And the note is just a sentence,

Swallowing your anger is not a long-term solution.

Jiang Ruofu looked at the chic and free words on the note, she already knew this handwriting these days.

Xiaoyu Dao,

"You said, if I see you again one day, I'll give you this note."

Jiang Ruofu nodded.

She knew what Shiko wanted to tell her.

Jiang Ruofu slowly folded the note.

Shizi is right, swallowing his anger is not a long-term solution.

can swallow her anger, but it is the method she has used to save her life for so many years.

At the time of the escape, the Jiang family reached a situation where there was no surplus food, and the eldest lady started the idea of her aunt. I want to sell my aunt to the lowest kiln for food.

But even if my aunt was a prostitute in the past, she was also a clean child, and she had always been courteous to those sons and young masters, and she had never been so humiliated.

Because he struggled and refused, he was tied up by the eldest lady.

You can't run away, and you can't get a chance to kill yourself.

If it weren't for the young self crying and kowtowing on the road, and begging passers-by to give her some food, the eldest lady could see the food and open up to her aunt.

I'm afraid she now has no biological mother to rely on.

Fortunately, when I met the rich door at that time, I saw that she was pitiful, and gave her a big bag of rice noodles and some eggs, so that she could take them back, and extinguished the eldest lady's mind, otherwise the aunt would have been sold at that time.

During the days when my aunt was held in the hands of the eldest lady, she was worried and anxious, her hands and feet were cold and kneeling on the side of the road, her heart was beating very fast, her little hands couldn't stop shaking, she still had to kneel, kowtow, and say auspicious words and say hello to people.

I was afraid that I would lose face for a moment, and if I hesitated for a moment to save face, my aunt would be sold, for fear that I would never have the opportunity to see my mother again in my life.

She cried, she wept bitterly, she wept and wept, she cried so loudly that her liver and gall were torn, but what was the use?

She can only laugh, kneel on the side of the road and say auspicious words, others laugh at herself, spit on her and wipe it on her face, and still smile flatteringly at others.

It's ridiculous that she was such a small person at that time, when she dragged those rice noodles back, the eldest lady saw that she had meritorious, and gave her the bowl of wild vegetable soup that she had eaten casually, and she still held the bowl high and kowtowed to the eldest lady gratefully.

Mrs. Xie rewarded.

Mrs. Xie let her aunt go.

Mrs. Xie, you are merciful, raise your noble hand, and be gracious.

Then he pretended to be very hungry, devoured the bowl of slag soup that was already as cold as ice on the spot, and pretended to be happy after eating, and wanted to thank him for a thousand thanks, and then kowtowed to the eldest lady three times.

When others stepped on her, she had to shout to thank others for being willing to mention that they were willing to step on her.

The tears in Jiang Ruofu's eyes flashed away.

But who is born without bones and can be despised at will?

But she has a family of three, no elders to protect her, no children to rely on, and no independent door.

And the Jiang family has always been competitive, and she can't have enough ability to ensure that after she leaves, she will not attract the resentful Jiang family to harass and suppress her.

Her mother was born cowardly, her brother was stupid, and for the sake of her family, she had to be so cowardly since she was a child, knocking out her teeth and swallowing blood.

She was very helpless, and she hated that iron could not become steel, but she could only grit her teeth and shed tears and bleed, and endure it step by step.

No one told her that to be a man you have to have two or two bones, and even if a person is from a humble background, he can stand under the bright sun openly.

In order to get food in troubled times, she learned to kowtow to everyone on the street at a young age.

In order to survive, grow up to the age where you can support the world and protect your family, and be strong enough to fight against the enemy.

She grovels, she loses her dignity,

suffered all the humiliation and grievances, but she always looked like a coward, and she never resisted.

Because she wants to show people her cowardice and inferiority, sensitivity and humility, and dispel the jealousy of others against her.

Because she wants to precipitate the edge and keep her head down.

Because she had to take precautions, she endured humiliation and burden, and the jade Yun beads were hidden.

He is a sword and a sword, and she wants to kill the enemy with a blade, and kill decisively without leaving any room.

Take back what she wants to get back, and protect her family from the turmoil.

However, before we can fight back like this, we must not startle the snake and arouse fear and suspicion.

Jiang Ruofu clenched his hand and clenched the note.

Even if everyone can step on her now, she can only endure it.

It's easy to endure, but it's hard to do it for a month.

Not to mention a year, five years, ten years, not to mention being born to endure.

Shi Zifu was born with gold and jade, and everyone flattered her, how could she understand her hardships?

If she wantonly fights back now, attracting the attention of others, it will attract ten times more pressure than she can repay.

If she wants to achieve her goal, she can only kneel at the feet of people, beg, let people see her pitiful appearance, make people happy, be merciful, and let her go contentedly.

Only in this way will it not attract counterattack and fear.

Swallowing your anger is indeed not a long-term solution.

But the edge is exposed, and it is not for the sake of the present.

Shizi, I don't understand.

She Jiang Ruofu is now a cowardly person in the eyes of everyone, and she is convinced that it is the best situation for her now.

She is not single, she still has a family to carry, and she has no qualifications to be willful.

Jiang Ruofu sighed, flattened the crumpled note by her, and put it away.

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Ming Yunluo stayed awake all night, sat in the carriage and thought all night, thinking about the situation in front of him from beginning to end.

Did you find fault somewhere, so that Jiang Fu took him back and blamed him?

If it happened during her absence, it would definitely be involved with Huai Youfu, and it would affect them.

If the eldest lady deliberately blames and deliberately takes herself back this time, it will definitely not be a trivial matter.

Mingyunluo clutched his sleeves, and the sweat in his palms stopped coming out again.

The carriage finally entered the Jiang Mansion, and she didn't even dare to lift the curtain to look at the situation in the mansion now.

Just one look at it made her not have the courage to step out of the carriage again.

The carriage stopped, and Ming Yunluo lifted the curtain and came down.

Go straight to Qinghui Garden.

And Xiaoyu and Jiang Ruofu were making the bed.

As soon as Ming Yunluo pushed the door like this, both of them looked out of the door together.

Xiaoyu said in surprise,

"Auntie is back!"