As for the formation and origin of the anomaly, Shen Xing has always believed that this is a big mystery.

And now, right under his nose, at this moment after he encountered the man facing the wall, he finally found that he seemed to be approaching a certain truth, approaching the mystery of how the anomaly was formed.

The oppression of his parents caused Komori to be submissive, but is this actually the case?

The actual situation is that Komori's inner rebellion is getting more and more serious, and it seems that he is being suppressed, but in fact, the behavior of his parents has forced him to take another strange path that no one can realize.

In real life, since you can't control your own life and can only be at the mercy of your parents, then find a space where you can escape and form an independent world of consciousness.

And the space that can allow Komori to escape and temporarily gain a sense of security is precisely the range of the wall, and within this range, his world of consciousness is slowly formed, that is, the anomaly that talks to Shen Xing.

In addition, once he leaves the space facing the wall and the world he formed, he will fall into a life that is completely controlled by his parents and does not belong to him.

It's just that Shen Xing knows very well that if he is allowed to develop, in the end, the space on this wall will replace his oppressed reality, replace his submissive self in reality, and form a weird, deformed, and completely measurable anomaly that can no longer be measured by reality.

In other words, this anomaly is Xiao Mori, who is undergoing a consciousness transformation at this moment, not a ghost, not some unknown and unspeakable foreign body, not any strange event or creature that Shen Xing understood before.

When Komori's consciousness space is completely transformed, it is when he really becomes an anomaly, and the invisible anomaly that he is talking to Shen Xing now can be understood as just the initial form formed by Komori's current consciousness.

This is already a sign of the beginning.

"Why haven't you left yet?"

After Xiao Sen's dark consciousness had not yet formed an abnormal question, Shen Xing did not answer him, but asked him a rhetorical question.

"Do you like that?"

Komori's dark consciousness didn't reply until about ten seconds later, "Yes, I love this feeling so much, no one can take it from me!" ”

"But during the day your instinct is rejecting its appearance." Shen Xing reminded.

"It's just instinct, it doesn't say anything, and it doesn't really show my attitude." The dark consciousness didn't even think about answering.

"And what does your instinctive refusal indicate?" Shen Xing asked again.

"It's a continuation of my previous cowardice, hehe......"

Komori's dark consciousness seems to have formed a self-improvement theoretical system, and it may be very difficult to break through this system and expose the loopholes of the other party.

Shen Xing's heart was like lightning, and he estimated that if he continued like this, he would not be able to convince this child, because the long-term pressure of life had made his mind deformed, and there was an alternative, extremely terrifying power.

"Hey...... So from now on, this is my world, and I won't be so cowardly, so helpless, so at the mercy of others. Dark Consciousness said with a smile.

"Now if I want to, I can let those I hate die immediately!" The voice of the dark consciousness wandered around the room, coming and going, and soon resounded in Shen Xing's ears, "Even you." ”

Shen Xing immediately changed the direction of his stay and appeared in the living room.

But at the same moment, the voice in my ears continued to sound, "Now the house is dark, they are asleep, this is my own space, my world!" You...... Don't even think about going there! ”

"I didn't want to run away." Shen Xing smiled: "I just want to see if your parents are really asleep, otherwise they may be angry and worried about their lives when they see you like this." ”

When the words fell, the surrounding air was obviously shaken, and it seemed that Komori's dark consciousness had loosened at this moment, and there may have been a feeling of worry.

But then the invisible pressure was formed again.

Shen Xing knew that his dark consciousness had become extremely powerful, and it was impossible for him to change his mind in just a few words.

He spoke again: "If, as you just said, you can make the person you hate die immediately, then I ask you, do you hate your parents?" ”

As soon as these words came out, the suffocating atmosphere shook again, and after a moment, Komori's dark consciousness replied, "It's none of your business. ”

Shen Xing continued to speak: "You hate them, but you haven't thought about doing anything to them for the time being, but please believe me, it's only temporary." You've already started to build up this emotion, and when you can't hold it up one day, you'll explode. And the consequences of the outbreak at that time will be devastating to you. ”

After a pause, he said, "Maybe you'll feel good on that day, but after that you'll be in endless guilt, and there's no memory more sad than that, trust me." ”

Komori's dark consciousness did not answer, as if he had already left.

But Shen Xing knew that he was still nearby, because the strange atmosphere had never disappeared.

"Perhaps, you can try a different approach and communicate with them. For example, tell them directly that you need to rest, that you can no longer bear the heavy academic work and various interest class training, that you need to relax, and that you need to be happy......"

"No, it can't be! No! ”

Shen Xing's words were not finished, and he was already interrupted by Xiao Sen's dark consciousness.

"Have you tried?"

"No need to try, no need to try, I know it, no need to try!"

At this time, in Komori's dark consciousness, it seemed that he had seen his father's angry face, and he could still feel the tail bone of his buttocks, the place where he was kicked by his father just now, and the slap on his face was still burning painful.

At this moment, his dark consciousness has not yet fully formed a state of confrontation with his parents' instructions, and it is only an instinctive resistance, which is quietly, but has been accumulating and slowly becoming stronger.

