Chapter 293: I want to open
Qin Yao felt that the word "harmony" was ...... It's very ordinary, people who are not lovers in the first place are bound together because of a marriage contract, which is a very inappropriate, inhumane and inhumane thing that does not conform to women's sense of independence. Qin Yao has always wanted to be open, and he has an attitude towards harmony and separation. But Qin Yao also knew that this kind of thinking might not be understood by others, especially the two people around him at the moment, let alone support.
However, Qin Yao has always had an idea in his heart, and separation is a process. It's the end of my relationship with myself before, which is very unsmooth.
Whether it is the identity of the second princess, or the misunderstanding of the eldest prince and the crown prince, as well as Gu Xuancheng, the problem that should not be the most problematic, is a problem of Qin Yao's identity in this era, and the crux is the legacy of Qin Yao in the past and when he did not adapt to the role of Qin Yao.
In her later life, especially in the first few days, Qin Yao no longer imagined that this era could really accept or accept her fantasies about feelings.
Ye Qinghong's overtures a few nights ago, Qin Yao no longer thinks that it was a gesture between men and women, it may just be a friendly reaction by Ye Qinghong to his wife's identity. And twenty-four hours ago, the chattering Ye Qinghong, Qin Yao now feels that that is the reality that the real self and Ye Qinghong should face up, Ye Qinghong needs an obedient daughter-in-law, a person who has climbed the royal family, and a person who recognizes and enjoys the identity of the second princess.
Qin Yao felt that he had already tried, and he was quite happy at first, tidying up the yard, taking people to tidy up the so-called housekeeping, and even having a whim to make himself the master of the Second Prince's Mansion, really do some changes and do something meaningful, and the result.
Therefore, whether it was a fall yesterday or an accidental injury, those abrasions and falls were actually really painful for Qin Yao, even if Ye Qinghong came to help him out last night, Qin Yao felt that it was only because Mother Xie had gone too far, and their behavior touched the interests of the most important master in the Second Prince's Mansion, so Ye Qinghong would take action.
Twenty-four hours ago, if Qin Yao had experienced last night, she might have been moved with emotion, and even heartbroken, and even fantasized about whether Ye Qinghong was looking at him differently. It's a pity that with that day's experience, Qin Yao will definitely not let himself have any illusions anymore.
And the result of separation will always come. Before, it may have been just that everyone was waiting for that day to come.
Now, Qin Yao felt that since he was always coming, why did he just wait, he had to take the initiative to face it.
For example, first of all, don't have illusions, don't have illusions about the identity of the second princess, and Ye Qinghong, this is the principle and the first and most important one.
Su He and the little girl didn't know what Qin Yao was thinking for a while, but seeing that she was very silent, Su He poured a cup of jasmine tea and handed it to Qin Yao, Qin Yao had no expression, took it casually, took the cup, and didn't drink it.
"Miss, are you, in fact, last night was quite scary, in the Qin Mansion, although we didn't have the best, but only the eldest lady and the eldest lady dared to bully us, not to mention, that kind of is a jealousy, who will really poison whom?"
Qin Yao looked up at Su He, "Why not, Qin Fu, ah, my good sister, didn't she poison her own mother last time?" But Qin Fu doesn't like me, everything she does is for a reason. But I don't know where I offended those people, Mother Xie. I have seen the people in the kitchen of the East Courtyard, and I can count my hands and ten fingers, how much resentment is there? ”
"Second princess, my mother said that it was because Mother Xie was in charge of the procurement in the house, and those were all silver money, after you really took charge of the affairs in the house, you would definitely not let them take care of it anymore, and there would be a lot less oil and water." Min'er explained in a whisper.
Qin Yao felt even more sad in her heart, take a look, what the second princess, what Miss Qin, she is a big chicken leg on the chopping board, people can eat it if they want, eat it with sauce, you can't choose to be boiled, you want to bake it, you can't choose to be shredded chicken noodles. In this kind of life, if I, Qin Yao, continue to be cautious in the mansion, what is the point? Anyway, you guys can't fight well.
Yes, no matter how I am, there will be people who don't like it, because I shouldn't be this second princess, Ye Qinghong doesn't like people, how can there be a place for me in his palace.
From now on, I can't continue to be cautious like this, because it's uncomfortable anyway, so why should I be uncomfortable and make you comfortable?
Qin Yao suddenly decided to treat herself well in the future. After all, Heli is a more idealistic result, if it is not ideal, he may not have a chance to cut his hair as a nun.
"I want to build a small kitchen, Su He, you go to Steward Wu, I won't ask about the things in the house in the future, if you don't go out, you should not have me, the second princess, really, you must explain it to Steward Wu, I won't ask anything from now on, there is a small kitchen in this courtyard, we can eat the monthly case, after all, it is a day when the monk hits the clock for a day, and I will still eat this month, if Ye Qinghong is not willing to do it, I will ...... I want to think about how to pay him back. Anyway, from now on, I just have to eat and sleep for a happy day, I want to read books, I want to go to the theater, I want to buy delicious food, I queue up every day to buy fruit branding, I want to go to the street. Yes, Su He, you go, find someone to pass the word to the sixth lady, we don't cooperate, I will sell the teahouse to her directly. The money sold, save it, you find me a money bank, I save it, and the interest should be able to repay these months, if I have the life to go out in the future, I will spend it, no, I will leave it to you and my mother. ”
Thinking about it like this, Qin Yao felt that life was not a bottomless pit, and he still had some hope, before cutting his hair and becoming a nun, he had to eat all the delicious meat dishes in the imperial city, taste all the delicious wines, and visit all the opera gardens, as well as those fruit brands, as long as he still had a chance, he had to try all kinds of flavors. Well, looking at life this way, it seems that there is still some expectation.
The more I think about it, the happier I become, people really want to open it, why bother to be a housekeeper for a person who doesn't like him, and risk the threat of being beaten by other mothers-in-law, if you don't do it, there will be a threat to your life, isn't it good to be a mentally independent woman, isn't it good to be a rice worm...... In life, there are always things that make you happy.
Qin Yao felt that her attention was very good, she didn't pay attention, she said it very energetically, and she also had a smile on her face, but Su He on the side, and the little girl Min'er, judging from the expressions of these two people, just when Qin Yao thought about it so beautifully, they were both about to cry.