Chapter 884: Fu Ran's Past (2)

Zeng Shi looked at Fu Ranyun's light appearance, and his heart ached, "Ah Ran, you didn't believe me from beginning to end." ”

Fu Ran didn't deny it, and said, "I believe in Tao Jing, but I don't believe in you." With your intelligence, how can you be calculated, and it is true that being calculated is a fake and following the trend, right? ”

Zeng Jingjing looked at Fu Ran, and sighed after a long time, "It's true that you've been calculated, and it's also true that you follow the trend." If I don't marry my lord, I will marry a forty-year-old man to continue the strings, so I can only be sorry for you. But in this matter, the most innocent person is the master. ”

"Ah Ran, the master has never forgotten you all these years. I watched him miss you all the time, and it hurt me. ”

Fu Ran didn't have any expression on his face when he heard it, "That's his business, it has nothing to do with me." ”

Zeng Jingjing said very uncomfortably, "Ah Ran, I'm sorry, if you want to blame me for this matter." He knew that it was very painful for you to marry you, and before he died, he still held half of the concentric jade pendant you gave him. ”

After speaking, she handed half of the concentric jade pendant to Fu Ran, "Before he died, he begged me to give you this half of the jade pendant, saying that he missed it in this life, and hoped to be a husband and wife with you in the next life." ”

When she said this, a touch of pain flashed in Zeng Jingjing's eyes, obviously doing this also made her miserable.

Fu Ran didn't answer, but said indifferently, "On the day you got married, I smashed the other half's concentric jade pendant." It was also at that moment that I let go of my feelings with Tao Jing and my friendship with you. ”

"The reason why I didn't get married was not because I couldn't forget Tao Jing, but because I didn't think it was interesting to marry. When you get married, you have to lose your freedom, and you have to be so busy all your life. If you don't get married, you can do whatever you want. My mother was afraid that I would have no one to support when I was old, so I would have a child from the clan. That boy is very filial to me, and I am no one worse off now. ”

Zeng Jingjing said: "But you told me at the beginning that having children with your beloved is the happiest thing in the world. ”

"Yes, having children with your beloved is a happy thing. A marriage without love is just a partnership, and I don't want my children to live in such an atmosphere. ”

Zeng Jingjing said, "Ah Ran, if you want to hate, hate me, the master hasn't let you go all these years." ”

Fu Ran shook his head and said, "I just said, I'll let it go when you get married." The reason why I haven't married all these years is that I haven't met anyone worthy of my marriage. ”“

"Also, where there is love, there is hate, and where does hatred come from without love."

The so-called reluctance to marry and the unwillingness to serve the in-laws to take care of the chores and raise the children are all excuses. The real reason is that I don't feel that I have met the man who is worthy of such a sacrifice. But if it does, it can be done without hesitation. Just like Qingshu didn't want to marry at the beginning, but when he met someone he wanted to marry, he is now happily waiting to marry.

Zeng Jingjing didn't want to believe it, but looking at Fu Ran's calm expression, she had to believe, "When did you put it down?" ”

"As I said earlier, you put it down when you got married. If you don't believe that I hate you all the time, then I can't help it. ”

At the beginning, she hated, hated Zeng Jingjing, snatched her love with a knife, hated Tao Jing for abandoning her for the future. At that time, every day was a torment for her, but after that hurdle, she looks back now and realizes that it is not a big deal. Those people were just passers-by in her life.

Fu Ran looked at her and said with a smile, "Actually, I think it's good not to marry him now, if I marry him, I will definitely not be able to live so comfortably all these years." ”

"Since you put it down so early, why didn't you reply to so many letters I wrote to you?"

If the old man had known that Fu Ran had let go, he would not have been living in self-blame and guilt.

Hearing this questioning tone, Fu Ran felt funny, "Why should I reply to your letter?" You have betrayed me, do you want me to be generous enough to forgive you? Zeng Jingjing, I don't hate because I don't want to live in resentment, and it doesn't mean that I forgive you for the harm you have brought me. ”

Zeng Jingjing was grief-stricken, "Fu Ran, I said that it was me who hurt you from beginning to end, and he is innocent." ”

Seeing her husband fall into self-blame and guilt all the time, she was also very painful. is also because the two have a Fu Ran horizontally, and the husband and wife have respected each other like guests over the years.

Fu Ran smiled and said, "You turned your back on me in order not to marry an old man, Tao Jing gave up me for the future, neither of you is innocent." ”

Zeng hated it and said, "Do you know how painful my lord has been over the years. Fu Ran, how can you be so ruthless? ”

Fu Ran felt funny and said, "Zeng Jingjing, it's you, not me, who caused all this. You have not been happy all these years, and that is also your own fault. ”

With her understanding of Tao Jing, even if she marries Zeng Jingjing, she will not love her, and how can the husband and wife be happy if they can't really be right. And looking at her like this, I also know that she is not having a good time.

Zeng Jingjing understood, "Fu Ran, this is your revenge, right?" ”

Fu Ran said indifferently: "If you want to think so, it's okay." Anything else? If it's okay, go back, I'm going to the capital tomorrow to pack my things. ”

Zeng Jingjing looked at her indifferent appearance, and didn't know why she panicked, "Ah Ran, you don't care about the love of the year at all?" ”

Fu Ran smiled and said, "Do you think that I should wash my face with tears every day or curse you for not dying well, this is to take care of the old feelings?" It's a pity that I'm not that kind of person. Since you have abandoned me, why should I waste my time on you with any old feelings? ”

Zeng stood up and said, "I came here today, I brought humiliation on myself. ”

Fu Ran looked at the half jade pendant she put on the table and said, "Take this thing!" ”

"It's yours, give it back to you."

Fu Ran turned his head and said to Shen'er, "I will take it to the beggars outside later, and let them eat a few full meals." ”

This pair of concentric jade pendants was originally bought by her for ten taels of silver, and even if half of it was left, it could be exchanged for one or two taels of silver.

Zeng was so angry that he trembled. The pain and suffering of their husband and wife in the past 30 years is really not worth it.

Shen'er looked at her back and said, "Sir, if I had been here, I would have hammered their heads." ”

Stinky and shameless, the man who robbed others came to pretend to reminisce about old love.

Fu Ran smiled and said, "It's not worth it to get in for them." ”

Shen'er hesitated for a moment and said, "Girl, don't you really consider kissing and kissing?" You see, this woman is still your best friend, but she ends up betraying you. The so-called knowing people and faces but not knowing their hearts, I still think it is safer for you to let An An be your daughter-in-law. ”

Seeing that she hadn't given up, Fu Ran said helplessly, "Jing Ze likes gentle and lovely girls, and An An is not suitable." So, don't say that again. ”

When Shen'er heard this, he secretly said that it was a pity.