My impression of Qin Mei has always been very bad.

To me, she's a madman, and she's capable of doing anything unthinkable if she's willing to.

It is comparable to a very unstable powder fire bag, which can explode at any time and harm the innocent.

Although, from the incident in the song hall, I also roughly guessed the contradiction between Shen Mumu and Qin Mei.

However, she is to blame for all of them, and she is the one who lifts a stone to shoot herself in the foot!

There is something hateful about the wretched!

I yelled and scolded, ignoring the gazes of the onlookers, eager to scold all the worst words in the world on her.

It wasn't until I was tired of scolding that I put my waist pestle in place and gasped for breath.

Qin Mei didn't refute my words anymore, she gritted her teeth tightly, only the black eyes in her eye sockets converged on my body.

It was as if I wanted to pounce on me and tear me to pieces.

"Don't look at me with your weird eyes! What a thing in the nest! There are many people who bully Si Lingyan in the world, why don't you go to Shen Mumu for revenge, why don't you provoke her! In the end, you are a soft egg who bullies the soft and is afraid of the hard! Qin Mei, let me tell you, you are wrong, you are simply very wrong, and I, Yin Xing, am not easy to provoke! ”

I gasped for breath and felt like my whole lungs were about to explode.

I shuddered and put my hand in my pocket, took out a cigarette, put it in my mouth, lit it with a lighter, took a deep breath, listened to the crackling sound of the tobacco burning, and let the smoke fill my lungs, as if doing so would make my impetuous mood better.

With a casual glance, out of the corner of my eye, I suddenly noticed a familiar figure standing at the back of the crowd, silently watching me.

When I looked at her, her appearance was completely presented in my eyes.

I never thought that Si Lingyan would actually appear here.

My heart chuckled, and I retracted my gaze for a moment.

I don't know why, but a hint of guilt welled up in my heart.

Even I can't tell where this guilt is coming from.

At this moment, I just want to escape, I don't want anyone who knows me to see me anymore.

I took a deep breath of my cigarette and quickly turned around and walked out of the crowd, following a quiet path to the road.

"Yin Xing, wait, I have something I want to ask you!"

With the sound of hurried footsteps, a familiar voice suddenly sounded behind me.

My heart chuckled, and the whole person was like a piece of rotten wood, stunned in place, at a loss.

Even though I didn't look back, I also knew that this person was Si Lingyan.

"I've said everything I need to say, what's there to ask?"

After I finished speaking, I took another step and walked heavily towards the road.

However, I always underestimated Si Lingyan.

Before I could take a few steps, she ran up to me, stretched out her arms, and blocked my way.

"Yin Xing, you weren't like this before! You are kind, you are gentle, and no matter what, you are able to take into account the feelings of the other person! But you're changing fast! You are not the Yin Xing I know at all, who are you! ”

Si Lingyan's questioning had some funny charm.

Who else could I be if I wasn't Yin Xing?

To be honest, if it had been before, I might have laughed out loud and thought that this woman was very funny.

But now, I can't laugh at all!

This is Si Lingyan's hysterical questioning, and it is the questioning that she gambled everything!

I took a deep breath of the last cigarette, threw the cigarette butt on the ground, and said softly, "Si Lingyan, you get out of the way." ”

"Nope! I won't let it! ”

At this moment, Si Lingyan's mood looked very unstable.

Her eyes were filled with tears.

Vaguely, I could even catch a hint of anticipation in the depth of her eyes.

"Now you! It's not Yin Xing at all! You violent! You're full of anger! No matter what happens, you like to solve it rudely! I can't see the light in your eyes anymore, you're not Yin Xing at all, who are you! ”

"Have you forgotten! Once, you told me that the world is a chaotic darkness, everyone is locked in a cage, they have no choice but to do what they like, just to kill that little bit of time! ”

"Some people, painting in the cage, some people choose to sing in the cage, whatever they do, that's what they like. But no matter what they do, they will always be frogs at the bottom of the well! Originally, I was such a person, I locked myself in my room and didn't go out all day! In the face of my parents' abuse and friends' questioning, I wanted to tell them that it was my choice and that I just wanted to do what I liked! ”

"But, I lost! More and more white eyes and ridicule made me realize that if I want to survive in this world, I must wear a mask and live a life I don't like! Yin Xing, do you know, the day I met you for the first time, I actually went with the idea of suicide! You were the one who inspired me to create that tune! ”

"People's lives are long and boring, when they are tired, they can stop, look back, looking for every footprint behind them, that is one value after another, that is their own footprints, but also their own life!"

"So, Yin Xing, can you live a normal life! I don't want to see you become such a jerk! I'll feel guilty and even think I'm the one who made you like this! ”

Si Lingyan's emotions became more and more excited, and she couldn't wait to tell me everything she wanted to say to me in her life.

There is no doubt that Si Lingyan's words have a point.

However, I didn't want to listen to her nonsense.

I took a deep breath, passed her expressionlessly, and continued on to the road.

Si Lingyan didn't seem to expect me to make such a move.

I noticed, she couldn't help but gasp, and even the dark eyes in her eye sockets suddenly contracted and converged into a small dot.

The winter wind is always mixed with a cold atmosphere.

It was as if everything around me had dropped to zero.

"Yin Xing ......"

Si Lingyan's staccato voice still sounded behind me.

However, I didn't take Si Lingyan's words seriously.

I depressedly took a cigarette out of my pocket, lit it in my mouth, and listened to the crackling sound of the tobacco burning......