Before I got out of the community, Zhou Yao caught up with me.

"Yin Xing, I'm sorry, I thought Kong Mengfan was not that kind of person, I could bear everything for him."

I didn't want to talk about it at all, so I casually said, "It's fine." ”

However, Zhou Yao seemed to be more serious with me, she ran to me, blocked my way, and choked up: "Yin Xing, it's me who is not good, I shouldn't have said such things to you, and I didn't think that Kong Mengfan would do that, as long as you can relieve your anger, you can beat me and scold me!" ”

Zhou Yao's eyes were moist, and the tears in the corners of her eyes were covered with new tears before they dried up.

I glanced at Zhou Yao, bypassed her, stopped a taxi, and sped away.

I didn't go home, I went to that lake.

The wind at night is always mixed with coolness.

I leaned against the railing, numbly smoking.

My heart is troubled.

It was like losing my bearings, and I didn't understand what to do.

I even felt the urge to jump into the lake.

But I was scared, I didn't want to die yet.

My mind was in a mess, and even my stomach was churning wildly.

I choked on the smoke, coughed frantically, and spat up and spread of sour water.

After a few minutes, I wiped the vomit off the corner of my mouth.

Suddenly, a whistle reached my ears.

I couldn't open my eyes from the high beams.

A white Chevrolet pulled up not far away.

The car door opened, and Shen Mumu's appearance also caught my eye.

She was wearing a very thin dress, just a very ordinary jeans, blue and white canvas shoes, and even her hair was tied casually.

I didn't look at her, I glanced over my head, stared at the lake, and smoked the cigarette in my hand heavily.

With the sound of footsteps getting closer and closer, Shen Mumu stopped beside me and leaned on the railing, "What did I say before, but now you believe it?" ”

I swallowed a mouthful of saliva and looked up at her with some stiffness, "What do you want to say?" ”

The evening breeze blew inappropriately, and the faint smell of perfume on Shen Mumu's body poured into my nostrils.

Shen Mumu suddenly laughed, stretched out his hand and snatched the cigarette from my hand, put it to his mouth and took a hard breath, and said calmly: "Yin Xing, you must know that in this world, you will encounter many intersections, and you will also encounter many dead ends. ”

The corners of my mouth twitched, and I understood what Shen Mumu meant.

However, time has passed, things are wrong, and I can't do crazy things.

Time can really change a person completely.

From birth, all people are a blank slate, they will meet people who can't, and different things will happen.

This blank paper may be smoothed out or contaminated.

Regardless of the outcome, it is everyone's own choice.

The wrinkled white paper will never return to its former appearance.

After a long silence, I finally looked at her and said, "Forget it." ”

Shen Mumu was stunned for a moment, but did not say a word.

Then, she gently threw the cigarette butt into the lake, turned and returned to the car.

With the roar of the engine, the glare of the headlights pierced the silence of the night.

Shen Mumu drove the car and walked farther and farther.

It wasn't until the taillights disappeared from my view that I slowly looked away.

Without any stops, I walked slowly in the opposite direction.

I don't know how long it took for me to finally get to the front of the community.

After climbing the stairs, I pushed the door open.

It was like a huge visual impact on me.

I froze in place, a little overwhelmed.

The furniture in the living room has been replaced.

It's like going back in time.

The broken and moldy wooden furniture reminds me of the past.

In the kitchen, ping-pong sounds.

When I got closer, Zhou Yao was cooking an unknown meal in the kitchen.

I looked at her and wondered, "Why are you back?" ”

Zhou Yao didn't look at me, just cooking, "The rent I just paid last month, if I don't finish it, what a waste." ”

"What's the matter with all this furniture, didn't you say you threw it all away?" I asked again.

"Yes, I threw it away, but I threw it all in the garage, and you don't have a car, of course I don't know."

I stopped talking and went back to my house, where I lay on my bed, in a daze.

I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing for Zhou Yao to come back.

However, I'm used to hearing the tinkling sound outside the house when I close my eyes.

I don't even know when I fell asleep.

When I woke up, Zhou Yao was standing by my bedside, staring at me tightly.

I shuddered and shouted, "What are you doing? ”

Zhou Yao rolled her eyes at me, waved her hand and said, "Hurry up and get up for supper, I want to talk to you." ”

Without waiting for me to respond, Zhou Yao walked out of the room.

I sat on the edge of the bed, lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and went out.

Zhou Yao was already sitting on the bench in the living room.

After replacing it with old furniture, the table looks a little small, exudes a rotten musty smell, and will shake for a long time when you touch it.

I think Zhou Yao is a neurotic.

Put the good new furniture and replace it with these broken woods.

When I quarreled with her at the beginning, it was just my angry words.

I sat on the bench and stared at Zhou Yao.

Zhou Yao was a little anxious: "You eat, you eat quickly, the food is not delicious if it is cold." ”

The corners of my mouth twitched, and I looked at her in a complicated way and asked, "Are you going to poison again?" ”

Zhou Yao's face turned red: "What nonsense are you talking about, if you don't believe it, I'll eat it for you!" ”

Immediately afterward, she picked up her chopsticks and tasted each dish.

In fact, I have been hungry for a long time, and since the afternoon until now, I have not eaten a drop of rice, and I am already hungry with my chest against my back.

Although Zhou Yao's cooking skills are not very good, at least she is full.

Now that she has eaten it all, I am a little relieved, and it is a big deal to die with her!

It didn't take long for the dishes on the table to be swept away by me and eaten them all.

Just as I was picking my teeth, Zhou Yao suddenly looked at me and asked, "Yin Xing, let me ask you, can you still play the tune now?" ”

I paused and looked into the corner.

The entire living room has been cleaned by Zhou Yao, and the guitar that I broke is long gone.

As if seeing my thoughts, Zhou Yao stood up and walked to the room, took out a brand new guitar and placed it in front of me: "Originally, I wanted to keep it as a souvenir, but it was useless to keep it all the time, if you don't dislike it, I'll give it to you." ”

I was slightly stunned and looked at Zhou Yao complicatedly.

It took a long time for me to take over the guitar from Zhou Yao's hands.

In the bright moonlight, the peach-colored guitar exudes its own faint shimmer.

The starry sky engraved on the back of the guitar is also swaying in the wind, telling the world about its tragic experience.