Chapter 280: Broken Eyes
"Yo, I'm young, but my tone is quite big, if it's as simple as you said, then what do you need a special master to do?" Yan'er said with a smile.
"What about you? If you don't learn from the master, you won't know anything yourself? Can't jump your own on your own? Jin'er didn't answer, but asked.
"Ahem, I'm actually average in dance, but two of them are a little better. I don't know much about music theory...... "Yan'er blushed a little.
"How did you become an Oiran? By acting? "
"You know what, everybody has something that they're not proficient in, and it just so happens that I'm not very proficient in this area, but didn't I say that? I've learned a few good songs, isn't that okay? After I became an Oiran, I rarely went on stage again, so I used it anywhere......" Yan'er said confidently.
She's too lazy, and if she's not proficient, forget it, anyway, she's already a flower girl, and what she knows is more than enough to deal with those guests, so what else do you want to learn?
Jin'er didn't speak, she just felt that life here was very good, there would not be so many troubles, and she was happy every day. Singing and dancing happen to be what she likes.
"Tell my sister, what do you think? You yourself should know that you will probably not have any good fruit to eat when you go back this time. Yan'er said.
"Don't mess around, my father has become your guest in the curtain, how can you still say that you are my sister." Jin'er said indifferently.
"Okay, okay, if you don't call, you don't call, don't change the subject, what do you think, huh?"
"Whatever you want, he can do whatever he likes! Anyway, I'm not afraid, I'm happy that he's so embarrassed today. Jin'er said.
"You're really strange, he's so embarrassed today, he must have sprinkled all his anger on you, and your mother probably can't protect you, what can you do!" Yan'er sighed while holding her chin.
She can persuade, but how? And when Zhang Li returned home, she couldn't see it, if he wanted to beat his daughter, she couldn't stop it!
Jin'er wasn't worried, and Yan'er couldn't think of a way, the two of them were silent for a while, and Zhang Li came back.
Zhang Li frowned when he saw Yan'er talking to the stinky girl in his family, this dead girl won't talk nonsense again! If she dares to talk nonsense in front of Yan'er and ruin the impression he gave Yan'er, he will beat her to death!
But outside, he still had to maintain his image, and he smiled and walked up to them.
"What are you talking about?" Zhang Li walked over and asked with a smile.
"Zhang Lang, you're here! didn't say anything, just told Jin'er about some things about her daughter's family, I like Jin'er very much! She is an interesting girl, Zhang Lang is so blessed. Yan'er said with a smile.
Yan'er put away her casual smile and showed a weak smile again.
Jin'er pouted, this woman is really good at acting, and her face has changed so quickly.
"Don't praise her, she's just not sensible, if she can be half as well-behaved as you, I don't have to be so worried." Zhang Li said with a frown.
He didn't know that this girl was barbaric and impolite, how could she make Yan'er like it, the two of them were not the same kind of people at all!
"It's not too early at that time, so I won't keep Zhang Lang." Yan'er said with a smile.
She is now less interested, and she doesn't want to play, if it weren't for the time yet, she wouldn't even bother to be perfunctory.
Zhang Li wanted to say something, but there were so many people here, and it was said that it was a top priority by this dead girl, so he couldn't delay it no matter how much he wanted to.
"Then, then I'll go, Yan'er, you wait for me, I'll come back next time." Zhang Li said affectionately.
"Okay, I'll wait for you." Yan'er also looked at Zhang Li with affection.
Jin'er wanted to vomit next to her, it turned out that this person likes this, no wonder her mother hasn't been liked by him in her life! Because she's not so disgusting.
The father and daughter left Chunfeng Building, Zhang Li looked at the people around him with disdain, he was really embarrassed, and he became more and more ruthless to the stinky girl next to him.
As soon as he came out, Zhang Li's face changed, if he wasn't still outside, he wanted to beat this girl directly!
"You and I honestly, your mother is sick?" Zhang Li asked in a low voice.
"Well, as soon as you left, she fell to the ground, and she was still in the house when I came." Jin'er lowered her head and said.
"Didn't ask for a doctor? What's going on? "
Jin'er has never given him a good face, but now he is serious, and at this time, she has no need to lie, it seems that Mianniang is really sick.
