Qu Qingge looked at her daughter and suddenly burst into tears: "Rui Rui, will you blame your mother for leaving you and leaving your father?" Mom thinks...... Living here is not happy, and my mother wants to try another way of life. But mom won't go far and will give you all her love. When Mom can support herself, I'll discuss with Dad and take you away, okay? Mom wants to take you away, but ...... There are too many uncertainties......"

Rui Rui raised her little hand to help her wipe away her tears, and asked innocently, "Mom, what is happiness?" Is it something important? ”

Qu Qingge was asked, and he couldn't answer for a while. Is happiness so important? The meaning of happiness is complex and difficult to interpret in words, she only knows that life is very depressing now.

Every morning when she got up, Ye Junjue went to the company, she was at home with the children, for her who grew up in Haicheng, the emperor was an unfamiliar place, she had no other friends except Wen Yan and Chen Mengyao, and she spent all day in this small circle.

If he has love for her, probably she can hold on, some people say, love is full of water. But he doesn't love it, she stays away from the city where he grew up, and teaches her husband and children at home every day, just like an impermeable black cloth wrapping her tightly, she can't see the colorful outside the black cloth, she can't touch his deep warmth, she was about to suffocate......

Now she figured it out, thought it thoroughly, but why, he didn't want to let her go?

She didn't want to spend the rest of her life here, she wanted to be free, and she wanted to set him free. But whenever he said that he loved her, she didn't care about anything, and from the day Chen Mengyao had an accident, his reaction made her enlightened. It turns out that it is so difficult to occupy a person's heart, especially someone who has loved others.

She sat on the sofa in the living room downstairs with Rui Rui in her arms until one o'clock in the morning, and finally waited for Ye Junjue's car to drive back to the manor.

In the silence of the night, the sound of the car seemed so abrupt that it almost lifted her up immediately.

Seeing Aze helping the drunk Ye Junjue into the door, she habitually wanted to put down Rui Rui and step forward to take care of her, but quickly stopped this thought.

She is always used to doing nothing to him, so what about him? He never was, she was more like a child-giving machine to him, lifeless, cold enough not to need emotional handouts to maintain.

"Madam, why haven't you slept yet?"

Aze was a little surprised to see her.

"I ...... I'm waiting for him to come back, and I'm looking for him. Qu Qingge hugged Rui Rui for too long, his arm was a little sore, and he could only adjust his posture slightly to relieve it.

Of course, Aze knew what she was waiting for Ye Junjue to come back for: "This ...... The young master is drunk like this, no matter what happens, he has to talk about it tomorrow, I will send him back to the room to rest first, and you can go to bed early. ”

Ye Junjue was indeed so drunk that he couldn't even act independently, and Aze was almost half-carrying him.

Qu Qingge answered, followed up upstairs, and suddenly caught a glimpse of a bright red lip print on the collar of Ye Junjue's white shirt, her heart trembled, his shirt, she has always been a novice wash, every piece is clean, but now it is stained with other women's lipstick marks!

She forced herself to look away, there was no need to be sad, there was no need to be sad, if he was divorced, he would never have anything to do with it again, and she would not have to pursue where he was having fun before he went home!

When Aze put Ye Junjue on the bed, he also noticed the lipstick mark on his collar.

Aze glanced at Qu Qingge, who was following behind him, "Mrs...... Shall I change the young master's clothes first? It will be more comfortable to sleep after changing clothes. ”

Qu Qingge put down Rui Rui, stepped forward to help Ye Junjue unbutton his shirt, and directly ignored the lip print: "It's okay, I'll come, it's so late, you can go back and rest." ”

Aze frowned, a little hesitant: "The young master has no ......"

Before he finished speaking, Qu Qingge took over the conversation: "It's okay, it doesn't matter." ”

Aze didn't say anything more, turned and left.

Qu Qingge took off Ye Junjue's shirt with great difficulty, looking at the lipstick marks on it, she sat in front of the bed for a long time, she was going to divorce, she was waiting for him to come home, but he was drunk with other women outside in his arms, how could he still be in the mood ...... at this time?

I don't know how long it took, but she took the shirt and washed it with her own hands, and dried it, the wet water couldn't melt her frozen heart, and it was time to finish.

She knew Ye Junjue's habits, as long as he was drunk, he must have gotten up early the next day, because a hangover would give him a headache.

She sat down in front of the bed and waited for the dawn for him to wake up.

As expected, before seven o'clock, Ye Junjue woke up with a headache, and after going to the bathroom in a daze, he noticed her sitting on the edge of the bed.

He was stunned for a moment, and then asked, "Aze sent me back?" ”

She nodded: "Can we talk about divorce now?" I'm serious. ”

He took a pair of pajamas from the closet and went straight to the bathroom: "There's nothing to talk about, it's been talked about a long time ago, I don't agree." I've been very busy lately, don't be vexatious anymore, I don't have time to mess with you. ”

The bathroom door closed shut.

Qu Qingge tugged at the corners of her clothes between her fingers, she wanted to rush in and make it clear to him, he was always like this, tepid, prevaricating her with various reasons, and leaving her at home alone to face all the loneliness. She's fed up with this!

When he came out of the shower and was about to go out, she blocked the bedroom door: "As long as you don't negotiate, you can't leave today, I don't want to spend the rest of my life with you, I don't want to do this anymore, I'm fed up!" ”

Ye Junjue stared at her for two seconds, without any emotion in his eyes: "Get out of the way." ”

She bit her lip and remained silent, still blocking the door.

He gritted his teeth, as if he had endured it to the extreme, turned around and threw his blazer on the bed: "What the hell do you want?!" Can you think of something else in your mind besides divorce?! You're going to talk, right?! We'll talk when I come back in the evening, let's talk! I'll be back early today, but now I'm going out, don't be vexatious! ”

Afraid that he was just lying to her, she asked uncertainly, "Do you really promise to come back tonight to talk?" ”

He didn't speak with a gloomy face, and she acquiesced: "Then you go, wait for you to come back for dinner in the evening, I hope you don't ...... anymore Late, don't make me wait for you until late at night. ”

Ye Junjue didn't speak, took his coat and left without looking back.

After spending a night, Qu Qingge was also tired, Rui Rui hadn't woken up at this time, she could take a nap, and when her daughter woke up, she would have to accompany her, she had no chance to rest at all.