do you want to strip me naked?

Since she has known for a long time, we are all married in so many timelines, this is ......

Chen Feng immediately got the answer.

Zhong Lei: "Actually, your worries are unnecessary. I like you, and it doesn't matter if you like me or not. ”

Chen Feng: "Huh? ”

"Didn't I just say it, conditional feelings are not real feelings. Feelings are not exchanges. Whether you like me or not doesn't affect me. ”

Chen Feng waved his hand again and again, "Hey no, aren't you a celibate?" ”

Zhong Lei nodded, "Yes, because I originally thought that I would never like others in my life, and at the same time, I would not settle with someone I don't like, so I plan to be single for the rest of my life." ”

Chen Feng wanted to give her a thumbs up.

Zhong Lei stretched out her hands again, "Besides, you just don't like me that much, there is always a little bit of ...... Right? I'm good-looking, singing well, and so affectionate, and now I'm so gentle with you, and my heart of stone has to melt, right? ”

Chen Feng blushed, "Yes...... Yes, there is. ”

"It's just a matter of guilt, right?"

Zhong Lei nodded: "So, be completely frank." That way you don't feel guilty. Then you only need to use a little bit of a little like to get all of me. I'm going to be happy in my life, even if it goes on like this, I'm happy, I just want you to be a little bit easier. ”

"Of course, no matter what happens to us next. I'm going to do everything I can and write the songs you want and what I want. The point of anger when I just said that you looked down on me is actually here. ”

This is her, who can understand everything, but makes her life so simple.

Seeing that Chen Feng was still thinking about it, Zhong Lei hooked his shoulder with another hand and shook it, "Also, you are really entangled, you always like to think too much in your head, and you are so tired of living." But that's all I like about you, you know? It's so much more comfortable now, isn't it? ”

Chen Feng nodded, "It's much better." ”

"Confession?"

"Confess. But I'll have to think about where to start. ”

"Okay, I'll wait for you to organize the language."

At this time, Ryan came over to greet him, "Chen Feng, we have to go back and rest first." When are you leaving? ”

Chen Feng turned around and was about to speak, but Zhong Lei glared at Ryan viciously, "We still have something to say!" You're busy with your go! ”

Ryan's neck shrunk and he ran away, weird.

Before I knew it, it was past ten o'clock, and there was something tomorrow after all, and the crowd dispersed one after another, and even the waiters left after cleaning up the scene.

Ou Fatzi settled down in Cai Weilu's guest room, and Uncle Long took care of him.

After all, Song Siyu is a beautiful girl, so she has to go home.

In the end, there were only a few people left in Cai Wei Lu, Lu Wei, Zheng Rou, Fat Man, and Uncle Long.

When everyone was almost gone, Chen Feng and Zhong Lei returned to the small table in the middle of the courtyard and sat down.

There were also new snacks, nuts and drinks on the table, as well as a cup of hot strong tea and juice.

Chen Feng held the teacup, activated the brain of the galaxy human, and thought for nearly half an hour before slowly lowering his voice and opening his mouth.

"My dreams are real, not dreams."

Zhong Lei was amazed in her heart, but her face was silent, and she only said: "You continue to speak, I will listen, don't worry about me." I listened quietly. ”

Chen Feng nodded, "I have seen the future and experienced the future...... Many times. ”

Next, he was talking the whole time, and Zhong Lei was listening.

She strives to be quiet and a perfect listener.

Zhong Lei almost covered her mouth and exclaimed when she heard the thrill countless times, worried about him.

But I heard again and again that he really died on the battlefield, and my worries became a reality, and my hanging heart fell to the ground again and again in a very weird posture.

She tried not to disturb Chen Feng's narration, but this long story sounded too grinding.

He spoke for four hours, and the time went to half past three in the morning.

"That's about it. That's all I've always had in my heart. At first I thought it was a dream, but I brought back your songs, other people's songs, and the things that the Madman Conjecture Collection and the Xingfeng Research Institute were working on. The future is always being changed and I want to win once. ”

Chen Feng crossed his hands and looked at her calmly.

Zhong Lei pondered for a long time, trying to digest everything Chen Feng said.