"No money, I'm not a doctor, how do I know what's going on?" Jin'er choked.
"You speak well to me, for the sake of you not lying, I won't beat you today, you don't give me yin and yang, I'll say it again, I'm your father, you are not allowed to disobey me!" Zhang Li said fiercely.
Jin'er didn't want to talk, she felt tired, she was not afraid of being beaten, but she was so happy with him every day that she didn't feel happy at all, she was so tired that she didn't even want to talk.
Mianniang slept in the house for a long time, she hadn't slept for such a long time, she used to hold things in her heart, and she wanted to embroider more to make money, so she didn't sleep for a long time.
This time, I cried so much, but I felt better, and after being tired, I fell asleep without thinking about anything, but slept more steadily.
When she woke up, it was getting dark outside, and she called out to Jin'er, but no one answered.
She got up and lit the lamp, feeling unsure, so she ran to Jin'er's house to take a look, but Jin'er was not in the house at all!
Mianniang was so anxious that she was about to cry, so she hurriedly got dressed, and went to Zhenniang's house to see if Jin'er was at their house.
"Isn't Jin'er at home? She didn't come today. Jane replied.
Mianniang left with a pale face, she was really flustered, she woke up, why was Jin'er gone!
"Mother!"
Jin'er and Zhang Li came back together, and when they saw her mother outside from a distance, Jin'er shouted.
Mianniang hurriedly went over, hugged Jin'er in her arms, and tears couldn't stop flowing.
"My Jin'er, where have you been?" Mianniang cried.
"Don't cry, I'm not back?" Jin'er comforted.
"Okay, okay, don't go outside, it's cold. Also, didn't you say your mother was sick? Isn't it good? You damn girl, you're full of lies! Zhang Li said angrily.
Only then did Mianniang know that Jin'er must have taken advantage of her falling asleep, and then ran to find her father! Didn't she go to the Qinglou? She is a girl's family, and her reputation is gone!
"How do you know that my mother is not sick, is it called sick when she can't get out of bed?" Jin'er looked at Zhang Lidao coldly.
Zhang Li frowned, he really wanted to hit her again.
Mianniang realized that something was wrong and hurriedly relieved.
"Jin'er didn't lie to you, I haven't been feeling well lately, I've been in bed all afternoon today, I'm really sick, she didn't lie to you......" Mianniang said quickly.
"Humph! Who doesn't have a small illness or pain, but you make a fuss! Zhang Li said with a frown.
Just because of a little problem, he had to go to Chunfeng Building to make trouble, and he lost all his face! And it's not easy for him to see Yan'er once, so he was ruined by this stinky girl!
Mianniang didn't speak, it turned out that in his eyes, if he wasn't about to die, then the rest would not be considered sick.
It was dark outside, and it was cold, so the three of them walked home in silence.
There was no light at home, it was pitch black, Jin'er didn't feel the slightest warmth, she just felt that this home didn't feel like home anymore, and there was no warmth at all.
"I'm hungry, let's go cook!" Zhang Li said.
He took off his shoes and socks and lay down on the bed, only feeling tired and wanting to rest for a while, but he was hungry again, so he hurriedly asked Mianniang to cook.
"Didn't I tell you? My mother is sick, why are you embarrassed to let her cook! Jin'er said angrily.
"I didn't let her do it, I let you go! You're a girl, you can't cook when you're a teenager, what kind of system is this! Zhang Li's voice was louder than Jin'er's voice.
"Heh, I'm not hungry, I naturally don't cook, the rice in the pot is just enough for my mother to eat, there is no silver at home, you should save flowers, you don't eat tonight." Jin'er said indifferently.
Seeing that Zhang Li was about to get angry, Mianniang hurriedly spoke.
"I'm fine, I'm going to cook, there is still some rice left at home, and I still have to eat dinner." Mianniang said softly.
Jin'er hates that iron can't become steel, but she can't say anything. Since Zhang Li knew that he had already eaten, he didn't say anything more.
Jin'er went to the kitchen to help, and Zhang Li just lay down like an old man and waited for them to cook.
Five taels of silver is really not enough, the family also has to eat, Mianniang has no choice, can only embroider more, and then do not wait for three months to sell a part of it, otherwise the family will not be able to open the pot.
