Chapter 31 Sigh Speechless Sitting at night
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I don't know how many times I felt it, but the road is getting more and more interesting.
Guanshan, weak water, the netherworld, and the mysterious forces that have infiltrated the netherworld and want to take my life.
And at present, it seems that not only am I the reincarnation of the ghost valley, but the identity of Chunting is also extraordinary, coupled with the fact that Yebai knows everything, we have actually become a kind of people, and we have all left our own traces thousands of years ago.
Chunting seems to have left a legacy thousands of years ago, but now he has lost that part of his memory for some reason, and he can only rely on the Guigu Ring Order to feel the place where he left the arrangement back then, and then, like me, step by step to retrieve the lost memory.
Although this statement may sound unbelievable and sensational, but considering myself, even myself being such a person, what reason can I have to doubt him?
Chunting's visit this time is different from the past, in the past, I was full of doubts, Chunting spoke at length to reveal the secrets of the past for me, but he came this time but was silent, not much, but it was this little content, but I felt empathy, and produced an inexplicable sense of intimacy.
Compared with my experience with him, it seems to be sympathy, it seems to be emotional, it seems to be embarrassing, but it is more of a feeling of being the same kind.
It's the kind of confusion that doesn't know who you really are, the kind of helplessness that the memory of the past disappears, and the kind of sadness and helplessness that you can't find where you belong.
These feelings are not unfamiliar to me, because I have also had them, and from this moment on, Chunting is finally not the untouchable person in my heart, but a living flesh-and-blood friend.
Yes, friends.
I looked at him, and my tone began to soften unconsciously.
"Why don't you tell everyone about this?"
"I can't believe it."
"Isn't even Ling Xuan within your trust?"
"He doesn't understand, it's not safe."
Yes.
We have already secretly speculated that someone in this group has leaked our location, and without knowing who is the problem, it is natural that everyone cannot know the current situation of Chunting.
And the reason why Chunting didn't even plan to tell Ling Xuan was not that Chunting didn't trust him enough, on the contrary, it was precisely because he trusted him too much that he refused to tell him these strange things.
First, he doesn't understand.
Ling Xuan wouldn't understand the pain of memory loss, he wouldn't understand the confusion that he didn't know about himself, maybe among these people, only me and Chunting could share the bitterness they felt with each other.
The second, and more important, point is insecurity.
Ling Xuan is loyal to Chun Ting, and Chun Ting's current state is the same as mine, his identity is vague, and his memories involve secrets and truths from thousands of years ago, we don't know how many dangers and challenges there are, since Ling Xuan is loyal, how can Chun Ting bear to involve Ling Xuan?
I sighed for a while, and after deep thought, I couldn't help but make a suggestion.
"Then what are you going to do, or let's change our plan and start with your memory?"
Chunting is already unfathomable and unfathomable in my heart, and if he can successfully retrieve his memory, it may not be an exaggeration to say that he can penetrate the heavens and the earth.
"Not necessarily."
Chunting shook his head and rejected my suggestion.
"If what Yebai said is correct, coupled with my own memories that have vaguely surfaced recently, all my arrangements and secret chess back then were actually set around the path you want to take in the future, that is to say, as long as you continue to walk along the path you are going to take, my memory and identity will come out sooner or later, and only you are the key to all this."
It seems that Yabai doesn't say the same thing to the two of us, and I can't help but be curious, trying to dig out more from his mouth.
"How did you feel when Yebai was looking for you?"
"Familiar, cordial, like an old friend."
"Did Yebai tell you about your former identity?" Everyone
"Got it."
"You all say that I am the reincarnation of some ghost valley, so who are you?"
Chunting didn't answer my question, he looked at the bright moon outside the window, lowered his head and said softly.
"The jury is still inconclusive, it's too early."
This is such a boring man, and he still refuses to let me know who he was, and maybe only when the dust settles will I know the whole story in his mouth.
I found that after Yebai looked for Chunting, Chunting didn't seem to like to even talk, and I saw that he didn't plan to tell his identity, so I had to change the topic and talk about the daytime.
"Then you asked me to take out the Guigu Ring Order during the day, just to know if the Liyang Cang was the place you left to arrange?"
Chunting nodded, looking at the mountain and sea ring in my hand, faintly lost.
"That's right, according to Yebai, because I have memory loss and lost part of my ability, so I can't sense each other with the arrangement I left, but fortunately, you have already dripped blood mountains and sea rings, and at the same time combined the Guigu Order into one, and everything I arranged back then used the power inherited by Guan Shan, you have the Guigu Ring Order in hand, so you can naturally sense it."
I nodded, and instead of asking too much about the details, I asked about my plans for tomorrow.
"What about tomorrow, is there any approximate location, do you want us to divide into two ways?"
"No, since there is no reaction today, then the rest may be nothing more than the Fuqiu Mountain containing the Thousand Buddha Caves, and the Daling Mountain, which is known as the famous mountain of Yugong, whether it is which of the two, Xie Xie, as a tour guide, will definitely take everyone to these two famous mountains for sightseeing."
Chunting thought for a while, did not agree with my suggestion, and expressed his opinion.
"Since there is no conflict on the route, you and I can play under Xie Xie's lead with everyone during the day, if there is a sense of the Guigu Ring Order, you remember the location, and when you and I go secretly at night, don't involve the others."
"Okay."
After listening to his decision, I did not object, but responded to him concisely, and then the room was silent for a long time.
After a while, I couldn't bear the silence of the room, and tentatively told him something I had wanted to ask.
"You...... Don't you think about telling Xue Nan? ”
"Not considered."
"Do you know that she is moving in the stars?"
"I know."
"Do you know that she has a deep affection for you?"
"I know."
"You're not going to give her a little response?"
"Not intended."
"Why?"
Another quick question and answer, asked this, Chun Ting suddenly hesitated, and after a long time, he turned around and spoke in a low voice.
"I'm an ominous person, I thought my mission was to let you get your memories back, but now I have one more memory to get back to myself, since there is no hope in the first place, it's better than the despair that comes with the disillusionment of hope."
For a moment, I was speechless.
Ruthless may not be a true hero, how can a poor son not be a husband.
Chun Ting is not a ruthless person, but in fact he is also affectionate, his feelings for Xue Nan are not necessarily less than Xue Nan's for him, but he knows his current situation, and at the same time knows the difficulties of his future journey, so he chose another way to bury this feeling in his heart.
In fact, his heart was also helpless.
What can I say in the face of such a man.
After thinking about it, there were no words suitable for the moment, so I could only walk over and pat him on the shoulder, and the two were relatively speechless.