After a long time, she said, "Let's start with the first time you copied my songs." ”

Chen Feng said: "Well, I want to say sorry to you again, all the songs I wrote for you were originally yours." I also sold your songs to many people, and the feeling that I am your bosom friend in your heart is an illusion. It's because the song is yours and you're easily touched. ”

Zhong Lei nodded, "Do you think you are a shameless thief who deceives the world and steals your name, not as good as I hoped, you have ruined me for many lifetimes." Right? ”

Chen Feng: "Yes, now you know everything. It doesn't matter if you hate me, hate me, or even if you don't believe me. ”

Zhong Lei's expression was complicated, and then she asked, "It's really okay?" ”

Chen Feng crossed his hands, "Actually, there is still a little, but I can't help it." ”

"You're not honest."

Chen Feng: "Anyway, I've thought about it, maybe your feelings for me are all illusions." I didn't dare say it before, but now I'm sure you can finish Morrowind, I dare say. ”

"I'll think about it first." Zhong Lei fell into a long thought, and her expression became solemn.

After a long time, she sighed faintly, "This situation is too brain-burning!" ”

Chen Feng shrugged, "yes." But you don't have to worry about anything else, you just take care of ours. Even if you scold me and beat me, it's fine. If that makes you happy, that's fine. ”

"After all, compared to you, my past me was ordinary and humble, and I was not worthy of you at all. I once lied to myself that I wanted to be an actor for the rest of my life and accept your favor with peace of mind, but I found that this incident was distracting and interfered with my own judgment, and I couldn't even figure out what was the right thing to do. ”

Zhong Lei rubbed her temples and shook her head, "Wait, don't talk yet, I'll take it slowly, my brain is a little messy, I have to take care of it again." ”

Chen Feng waited for trial in trepidation.

Even if she spoke love words beautifully before, Chen Feng thought that once she found out that everything was an illusion, her heart would inevitably change.

After a long time, Zhong Lei: "Tell me, why did you copy my song in the first place?" Make hay? ”

"There's a little bit of that purpose. Actually, I was quite embarrassed, but you treated me so badly at the time that I couldn't be angry. ”

Zhong Lei: "So you robbed my work?" ”

"Hmm."

Zhong Lei suddenly laughed, "It's not strange, this is your character." When you taught me to fool Lin Youde, I knew that you were a black-bellied person. ”

Chen Feng nodded awkwardly, "Yes." ”

"And what about later? We've all become friends and copy my songs? Are you a professional killer? ”

Chen Feng: "Ahem, I caught you copying because you are the best, and if you sing your songs, you will definitely be popular and the safest." I need to build wealth as quickly as possible, so I choose the safest and easiest way. ”

"So our careers have started, and you and Ou Fatzi have also caught up online, and you still copy me? He also rode a motorcycle to the scene of the car accident to copy, and stood by the fire to play the guitar for me, what was it for? ”

Chen Feng was even more embarrassed, "Because I found that you are too scary, no matter how I copy it, it doesn't seem to have any negative impact on you, and the songs you write are getting better and better." I hope to squeeze your potential and leave you with more. ”

Zhong Lei: "For example? ”

"The Fire, the Self Burning, all the songs in the music box, including 'Morrowind,' of course, are works that you haven't written before. "Sleepwalking Virgo" too, I've heard it before, but you didn't give me a chance to copy it. ”

"I'm a spontaneous leek, and the more you cut the leeks, the denser they become, right?"

"Actually, I think of you as a sheep with hair growth potion."

"I'll kill you."

Zhong Lei hammered him a few times.

Chen Feng was confused, "You're not angry?" ”

"Of course it's angry."

"But you ......"

Zhong Lei suddenly changed the topic: "You didn't plan to save the world in the first place? ”

"Well, because I don't think I can do it."

"But then you went."

"I just wanted to try it out as a soldier to figure out how I died and whether I could live a few more days, but who knows if I can go back."

"It's your character. You, like me, don't dare to open your guard easily, and once you let someone else walk in, you can't break free. ”

Zhong Lei took a sip of juice and said again, "You just said that you have been going to war every time since the fourth time, right?" ”

"Hmm."