Maybe staying up too late, Mianniang only feels that her eyes are getting worse and worse recently, and it seems that her vision is a little blurry, if she is not familiar with embroidery, she can't see the embroidered veil at all.
But no matter how familiar it is, the pattern still has to be embroidered with stitches and threads, but she can't do it with her eyes at all.
Mianniang only felt that her heart was cold, her eyes were her way to make money, if she couldn't see, then she couldn't embroider, and the family could no longer have money for food.
She didn't tell anyone, but only went to the hospital in one free time.
"Your eyes are broken, and if you want to be completely healed, those families are impossible. And it will continue to be bad in the future until it is out of sight. Now there is only one way, I will prescribe a prescription for you, you go to get the medicine, and then use the herbs to apply a hot compress, and you have to pay attention at all times, you can't use your eyes like this anymore, it's better not to look at the light, and don't stare at anything for a long time, protect it for a long time, and then use it with herbs, it may be better......"
The doctor also told the truth, but he also felt pity in his heart, this woman did not look very old, how could her eyes be broken. If you don't take good care of it, you will only be blind in the future......
Mianniang only felt that it was a thunderbolt on a sunny day, her eyes were broken, and she would be blind......
I can't embroider anymore, and I can't even look at things for a long time......
This sentence by sentence only made Mianniang's face pale, she still had to rely on her eyes to look at the embroidery, she was an embroiderer, her eyes were broken, this is really a big joke......
"Doctor, I, I'm an embroiderer, if I don't have eyes, then I'll ...... So, is there any other way? I have to eat by embroidery, and if I don't embroider, then I probably won't survive......" Mianniang cried.
The doctor sighed, it turned out to be an embroidery girl, no wonder she used her eyes like this, but ...... There's no other way!
"Madam, if I had a way, I would definitely tell you, but there is really no other way, I have told you everything just now, no matter what, you will definitely not be able to embroider in the future......"
An embroidery girl can't embroider, that's also sad, although the old doctor sympathizes with Mianniang, but he has no other way.
Mianniang didn't know how to get out of the hospital, her steps were vain, and the whole person was confused, just now she only paid the consultation fee, and didn't buy medicine, it was useless anyway, so why did she waste that silver......
What should she do? If she doesn't make any money at home, then there really is nothing.
Jin'er is still young, and she is a girl's family, so it's okay to do housework, but she can't go outside to earn money.
Husband...... Husband has been so many years, and he has never earned money, and he has never gone outside to find a job......
Mianniang knew that she couldn't count on Zhang Li, but her eyes couldn't do it, so what should their family do in the future?
Mianniang walked to the house in a daze, Jin'er was cooking, Zhang Li was naturally in the house, and she didn't know what to do again.
"Mother, what's wrong with you? Why is your face so ugly? Jin'er asked.
"It's nothing, maybe I'm a little tired! I'll go back to the house and rest for a while, and when the meal is ready, you can eat first! Mianniang admonished.
Jin'er only felt that something was wrong, but she couldn't say what was wrong for a while, just being her mother might be really tired!
After all, in order to earn money, so that they would not starve, she embroidered veils day and night, which was really hard......
Jin'er sometimes wonders, why doesn't she have this talent? Or why didn't she have that patience in the first place?
If she also learns seriously, after so many years, maybe she has also learned a lot, so that she can help her mother do it together, and now all the burden of the family depends on her mother as a weak woman.
She could only dance and sing, but it was of no use, and she couldn't even take it to make money.
In fact, the most resentful thing in her heart is that man, and all she has ever seen is inside the female protagonist and outside the male protagonist.
When the woman tidied up the house, washed and cooked the clothes, and then made the clothes and sewed and mended, the man should go outside and find a suitable job and earn money for the food and drink of the family.
But that man is not like this, he does nothing, every day except eat, drink, and Lazar, he has nothing to do with a book, or he writes some sour poems to express his thoughts about that woman......
Her mother is alone, and she does things at home, and she has to embroider to make money, and every time she earns money, she has to give more than half of the money to the man, so that he can go to the Qinglou to see his good looks......
How sad is it......