Before Living Together Chapter 67 Yueyue with low self-esteem
"Huh?"
"At that time, I was very unconvinced, why he was only three years older than me, I had to listen to him for everything, in my own opinion, there is no such thing as saying that the small must listen to the big one, or the big one must let the small one."
"Each of us had a very equal relationship with each other, but at that time my brother wanted to stand taller than me in everything, whether it was at home, who could have the right to use the TV remote in the living room first, or the pocket money given by my parents every week, or who would wash the dishes. My brother thinks I should let him. ”
"At that time, he always disliked me in every way, you yourself know these things, I always wonder if he really doesn't like me, the so-called sister, and thinks that I am his oil bottle."
"He didn't want the gifts that had been carefully prepared for him, and he wasn't so willing to listen to a lot of things that he had said to him, and he didn't want to take me with him. Maybe I'm really not so likable, after all, I don't like to dress up, and my personality is particularly taciturn, I don't like to talk, I just want to study hard, and my brother will always dislike me so much. ”
"Sister Yiyue, this is the reason why I have never understood why you fell in love with my brother at the beginning."
At this time, Chen Yumo didn't say anything, because she wanted to listen to this seriously, after all, it was rare for Yiyue to say what was in her heart.
But when I heard the words, "Maybe I'm really not that likable," my heart was like a wave on the sea, and I wasn't so calm.
Although when I was a student, many teachers said that Wen Yiyue's personality was problematic, and her academic performance was reasonable, but in the process of interacting with people, I really didn't adapt so much, and I didn't like to integrate into the class very much.
In addition, I don't like to "clean up" myself, and I will always have a white-washed school uniform on my body.
Chen Yumo remembers very clearly that when Wen Yiyue graduated from high school, she was asked such a question, and her answer at that time was particularly impressive to her.
The question is, how do you feel about your high school life?
Here's what she said: "High school life is really like a drink with many flavors, but she feels that her drink is plain water, which is particularly bland. ”
Maybe it's really like what she said, her three years of high school were particularly dull, without the teenager in the special white shirt, without the back running wantonly in the sun, without those sneaky crushes, and more importantly, working hard for the sake of studying every day.
However, in Chen Yumo's own opinion, Yueyue is already very good, she is her favorite girl, so she said a little uncomfortably: "Yueyue, don't say this again, in my heart, you are the most unique existence in my youth." ”
It's a cup of particularly bitter coffee with a lot of sugar added to it, and you're one of the many sugars, and it's the one with the most sugar.
"Sister Yumo, I'm telling you this not because I want to hold on to the previous things and not let go, but because I feel a little tired of the current form of fighting each other all day long."
"Maybe it's my brother who I like so much that he can give me what this so-called sister deserves."