Chapter 31: Can't Get Out of Memories
My jaw dropped.
Even if I wanted to break my head, I didn't expect that Zhou Yao would bring me to such a place.
"Please, I'm already married, besides, you're not too young, is it appropriate to come to this kind of place?"
I waved my hand and turned to leave.
"What if you are married, what if you are old. Feelings do not distinguish between men and women, regardless of age, regardless of you and me, and regardless of species. Everyone has the right to seek love, and I support you as long as you want to fall in love with a brick. Zhou Yao shouted behind me.
Crooked!
Staying with such a woman, sooner or later I will be treated as mentally ill like her.
"Scum, are you scared? Do you feel that you are about to forget those things, so you don't dare to recall, because you are afraid that you will fall into it, and even more afraid that you will suffer again, right? ”
Zhou Yao's words touched my heart.
I paused and stopped.
She was right, I was scared.
I don't want to have a second time about those unbearable pasts.
It's worse than dead.
However, even if I'm afraid, I can't be looked down upon by a woman, right?
"If there's anything to be afraid of, just go!"
I turned around and walked in the direction of the Museum of Broken Love.
To be honest, this is the first time I've been back to a place like this.
As soon as I entered the door, I saw the wedding dress in the glass case.
The white wedding dress is like a beautiful white dove.
However, it was imprisoned forever in a cold glass case.
On the side of the wedding dress, there is also a line of small print.
If one day, I put on my wedding dress and become someone else's bride. Marrying you is still my original dream.
In the other glass cases, I also saw a love letter.
In the past, the carriages and horses and the mail were very slow, and when you saw a person, you had to go over the mountains and mountains to imagine it. Today you told me that the answer is long, and it will take a lifetime to prove to me, and I am willing to wait for your answer if I can.
Behind every item, there seems to be a story.
I can empathize, but I can't empathize.
The Museum of Broken Love promises that every item here will be donated by the owners of these stories.
But I don't believe it at all.
In this world, who wants to show their saddest side in front of everyone?
It wasn't until I made a detour that I saw a huge glass case on the wall.
Inside, there were broken frames, glass shards, and some yellowed old photographs.
I froze in place.
The round of black eyes in the eye sockets also suddenly contracted, converging into a small dot.
These photos are all memories of me and Qin Mei.
In the two years we have been in love, we have taken countless photos.
These photos are also carefully selected by us as the seasons change.
Behind every photo, there is an intriguing past.
However, now it seems.
It's sad!
It's down!
It's even more embarrassing!
Qin Mei shouldn't have donated them!
She shouldn't have shown our most embarrassing side to the world!
"I can't imagine that you have so many stories, and you are really a scumbag."
Zhou Yao's words were mixed with the charm of ridicule.
It was like a merciless blade that stabbed hard into my chest.
Along with my burning heart, it was extinguished.
Pieces!
Silent!
Speechless!
I didn't say a word, turned around and left the Museum of Broken Love.
I sat on the side of the road, smoking a cigarette, and had mixed feelings.
"You're the same as ever, always like to dwell in memories."
Zhou Yao's voice sounded inappropriately.
It disturbs me and I am distraught.
I became angry all of a sudden, turned my head and scolded.
"Obviously, you brought me to see these things, and now you are teaching me about this matter, Zhou Yao, you want to see my jokes today!"
"I never wanted to see your jokes, I just wanted you to recognize the reality, just because you are always immersed in memories. Once you're stuck in it, you can't get out. One can reminisce about the past, but one must never fantasize about going back to the past. Yin Xing, don't you even understand this truth! ”
"You have no idea what I've been through!" I retorted.
"So how did I get out, and why did I rarely show my weak side in front of others? Am I superior to you? ”
I can't say a word anymore.
Because I can no longer find any reason to refute it.
Just like Zhou Yao said before, I am always hiding my pain.
It's like a drop of ink falling in white paint. The more I tried to cover it up, the more filth it brought with it, until it stained the entire barrel black.
I don't know since when, I've become accustomed to communicating with Zhou Yao in this way.
And every time I have a fight, I feel that I have benefited a lot.
It's not so much a quarrel as a bickering.
What's even more strange is that the bickering between me and Zhou Yao is just grinding my mouth.
No one was really angry.
This refreshing and comfortable relationship is like an old friend who hasn't seen each other for many years.
Before, I said that I don't agree with Zhou Yao's three views.
Now I retract that sentence.
People who seem to be in the same world.
At this moment, above the sky, two remnant butterflies frantically waved their only wings and met in the air.
They rely on each other, they care about each other.
It's as if everything that happens to each other, they care very much.
The two remnant butterflies superimposed together with tenacious lives, and they waved their wings together to break through the sky!
Once again, they have bloomed with their own brilliance!
"Pick me a guitar."
After taking the last puff of my cigarette, I extinguished the cigarette butt.
"Why?" Zhou Yao said in disgust.
"I know what kind of music to write."
I stood up and stared at Zhou Yao's eyes.
At the moment when I met her eyes, I obviously saw Zhou Yao's eyes, and a trace of surprise flashed over.
However, it was only for a moment that her gaze returned to calm.
"Okay, just wait."
Without waiting for me to respond, Zhou Yao turned around and left.
Until her figure completely disappeared from my sight.
That's when I slowly looked away.
In this world, nothing is smooth sailing.
If you insist on saying that there is, it is just that you are wearing a mask and dying.
However, I always believe that there are miracles in this world.
Although my life is not perfect.
But when I was at my worst, I met the light that guided me.
Although, once it was beautiful, it is not worth remembering.
It's like the photo of me and Qin Mei.
It was forever frozen in that moment.