"It's not like you don't know my situation, a lot of things have happened during this time, and I don't have time to create at all." I explained.

Zhou Yao glanced at me, sat directly beside me, and said seriously: "That's why I want you to start over, just like I gave all my assets to Luo Hao, why can't you forget about the few women you have in your head that have nothing to do with you and start your new life?" ”

I smoked faster, and I frowned and said, "I can't forget it so easily, I'm about to be annoyed by them." ”

"Then don't let them bother you! Yin Xing, I've heard all those things about you, but it's not a big deal at all. Shu Yang is your ex-wife, you have no relationship anymore, Qin Mei and Shen Mumu are sick, you just don't pay attention to them. You act as if they don't exist, and now the most important thing you need to do is take care of what you're doing, isn't it? ”

I didn't speak, I looked at Zhou Yao out of the corner of my eye, and smoked silently.

"Yin Xing, there is one thing you must be clear, now I don't have the money I had before, I can't afford to pay the promotion funds, the studio has closed down, if you don't write songs yet, when your popularity is all gone, you won't want to succeed in your life."

My heart shuddered and the cigarette butt fell to the ground without holding it steady.

When I picked up the cigarette butt again, Zhou Yao had already walked into the bedroom and closed the door.

I bit the cigarette butt, and my frowning brow didn't stretch for a long time.

After a long time, I sighed, put the cigarette butt in the ashtray and crushed it, and sat down on the sofa like a puddle of mud, closing my eyes and recuperating.

The biting cold wind blew into the living room through the cracks in the glass, and the whole living room was a little cold.

I wiped my face heavily, picked up the guitar in the corner, and went back to the couch to try to play it.

My heart couldn't be stilled at all, and the notes I played were chaotic.

Later, I simply put the guitar aside, closed my eyes, and let the time pass.

The screeching of my cell phone rang and I shuddered with fright.

I touched the mobile phone on the table and glanced at the caller ID in a daze, and saw that it was Wang Cheng calling, so I didn't care about it, and threw the phone on the table casually.

The alarm rang over and over again, disturbing me until I turned off my phone completely, and the jumbled sounds came to an abrupt end.

The tiredness of the whole day had already put my body in a state of exhaustion, and I didn't even know exactly when I fell asleep.

The next day, I was woken up by Zhou Yao, I looked at Zhou Yao with sleepy eyes and asked, "What are you doing?" ”

"Take me out."

"What are you going out for?" I was surprised.

Zhou Yao didn't elaborate, pulled me up from the sofa at once, grabbed my arm and went out, "Don't ask so much, you'll know when the time comes." ”

Zhou Yao never let go of my hand, she was like a cheerful sparrow, trotting along the road, sometimes looking back at me and smiling: "Yin Xing, hurry up." ”

Since yesterday, Zhou Yao seems to have changed as a person, she has become a love of life, as if everything around her can make her feel happy.

On the contrary, what happened these days was like a brand, leaving a new wound in the depths of my heart, and the never-ending darkness gradually poured into me, devouring my broken heart step by step.

Like a lonely boat overturned by the waves on the vast ocean, Zhou Yao has found the driftwood that can give her hope, but I sank to the bottom of the sea, letting the cold tide overflow my body, leaving only the emptiness and loss of my eyes.

"Here, this is it, the newly opened ramen restaurant, I've already seen the advertisement, I heard that the barbecued pork tonkotsu ramen here tastes very good, and the main thing is that the second half price!"

I looked at the ramen restaurant in front of me blankly, my jaw was about to fall off in surprise by Zhou Yao, and after a long time, I looked at Zhou Yao in surprise and said, "You are in such a hurry to take me out just to eat a bowl of ramen?" ”

"That's not all, eat noodles first, and I'll tell you later." After Zhou Yao finished speaking excitedly, she grabbed me by the arm and dragged me into the ramen restaurant.

"Boss, two portions of barbecued pork tonkotsu ramen, plus one eel fillet!"

I had never heard of the ramen that Zhou Yao ate, so I picked up the spoon on the side at random, put it on the table and rotated it gently.

Zhou Yao sneered, picked up a chopstick and looked at me and said, "What's so fun about the spoon, chopsticks are fun, look, the circle is more than yours." ”

I glanced at her, put the spoon back, pestle my head without saying a word, and quietly watched Zhou Yao entertain herself alone.

After playing for a while, the boss came over with two portions of noodles, Zhou Yao took out two pairs of chopsticks and scalded them with hot water, and handed one of them to me, "I found that you are very happy, how depressed you are in the room all day, you should relax when the time is right." ”

I glanced at Zhou Yao, picked up the chopsticks with the noodles, and responded, "Yes, it's always better to relax." ”

The tonkotsu noodles smell good, but I don't have any appetite, I don't completely relax because of a few simple words, compared to the bustling crowd on the street and the sound of the whistle on the road, all I have left in my heart is loneliness and helplessness.

I never understood why I had to work hard in the city for so many years, plus my parents' pension to raise enough for the bride price and the down payment on the house.

To be honest, I really want to have a sustenance in this city, I bet all my hopes on Shu Yang, I don't want my life to be vigorous, I just want to be stable. But I struggled at the bottom for so long, and God didn't even meet my little request.

Like an insignificant ant, like a forgotten withered grass, a little pressure and blow can destroy my meager body, making me an illusory shadow, with the only trace of resentment I have left and unwilling to be ruthlessly forgotten by people.

Suddenly it rained lightly outside, and I listened to the sound of the rain, letting the breeze pick up the scent of the earth, and the pedestrians on the road gradually dispersed, and no one remembered their appearance, as if they had never appeared on this road that had been trodden by countless people.

I finished the last sip of the noodle soup and felt the only warmth in my stomach.

Zhou Yao took out a tissue and gently wiped the corners of her mouth, she glanced back at the dripping road, and said worriedly: "It's raining, what can I do?" ”