Chapter 101: She is Salvation
I don't know when, only Liang Yan and Fifteen were left in the house.
The atmosphere was quiet and a little eerie.
The windows creaked in the cold wind, and the silence was mixed with heart-rending whimpering. Occasionally, a few pieces of snow slipped into the house with peach petals.
The soothing incense specially prepared by the imperial physician under the window was blown away, and it was cut off by the cold wind almost as soon as it rose.
Liang Yan walked to the window, lowered the window halfway, and then used an incense needle to pluck the charcoal fire that was blown out by the wind.
"You like her?"
When he put down the incense needle, he asked abruptly.
The sound is just like the wind through the hall at this time, which makes people feel a little cold.
Fifteen was silent.
just continued to pat the aftermath, silently pacifying.
Liang Yan's words were like a pebble, thrown into his lonely heart, which stirred up a circle of waves.
Watching Yu Yin's gaze fade away from the same coldness that had been unchanged for more than 20 years, the tenderness that was carefully buried in the bottom of his heart was completely revealed.
Do you like it?
Salvation should be more appropriate than liking the word!
Fifteen quietly looked at Yu Yin, and gradually fell into the past.
It was his secret, a secret he had kept in his heart for a long time.
When he was a child, his family suffered a great change, and his family was slaughtered overnight, and he survived because of his negative anger.
In order to find revenge on his enemies, he wandered incognito and wandered around at a young age, taking food from wild dogs and keeping company with rats in order to survive.
On several occasions, he even killed wild dogs that had preyed on them, and after a little roasting, they became full.
He wandered through the streets and alleys, the suburbs, the mountains and forests, and finally found the trace of the enemy two years later.
In the middle of the night, he set fire to the courtyard of the enemy's house, so that the enemy, who had lost his body and was paralyzed and incapacitated, watched his wife and children being burned alive.
After the revenge was avenged, he became at a loss, and he didn't know what he was living for.
It's been another year of turmoil, and he's living a mess, but in this year, he's killed a lot of people, just because he thinks it's an eyesore.
In his eyes, those people were as abominable as wild dogs, and he became a monster who killed people without blinking.
Because of the family's inherited talent, he has excellent roots, is one in a million martial arts wizards, when he was nine years old by Emperor Hongjing sent out to search for disciples, he just didn't know what to do in the future, so he followed back to the palace.
As a secret guard, he needs to be ruthless, and that year he was promoted to one out of ten in the screening, and he had already broken off his emotions because of his childhood experience, and in the end, only one of the hundred teenagers survived.
With such a record and such ruthlessness, he has become the god of killing that everyone fears and hates among the secret guards!
At the age of fourteen, Emperor Hongjing selected a guard for the lord of Wufeng, and he was selected because of his outstanding achievements and the fact that the tasks assigned to him were always completed perfectly, and he changed from a royal secret guard to a personal guard.
The six-year-old county lord, in his impression, must be a pampered, crying and annoying spirit, but the first criterion of the secret guard is absolute obedience to orders, although he hates it in his heart, he still has to become Yuyin's guard.
When did his frozen heart melt?
When was his ruthlessness put away?
Maybe it's in her soft and glutinous call for "fifteen", maybe it's in the sharing of good things again and again, or maybe it's in her heartless daily play......
The most fundamental thing is that when she was in a nightmare, she tugged on the clothes on his waist tightly and refused to let go.
She shrunk into a small ball, trembling all over, helpless and desperate like an abandoned puppy, more like his childhood when he was on the streets in the face of great changes.
Emperor Hongjing gave him two tasks, one was to protect her safety, and the other was to feed the Tianchen Pill given by Qingyun Dao Elder during her nightmare.
He didn't like to be close to people, and could have turned away after feeding, but for the first time, he didn't break her hand, and even learned to soothe her when he saw the woman coaxing the crying child when he wandered.
That hand was clenched very tightly, very tightly, he couldn't imagine how such a small lump could have so much strength, so big that it was like he had exhausted his life's strength.
As long as he has the intention of leaving, the little man will whimper in panic.
The first time, he was so needed, the first time, he was used as a life-saving straw.
He never thought that he would be disliked, disliked, hated, and feared all the time, and he would be regarded as so important by someone, even if the villain was an unconscious move, it was enough for him to think about it for a long time.
Suddenly, he found the meaning of life.
Since then, he would always look at her quietly not far away, thinking about how a pampered girl could have such helpless and desperate times.
In every thunderous night, looking at the little girl who gradually regained her calm under her own comfort, the ice in her heart kept breaking and melting......
Seeing Dai's eyebrows gradually stretch and her expression return to peace, Fifteen breathed a sigh of relief, and a faint smile was added to the corner of her mouth, which was like a cold plum suddenly blooming in the wind and snow.
"I never felt like I was in hell, and it wasn't until I met her that I realized how far away I was from heaven."
It was also an abrupt sentence, so abrupt that Liang Yan couldn't distinguish the meaning of the words.
Liang Yan didn't know the past of Fifteen, so naturally he couldn't understand the weight of his words, let alone the meaning of the aftermath to him.
Liang Yan frowned, staring at him with a calm face and hostility, his temperament of a clear moon and a gentle jade had long been replaced by Ling Li.
Fifteen looked at Yu Yin again, and only when she was in a nightmare, he could stay close to her.
As soon as she woke up, he would take away the tenderness and replace it with indifference, keeping a distance of three feet.
When Yu Yin was awake, he would always be so far away from her, because he was afraid that he would have delusions, that he would drag her into hell.
"You don't have to be so hostile, a soft and innocent girl like her, only a person like you is worthy of it."
Liang Yan heard it, and the comfort and wishes when Fifteen said this.
The wind and snow blew in through the half-hidden window, blowing away the incense from the brass furnace and ruffling the long silver-gray hair of Fifteen.
Liang Yan seemed to see the wind and snow on his body for fifteen, and the wind and snow on the long road of life, and suddenly felt some sympathy in his heart.
Fifteen sighed lightly, got up and left from the edge of the bed, giving up his place to Liang Yan.
"There are some beautiful things that can only be seen from afar...... It's enough to watch from afar......"
His gaze swept over Yu Yin and Liang Yan's faces, and there was endless loneliness in his words.
Liang Yan stared at him quietly with his eyes, and then took his place and guarded the aftermath.
Fifteen staggered to the door, leaned on the door frame and coughed violently, apparently suppressed for a long time.
Chu Yi had been staying in the courtyard, and when he saw that Fifteen was so intent on stepping forward to help, Fifteen waved his hand at him, and staggered out alone.
His injuries have not yet recovered.
His back was unusually lonely.
Chu Yi touched his head and watched him away with doubt.