On June 16, 2020, "I Really Didn't Want to Be a Savior" reached 10,000 orders.

Today is the second day of Wan Ding, and the thoughts I want to sort out have been basically sorted out.

I'm embarrassed to write this testimonial too long, after all, I haven't written the text today.

How to say, as we all know, I have always been a street writer who lives by testimonials and begs for food by touching people.

There are too many thoughts in my heart, so my testimonials are short, and they are probably not short.

Since December 2005, I began to write my first book, and before I knew it, it has been almost 15 years.

I didn't expect to be able to stick to something that seemed boring for so long.

For fifteen years, writing was about intermittent.

In 2005~2009, I read books and told stories at the same time.

In 2009~2015, most of the time I worked hard, and I wrote something in my spare time, which was regarded as a spice in my life.

In 2015~2019, he wrote full-time and completed three books: "Carrying the Goddess Emperor with Me", "Monster Hunting Dad" and "The Ninth Profession".

In 2019, three consecutive eunuchs "I Plant Myself", "I Can Take Control of the Heavenly Tribulation", and "Immortal Palace in the Palm" were three books. I didn't write three books a year, I had zero income, and I fell to the bottom.

In December 2019, he opened "I Really Don't Want to Be a Savior" in numbness. Maybe it's a coincidence, maybe it's fate, maybe it's intentionally planting flowers that don't bloom, and unintentionally planting willows and willows. The word savior is not only the title of the book, but it is actually the savior of my personal life.

I didn't expect, really didn't expect, this book to be my personal savior.

Frankly speaking, even if I don't write books, I probably won't starve to death. Many readers know that I used to engage in scientific research and environmental protection, but many readers don't know that in fact, I am facing different "temptations" every year. What is temptation? I still have some roots in the field of environmental protection in Sichuan Province. Since 2015, I have always encountered such and such temptations, such as the chief technical engineer, the project manager, the director of the sewage treatment plant, and the person in charge of the solid waste landfill...... This kind of position is basically put in front of me two or three times a year.

Every time, I told myself that it was time to give up writing, and that it was time to go back to environmental protection, not only to fulfill social responsibility, but also to earn a little more solid money to support my family.

But every time, I think that writing and writing stories actually has social responsibilities and can also realize the value of life. I have always believed that if I can convey something inspiring with stories, what I leave to the times may not be bad than me in repairing more sewage plants, operating more sewage treatment facilities, and torturing more heavily polluting industries.

I asked myself, what do I like best?

But in the end, I chose to continue writing.

My father didn't understand, my family didn't understand either, and neither did the leaders, bosses, and university professors who I politely rejected.

Actually, I sometimes don't understand it myself.

In the past, I quit my job because I was forced to live and my income could not support my family's expenses.

Now that it's been on the street for a year, the first order is only 300, and the manuscript fee is a few hundred a month, what else do I insist on?

Now that the country has taken turns, and when I go back to the environmental protection industry, I can be a technical person in charge, and there will be more than 10,000 or 20,000 a month.

Now that time flies, half a year has passed in the blink of an eye, and I still haven't figured out what I was insisting on at that time.

Fortunately, persistence paid off.

I don't know if it's unprecedented to go from the first order of 300 to the average order of more than 10,000.

I don't know if I can do better in the future.

It's just that in the dead of night, looking at the book reviews posted by my brothers and sisters, and seeing that everyone can be touched by me, I get an incomparable sense of satisfaction and pride.

I even fantasize about whether readers can find the moment when they are moved by Chen Feng when they face difficulties in life, and whether they can also face difficulties like Chen Feng.

I hope that my books can make other people's lives better, which is my highest goal.

I often tell some friends who have known me for many years that authors should have a sense of responsibility and mission when writing books.

But I'm often ridiculed.

Shuangwen is Shuangwen, how cool is how to come, and it's over to make money with peace of mind.

You are fighting on the streets, you don't earn money, you are full of responsibility, you can't even raise your own home, are you qualified to talk about responsibility, are you qualified to help others?

I want to refute, I always want to say that the power of literature should not only be cool, it should be, there must be something else.

But facts have proved that this market is very realistic, the world of traffic is very realistic, and it is really cool to make money, and at the same time, the world is also smiling at the poor and not smiling at prostitutes.

I am poor, and I am humble, so I am powerless to refute.

Now it's okay, it's time to raise your eyebrows.

I have proved with facts that writing about the Internet can not be the same as the pursuit of coolness, and you can talk about something that is not so cool.

We should believe in the times, believe in the readers, and create good and valuable things with our hearts, which will definitely be noticed by others.

As a fast-food literature, if online literature can grasp the shining point, it can also give the times some more meaningful spiritual qualities under the cool appearance.

My words are a bit unashamed and shameless.

But now I'm not afraid of being laughed at, and every book I've written since I first started writing in 2005 has wanted to work in this direction.

Maybe I didn't do well enough before, or maybe I didn't have enough life experience, so I deserve to be mediocre.

At least now, with the support of my brothers and sisters, one subscription after another, I have finally done it.

10,000 bookings.

I believe this will not be the end for us.

The plot of the Savior has just fully unfolded.

Our future must be a broader sea of stars.

I also believe that good things can eventually get out of the circle.

Salvator Mundi will still not be the end of my writing career.

I firmly believe that sooner or later, I will be able to leave our mark on this era with all my brothers and sisters who have paid for me.

This is the highest pursuit of my book.

Here, I would also like to give special thanks to many people.

My editor-in-charge, Lu Ming, is a particularly enthusiastic and conscientious young man.

Thanks also to the editor-in-chief of the Sci-Fi Channel, May!

Thank you to my operations officer, hardcore readers Night Wind, Deep Sea Two, Orange, etc.

Thank you to the brothers who have discussed with me on my writing path.

"Avenue Chronicle" Pei Tugou

"Becoming the richest man starts from the game" green shirt gets drunk

"I really don't want to be famous" Wu Ma Xing

"I really don't want to be reborn" is dark and bright

The mysterious big watermelon in "Top of the Canyon".

"When the Doctor Opened the Hang" holds the ruler in hand

"Starting from the Bird" should be done

"Long Live the Imperial Brother" Cut Water 2

"I'm on my line" laughs at Lethe

Dream Catcher of the True Doomsday Game

Finally, a brief summary of the recent updates.

The word count has not decreased, but it has become less regular.

I have to admit that as the plot progresses, it is indeed becoming more and more difficult to write while maintaining depth and avoiding the boredom caused by repetition.

I can't say that I can be perfect, I can only promise that I will do my best to work in a better direction.

I can also assure you that every chapter I write has no intention of flooding.

If you really want water, then it won't be so difficult to write.

In short, we strive to do better, and we ask for your understanding.