Xue Ling remembered clearly that in her previous life, she insisted on accompanying her mother to keep a wake and stayed up all night.

Because he was too tired, on the eve of his father's funeral, his grandmother and two aunts comforted him and went back to his room to rest.

The fire was fast, everything seemed to happen suddenly, and it was actually planned.

And now, it is not a bad idea to calculate the plan.

Xue Ling closed her eyes and forced herself to sleep.

Have a good night's rest first, and then you will have the energy to maneuver tomorrow.

On the first night after being reborn, Xue Ling slept peacefully.

But she was worried about things, and she woke up early.

When I woke up, it was still dark.

"Siyu, what time is it?"

When Siyu heard the movement, she immediately put on her clothes and came in, "Back to the girl, it's just the beginning of the day, do you want the girl to rest for a while." ”

Xue Ling had already gotten up, "No need, go fetch water, I'll wash my face and be refreshed." ”

Siyu quickly brought in a basin of water.

Xue Ling took a handful of warm water and poured it on her face, and the whole person was much more sober.

At this time, Sizhu had already brought her clothes over.

Xue Ling wore a plain dress, with a bun of green silk and no ornaments.

Sizhu put down the comb and said, "Girl, the charcoal fire is really almost used, my mother just asked me to ask the girl, do you want to wait for the old lady to come and buy it?" ”

Xue Ling said, "Well, you will go and tell the nurse later, let everyone wear more clothes, don't get cold, now all the things don't have to be bought, and when the grandmother comes, I will arrange it." ”

After speaking, he asked, "By the way, have you done what I asked your brother to do?" ”

Sizhu nodded, "My brother said it was already done." ”

Xue Ling looked outside, the sky was still dark, she took out the medicine Jiang Xu bought, reconfigured it, and then put it in a small porcelain bottle, and carefully put it in her arms.

Then he picked up the sunken wooden box and put it in his sleeve, "Let's go." ”

Sizhu took a cloak and draped it on Xue Ling's body.

The ancestral house is not big, and Xue Ling is carrying a lantern.

Walking to the corner of the corridor, Siyu reminded Xue Ling, "Is the girl confused, this is not the way to the mourning hall,"

Xue Ling said, "I know, I'll go to A-Niang's room to have a look, you can wait for me here." ”

The main room was pitch black.

Xue Ling gently pushed the room open.

There was a smell of medicine, which was still strong and seemed to last for a long time.

The smell of medicine reminded Xue Ling of the fact that his father had just died.

The main room is a suite, and my father teaches homework, mostly in the outer room.

Xue Ling glanced at it, and there seemed to be a father in the room. Her footsteps paused, and for a moment she was in a trance, always feeling as if her father was alive.

Reluctant, sad, slowly came to my heart, and it seemed that I had really returned to this time of that life.

At that time, I was in great grief.

And now, I am still sad, but there is not a tear in my eyes.

Suffering grows.

She's stronger than ever.

She knows what she wants, and she works hard for it.

What is lost is in her memory, and she must keep the living people around her.

Xue Ling stepped in, checked it, and made sure that Jiang Xu had done it.

Then he put the sunken wood box in his hand into his mother's closet.

After doing all this, I turned around and went out.

When I arrived at the mourning hall.

It was still dark.

Xue Ling lifted the curtain and went in, and at a glance saw her mother's slightly haggard figure.

Sister Xue Yan has arrived.

Mother and sister are talking.

Xue Yan's eyes were swollen severely, and she was crying on Jiang Yue, "A-Niang also go to rest, if you break down, what will my sister and I do." ”

Jiang Yue touched Xue Yan's hair, "Your sister is not as fragile as you. ”

Xue Yan said, "My sister has always been very powerful, and when my father was alive, she often praised her. ”

Jiang Yue shook his head, "If your sister is a man, it is definitely not a thing in the pool, it's just." ”

Xue Ling's footsteps paused.

She interrupted her mother and said, "A-Niang is wrong, even if I am a woman, I will not lose to a man." ”

When she said this, she was not as resolute as a heroic dry cloud. It's like saying something very ordinary.

This kind of Xue Ling shocked Jiang Yue.

Jiang Yue seemed to remember a lot of things, and his expression changed.

After a long while, Jiang Yue came back to his senses, "Ah Ling said well. ”

"A-Niang, you didn't say that yesterday, you said that your daughter's family is different from a man after all." Xue Yan asked inexplicably.

Jiang Yue nodded, "It's really different, so,"

She looked at Xue Ling, "For the same success, a woman has to pay several times the hard work and effort, and it may not be possible to do it, Ah Ling, are you really ready?" ”

Xue Ling nodded lightly.

Jiang Yue has a casual temperament, she has raised a pair of daughters with one hand, and she will never restrain the two Xue Ling sisters.

Even if Xue Yan is frail, in front of her closest relatives, she is lively and cute.

Xue Ling is a concubine, and she used to have a sense of arrogance in her bones, but her temperament was extremely simple.

Now, he is reborn after breaking the cocoon, with the memories of his previous life, and the strength in his personality is a little stronger, but after all, he can't return to that simple mood.

There is more of a calm indifference in his expression.

A loss may turn out to be a gain.

With such memories of seeing the prosperity and reading the hearts of the people, she can better understand how to make trade-offs in the predicament.

Xue Ling said, "A-Niang, I have thought about it and am ready." Would you like me to study medicine with you? ”

Jiang Yue said, "Your medical skills were taught by your father, and they are very good in the Xue family, A-Niang's medical skills are completely different from the Xue family's witch doctors' skills, are you sure you want to learn them?" ”

Xue Ling nodded, "A-Niang said, the art of witch doctors is demagogic, and it won't last long after all, A-Niang, I want to learn from you, is A-Niang willing to teach me?" ”

said and asked tentatively, "Ah Niang, do you think it is not good for girls to study medicine?" ”

Jiang Yue spat out, "Fart." Who said women can't practice medicine. ”

Such crude words will only blurt out when Jiang Yue's emotions are mobilized, and most of the time, Jiang Yue is very elegant.

Xue Ling listened to the long-lost words, her heart moved, after her father's death, her mother's mood was always different from the past, but she didn't expect a small problem to make her mother return to that kind of attitude of not admitting defeat.

She said resolutely, "A-Niang, I want to practice medicine well." ”