(One hundred and forty-five) to live
When Queen Liu Qimei heard Ding Datian say that he was going to assassinate Yin Ruchen and saw that her residence was brightly lit and she was awake, she thought: I ordered Lord Lu to send someone to enter Yin Ruchen's residence at night to warn her, which was not a good thing, but in fact, it increased Yin Ruchen's vigilance and prompted her to turn on the lights and not fall asleep.
The assassin I sent to warn her before and did not hurt her entered her residence, which was equivalent to reminding her, which helped to prevent her from being plotted by Ding Datian, and it became a good thing for me to do this bad thing, and it also made me feel more comfortable, so that I should not have such nightmares again when I rest!
Yin Ruchen thought to himself: That day, when I saw that Ding Datian seemed to want me to make a statement, I felt that there seemed to be something wrong, but fortunately I didn't say it, otherwise things would be much more complicated.
At that time, she didn't make a statement, and Ding Datian didn't take the initiative to do so, because both of them took into account the disadvantages of making a statement.
In fact, when Ding Datian was thinking about whether to take the initiative to make a statement, his mind was hot, and he wanted to speak out with the determination to die in impulse, but he didn't expect that Yin Ruchen would let him go at this time.
This release made him suddenly think about a lot of situations, and felt that it was not necessarily a good thing to take the initiative to speak out. If he takes the initiative to speak out, the matter will not only belong to him, but those who have been arranged by Sun Guye will also be involved, in case something goes wrong, the problem will not be solved by him alone, and he may pull so many people into the water together, he feels that doing so is not his style.
If he didn't take the initiative, it would all be on his own, and he felt that it was more appropriate.
He also felt that if he could get things done alive, he didn't have to choose to take his own life, as long as he was alive, there were infinite possibilities, not to mention that he hadn't used the flying needles that Sun Guye gave him, if he didn't make a noise, he suddenly sent out seven flying needles when Yin Ruchen wasn't paying attention, which can be regarded as one of the ways to use a simple process and involve the least people to do things, in case he didn't hit, when Yin Ruchen gave King Jingyin the third treatment, he could also go to send poison darts, although that situation was very risky, and it would be easy to be discovered, but it's just a danger, and only by staying alive will you not waste other possibilities.
Of course, it wasn't just because of that he decided to keep quiet and save his life.
The main reason why he wanted to live was that he thought of his younger brother Ding Dadi at that moment. He hadn't seen him in a long time, and I didn't know how he was.
Ding Datian felt that even if he died, he must see Ding Dadi again before he died, otherwise he would not be blind to death.
As a killer, he is not afraid of death, and he can't think too much about feelings, but if he doesn't have that feeling, he won't be a killer at all.
He often thinks of his younger brother before going on dangerous missions, he thinks that there are not many years in life, and he has a fate with his younger brother in this life, but there is no hope in the next life, and if he dies, his fate with his younger brother may end forever.
For him, there is nothing terrible about death, what is terrible is the end of the fate of the person he is concerned about, never to see him again.
He chose to continue to live, and he must see Ding Dadi again.