"Dead every time?"

"Hmm."

"What about friends in the barracks? What about the others? ”

"They're all dead, they're dying all the time."

"Alas, in your world, humanity has perished seven times."

"yes, I'm trying to keep the eighth time from happening."

Zhong Lei suddenly asked softly, "Are you sad?" ”

"It's okay."

"It's a lie again."

"Huh?"

"Still trying to lie to me? Are you blind to me? Can't you see that you are depressed all day long, and you are so preoccupied as if you have a galaxy hidden in your heart? ”

"Well, it's still sad."

"Can you tell me more about you and your comrades?"

"Okay."

She knew about Tang Tianxin's existence, at first she was a little surprised, and secretly scolded others for indiscretion in her heart, but then she knew that the human mind of that era was in a state of control, and it was reasonable to do anything.

Later, she heard that Chen Feng and Tang Tianxin's daughter could not be born again and again.

Chen Feng's tone was very calm, as if he was a bystander, but Zhong Lei could sense his mood fluctuations from his slightly trembling tone, but tears couldn't stop flowing.

Chen Feng spoke for another two hours, and before he knew it, the whole night had passed, and the sky outside was white.

It's almost dawn.

After listening, Zhong Lei turned her head to look at the sky in the distance and said in a low voice: "I can't imagine how you survived by yourself alone in such sacrifices again and again, watching the people you care about die again and again. I tried to replace, but I could only vaguely grasp the feeling. ”

Zhong Lei's chin was raised slightly, and the tears that seemed to flow from her eyes surged again.

Chen Feng held her hand, "You don't have to substitute, you just know." ”

"If you don't substitute, how can I forgive you for really pretending to be another person in your heart, and even having a child is about to have it."

Chen Feng: "......"

After a long time, Zhong Lei kept rubbing her eyes, "Worldly ideas and reason want me to hate her, but I can't do it." ”

Chen Feng was silent for a moment, "I'm sorry to put you in this dilemma. ”

"But I thank you for being honest with me and dispelling any doubts I once had." As she spoke, she stood up violently and threw herself into Chen Feng's arms, "You're too difficult." You should have told me sooner! ”

Her emotions finally spiraled out of control.

Chen Feng patted her back for a long time, and she finally slowly eased up.

He asked again, "Why did you believe it so easily?" Isn't this the most illusory lie of the most scumbag of all time? ”

Zhong Lei broke free and beat him with tears and laughter.

"you, if you're a scumbag, will you reject Lu Wei? And long before you even started talking, I made up my mind that whatever you say, I will believe it. ”

Chen Feng looked at her happily, "Thank you." ”

Zhong Lei rubbed her eyes and patted Chen Feng's shoulder, "Thank you for what I did, it's because of your hard work." ”

"It's out of the way, there's nothing you can do anyway, just keep going."

Zhong Lei listened to his reluctantly relieved tone, and remembered that he had faced himself with the guilt of being a thief for most of the past half a year, forced a smile, and even had to face his scorching feelings.

Actually, he was pitiful.

He wasn't even afraid of death, but he couldn't stand the guilt of deceiving himself.

What a fool, you obviously love me so much.

Zhong Lei suddenly leaned forward and grabbed Chen Feng's hand again, "I don't know what kind of strangers the two of us are in the timeline of your first and second experiences, after all, it is a future that I have never experienced, and for me, it does not exist." ”

"I don't care about the future that doesn't happen, I only care about the present. I only know that without you, I would not have become the person I am today in just half a year, and I have spent half a year walking the road that I could only have walked in my previous life. I want to thank you instead. ”

Chen Feng looked into her eyes, "Don't be like this. ”

"I'm going to ask you one more question."

"What?"

"Did I like you before?"

"Didn't you say it all, we didn't know each other well before."

"So do you think I like you now because of your talent or something?" Zhong Lei bites the word talent very hard.

"It's not."