Shen Xing knew very well that now might be the last chance for Komori to turn around and turn around, if he was allowed to develop, an anomaly called "Facing the Wall Man" would eventually take shape.

After destroying his parents, he will continue to devour other people who have the same situation or the same emotions, transforming them into one of his own forms.

"Sometimes, if you don't try, you never know you can do it!" Shen Xing said in a firm and slow tone: "Do you think facing the wall is the best way to escape pressure, escape control, and make you feel relaxed?" This is just your excuse, a manifestation that you dare not face difficulties and solve problems, and it is an extremely cowardly choice! ”

The dark consciousness didn't speak, apparently thinking.

Shen Xing continued: "Now choose cowardice, it will accompany you for the rest of your life. Think about it, even if it's your parents, if they nurture you like this, will they make you more cowardly in the end? They just want you to be strong, but in the wrong way, that's what makes you who you are. I hope you have a clear understanding of this, instead of being willing to fall under the oppression of their mistakes, and make mistakes again and again. ”

"I ...... What shall I say? The dark consciousness hesitated for a moment, then suddenly spoke.

"Tell them directly that you've had enough and that you'll have your own thoughts and choices, rather than doing exactly what they tell them to do." Shen Xing's tone was solemn, "Tell them that from now on you have to choose your own way of life and study, instead of completely following all the requirements they have set and finally living as their puppet, a waste who has no joy or ideas except studying, and will only follow steps all day long!" ”

As soon as these words came out, the air in the surrounding darkness shook, and the strange atmosphere disappeared in an instant, and the room was quiet and could be heard falling pins.

Shen Xing's perspective changed, and he returned to Xiao Sen's bedroom, and saw that he was no longer standing facing the wall, but had turned around and burst into tears.

He cried very sadly, as if he had inadvertently had a dream in which someone told him that he had to be strong to face it, rather than choosing to hide from the monstrous pressure of his parents in a cramped, small space.

To be honest, before I talked to the person in the dream just now, in Komori's thoughts, there was a desire to destroy life, to destroy everything, was already in the bud.

And at this moment, this thought was temporarily suppressed by the man with his words.

Xiao Sen didn't realize that it was his dark consciousness that had communicated with Shen Xing, he only thought that he had a dream.

I woke up in the dream, standing in the corner facing the wall, alone, as before.

Crying quietly, his whole body couldn't stop trembling, although it was indeed a little cold without a coat, but the coldest place now was Komori's heart.

He wept, remembering what the man had said to him in his dream, and walked to the door of the little bedroom, his body trembling and convulsing from crying, and when he came to the door, he walked to the living room.

At this time, Komori stopped crying, which was an instinctive act caused by the fear of his parents, and he did not dare to make a sound for fear of waking them up.

But his tears were still rolling down, his face was full of tears, and his slightly baby fat face was red.

Step by step to his parents' bedroom, the bedroom door was not closed, at this time a voice rose in his heart, as if telling him to give up, quickly turn back, don't touch his parents' moldy head.

Komori stood in the doorway of the master bedroom and trembled, trembling incessantly.

Shen Xing stared at his weak figure from a high altitude, looking at the slightly trembling placket of his clothes, and couldn't take his eyes off it.

I don't know how long it took, but Komori finally resisted the thought of going back, took a step forward, and walked into his parents' bedroom.

"Daddy, Mommy......"

His lips opened slightly, and he cried out, tears streaming down his cheeks.

His parents were startled and woke up, and his mother was surprised: "Xiao Sen, what are you doing?" Is it a nightmare? ”

The father was also full of surprise, guessing the same reason.

Xiao Sen shook his head and said, "No, Mom, Dad, there is ...... There is something I want to tell you, I ...... I ......"

"What are you?" The father was puzzled.

His second guess was that the kid might have done something wrong, and he was upset when he fell asleep, so he got up and confessed.

Could it be that something valuable in the house has been damaged?

But the money is basically spent on the children's education, do you have any valuables at home?

Xiao Sen was still shaking his head, his lips were trembling, and it took a long time to straighten it out, and he said tremblingly: "I want to ...... Be yourself. ”

"What did you say?" The father lifted the quilt and sat up.

The mother also put on her slippers from the other end of the bed and walked around the bed to Komori's side.

"What are you going to do with yourself?"

Komori finally had the courage, and although he instinctively felt fear in the face of his parents, he still said, "I think I don't want to choose what to study...... You guys arrange ...... for me."

"Didn't you wake up?" Mother turned on the bedroom light, walked over and reached out and touched his forehead, "I don't have a fever either!" ”

Xiao Mori seemed to have made up his mind, no longer timid, reached out and knocked off his mother's hand touching his forehead, and his voice also raised a few points, "Mom, I have to decide what to learn by myself, you guys...... Can't ...... all the time Pressure me, I can't stand it, I'm going crazy......"

"Say it again?" Father's face suddenly became gloomy.

Komori was startled, and the familiar chill in his heart swelled, but his expression immediately became firm, remembering what the man in the dream said to him, and said, "I really ...... Enough is enough, I also have my own thoughts and choices, not a puppet! It's not a step-by-step learning like this, learning like that, there is no choice at all, only continuous learning every day. ”

"At your age, what can you do without studying?" His mother asked rhetorically, frowning and glancing carefully at her husband behind her.