Zhong Lei: "Everyone is a complete person, the so-called talent is only a part, whether your talent is true or not, it is still only a part of you." If I really like you just because of your creative ability, then I'm no different from the women who want to ask you for a song and throw them into their arms. ”

Chen Feng was stunned, are the only ones so good at self-attack?

I...... Am I so good?

"Guess when I first found out I might like you."

"When I rode a motorcycle to save you, right?"

"That's right. It doesn't matter if you copy songs or not, right? ”

"Yes."

"The incredible athleticism you showed at the time was acquired in the future barracks?"

"Yes."

"The time you saved Ryan was even more terrifying than when you saved me. Did you train hard when you learned these skills? ”

"It was hard work at first."

"And then?"

"Later I was too strong, the people who trained me and the people who trained with me worked hard, not myself."

"You see, you weren't so good at first, you even wanted to hide as an ostrich. But then you changed. You become no longer ordinary. I'm attracted to you like this. But no matter what you are at any time, it's you. Maybe that's who you are, but in the previous timeline, you didn't get a chance to show it. ”

Chen Feng thought for a moment, "You're right. ”

"Then of course you are worthy of me."

Chen Feng: "Uh......"

"I was hit a bit hard today, and to be on the safe side, you continue to bring me future songs, and I want to see where my limits are. And then, I have to put some pressure on myself, you still wait for me, and when I write this song, we will get married, how about it? ”

Chen Feng thought for a few seconds, "Okay." ”

Today he confessed to Zhong Lei, but nothing changed, only his heart was much more relaxed.

Zhong Lei is really a strange woman, and she can't be treated with common sense.

He smiled happily, looking silly.

Looking at Chen Feng's completely relaxed appearance, Zhong Lei also smiled.

If it's really as you say, it was me who was too indifferent in the past and ended up passing by you.

That's my problem, not yours.

That's what life is.

Many women have been waiting for their true destiny all their lives, but they can't wait.

When he was over thirty years old, he had to go on a blind date in complaining, and then numbly get married and have children, or simply die alone, and began to complain about the unfairness of fate.

In fact, I met someone at some point, but I just missed it.

I once missed you, just like the fat man and Song Siyu once missed each other.

Not this time.

Chen Feng, you have been changing.

Your changes make me curious about you, and I always want to try to figure out the meaning behind each of your words, and the more I figure it out, the more I can't extricate myself.

Now I like you more.

She looked at Chen Feng blankly, watching his figure continue to elongate in the light of the morning sun.

She took a deep breath and thought to herself.

If you go against the light to dispel the darkness, you are destined to carry too much suffering on your back.

The tone of your storytelling is flat, but you must have wandered in loneliness and screamed silently in despair.

You will also be anxious that no one in the world will understand you, so you always cover it up with a false smile.

But from now on, I choose to believe in you, and you have to believe in me.

I will not leave you alone at the end of civilization again.

I will try to understand all your motives.

If you burn my life, it can be your help.

How could such a great mission be without me?

I have no regrets and will never back down.

Together, we create more miracles in this era.

Trust us, and you have to believe in your future self too.

Just when Zhong Lei was in a daze, Chen Feng stood up, stretched his waist, and said, "Okay, I haven't slept all night, go and rest." ”

"Hmm."

The two of them originally wanted to go home directly, but they didn't expect Lu Wei to run out of the back room with black circles under her eyes, so she pulled the two back and settled down in the guest room.

Zhong Lei slept until the afternoon, and when she woke up, Chen Feng, Ryan, Ou Junlang, Meng Xiaozhou, and Lu Wei were sitting around in the courtyard.

None of the maids and waiters in Cai Weilu were there, and they should all have been called home to avoid them.

"Awake? You wash your face first, eat something, I have something to announce. ”

Chen Feng said to her.

Zhong Lei nodded.

Twenty minutes later, when everyone finally arrived, Chen Feng stood up.

He clutched a fist-sized stone in his palm.

"I'm going to announce a few things below. I'll give you a primer first, and no matter how unbelievable what I'm saying, you don't have to question it. Just in case you think I'm bragging, I'm going to play a trick on you first. ”

After saying that, he picked up the stone and slammed his five fingers hard.

The stone cracked and exploded, and dust flew all over the sky.