"Then you want me to become a waste who doesn't have any joy but studying, doesn't have any ideas, just studies all day?" Komori stubbornly straightened up his small chest, although his body was still trembling, but this time he did not flinch.

"Okay, from now on, you can rest for half an hour more every day." His father said in a deep voice, and at the same time felt a little impressed by his son's performance.

"That's not it!" Xiao Mori did not compromise, but instead took a step forward, and Douda's tears rolled down, "Dad, Mom, do you know that I haven't slept well for a whole month?" Every night I wake up and find myself standing in the corner, I don't know how long I got out of bed, why are I standing there? Have you ever cared? Didn't notice that I'm getting weirder and weirder? I was under so much pressure that I didn't dare to relax all the time. Your attention to me, my love, has taken my breath away......"

As he spoke, Komori tugged at the collar around his neck, his expression revealing pity, fear, a hint of hysterical madness, and more of a complete powerlessness.

At this moment, he is already on the verge of a nervous breakdown.

His mother panicked, turned her head to look at her husband, and saw that the other party was also frightened, not expecting that her son had reached this point.

In their impression, although this child is sometimes a little trance-like, he is a very obedient child who can perfectly complete the tasks assigned to him according to his own requirements.

Unexpectedly, it turned out that Komori's mental endurance had reached such a bad point!

Getting up alone every night and standing facing the wall, isn't this sleepwalking?

Have you been forced out of sleepwalking by your husband and wife?

"You've always been on your own and you've never asked me a word, okay? Never! I sometimes feel like I'm a dead person, without my own thoughts, without my own actions, I will do whatever you ask me to do, and if I am not satisfied, my father will beat me. I'm afraid, I'm afraid he'll hit me, I'm afraid you're upset, so I can only do this. I can't take it anymore now! ”

Komori had long been ignoring it at the moment, trembling, crying, and the words that he had buried in his heart for a long time were intermittently spoken.

The scene froze.

The mother looked at the father, who lowered his head and stared at Komori's slightly trembling feet, the gloom on his face replaced by a silent reflection.

"Today I must tell you that if you go on like this, I will really go crazy, although it is not what you expected, but you caused it!"

After the words fell, Komori wiped away his tears, his body trembled and turned around and left his parents' bedroom, returning to his own small bedroom.

The mother glanced at the father, and immediately followed, entered the son's room, closed the door, and in a moment came the sound of soft talking.

Komori's father, on the other hand, sat on the edge of the bed, bowing his head slightly, and not saying a word.

About forty minutes later, when Komori's mother came out of the small bedroom, she saw her husband standing in the living room, bundled together a large stack of books for tutoring.

"What are you doing?" She asked.

"It's burning." Komori's father said: "I figured it out, if I continue like this, I may force my son to death." I only have such a son, even if he doesn't live as well as he wants in the future, as long as he can live well. ”

"Daddy." Komori's voice sounded at the door of the small bedroom, and he stood there and began to sobble again, his lips trembling, "As long as I can choose for myself, I know when to study, and I will choose what I am interested in to understand." ”

"Ahh

A long sigh came from his father's mouth, and the big man violently wiped away the tears that were about to fall, squatted down, and stretched out his hands to Komori, looking at him with teary eyes.

Komori's body moved slightly, and he quickly ran a few steps forward and rushed into his father's arms, and the father and son hugged each other.

Xiao Sen's ears sounded a whisper of his father's guilt, "Dad is too selfish, Dad is sorry for you!" ”

Rumble!

The picture in front of Shen Xing's eyes was all split into countless small pieces, and the entire scene disappeared.

A line of text prompts popped up in his mind at the same time.

[Face the wall, 100% understanding of the current characteristics.] 】

The familiar scene in room 7088 of the hotel is once again presented in front of you.

He still kept fighting the strange little boy, trying to resist his jaw, which was constantly close to his neck.

However, the whole movement was still at this moment, and Shen Xing could see that the little boy who was close at hand had a painful expression and had already given up the attack.

Facts are facts.

The original facts have been experienced, even if Shen Xing changes the little boy's spiritual world, he will not be able to reverse the fact that he has become a wall-facing person after all.

The various actions made by his parents to him can no longer be reversed only through the change of the spiritual world, and what Shen Xing can redeem is only to evoke Xiao Sen's original state of mind.

And Xiao Sen is still a wall-facing person, a wall-facing person who has mastered the characteristics of Shen Xing 100%.

This wall-facing man completely gave up attacking Shen Xing, with a thin figure, lying on the ground, his face up, just a crying expression and trembling movements, but there were no more tears.

[The level of understanding of the characteristics of the wall-facing person has reached 100%, and the wall-facing person can be locked, is it now carried out?] 】

Shen Xing stared at the person facing the wall and muttered to himself, "Not continuing like this may be the best relief for you." ”

After the words fell, he and the little boy who was up on his face looked deeply at each other, and said silently in his heart: "Lock." ”