Chapter 200: Father's Love
"Does Taotao know? I'm not actually the Wang family's own child. Wang Xiaoda said softly.
"Huh? What does little: What does this mean? Zhou Tao didn't know, he even felt that he had heard it wrong.
"Yes, my eldest brother was born to my parents, but I was adopted by my parents when I was seven years old." Wang Xiaoda looked at Zhou Tao, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth.
He didn't take the initiative to talk about it to others, and he didn't want to mention it again. It's not that I'm disgusted, and I'm not sad, it's just that the clouds are light and light, so I don't bother to mention it again.
Now that Zhou Tao and Uncle Zhou have some problems in their relationship, he wants to talk to him about this past.
"What about Xiao Dage's biological father?" Zhou Tao asked softly.
He didn't know if this was Xiao Dage's scar, but since he took the initiative to bring it up, he shouldn't care too much!
"I died, when I was seven years old, my mother died, because my father was a gambler, owed a lot of gambling debts, and the family lost all the money, so he sold my mother and sold it in an unbearable place, and then my mother committed suicide...... Wang Xiaoda said slowly.
Originally, he thought that he had become lighter, no one was gone, and he had taken revenge, but now that he thinks about it, he still hates that person.
"Little Brother Da, don't be sad, it's all over, now that you are doing well, your aunt's spirit in the sky will definitely be at ease." Zhou Tao didn't know how to comfort him, so he could only pat Wang Xiaoda's hand gently.
Then they poured him another cup of tea, and just now they were in the street, and they were a little thirsty, so they came to a small teahouse, and sat down to drink some tea.
"It's okay, it's been ten years, there's nothing to be sad about." Wang Xiaoda came to his senses.
He just couldn't forget that scene, how sad it must have been that she died in that kind of place, and she didn't see him before she died.
Just confused for a moment, Wang Xiaoda came to his senses, quietly took a sip of tea, and continued.
"It wasn't enough for him to sell my mother, he wanted to sell me, but fortunately, my father found out, rescued me, recognized me as a righteous son, and beat the man and drove him out." Wang Xiaoda thought of the scene when Wang Lang saved him at that time, and smiled gently.
He was desperate, his mother was gone, his father's hideous face, and the old rich man's squinting eyes, he felt desperate and disgusted.
But at the most desperate time, Wang Lang rescued him and took him home, he was like a dream, and he was stupid.
It took him a long time to believe that they had no ill will towards him, and even cared about him. He was just begging him to save his mother.
Unfortunately, it was a step too late, and by the time they arrived, the mother had already died, on the day he was sold. I don't know if my mother knew the news that he was sold, so she committed suicide in despair.
They went late, and they only had time to collect their mother's body. He followed Wang Lang back to Wang's house.
His eldest brother gave him a brand new name, following his last name. He was not sad at all, but felt happy, and their names were brothers as soon as they heard it.
He was in a hurry to get rid of the past, he was in a hurry to become stronger, and he was in a hurry to kill that person to avenge his mother!
At that time, he was stunned and fell into a frenzy of revenge, and if it wasn't for his father pulling him, he might have lost his heart by now.
It is also the care of the eldest brother and his mother, he is very sensitive, and fortunately, they are sincere and good to him, let him become a part of the family, and he slowly came out. Didn't become the kind of madman who only knows revenge.
"Then how did little Dagoa get out? It must be painful! Zhou Tao felt like he had heard a story, but the story was true. Little Da Ge is really pitiful, his father, no! That stinky and shameless person is really not human!
"Fortunately, I went to learn martial arts for a few years, and there was a little problem in my heart at that time, and I almost couldn't get out, so my father sent me to the temple in order to let me come out, which is the kind of temple for warrior monks, I stayed there for four years, learned martial arts, and also went to the demons." Wang Xiaoda said with a smile.
He was eight years old at the time, and although he had been through a lot, he felt that he was very mature. But when he heard that his father was going to send him to the temple, he was still very surprised, wasn't it because he hated him too much and had too deep demons in his heart to send him to be a monk, right?
He didn't speak for a few days, but he was sad and didn't want to ask, he just didn't eat or talk to resist, he didn't want to be a monk! If you become a monk, you can't kill, you can't eat meat, and you have to shave your head!
Later, it was the Queen Mother who found out and told him. It's not that he wants to become a monk, it's just the kind of temple where he learns martial arts, and he doesn't have to shave his head or quit meat, he just listens to the Dharma there, calms his heart, and no longer falls into revenge. If you learn martial arts again, it only takes a year or two to come back.
After listening to this, he agreed, said goodbye to the Wang family, and followed his father's friend to the temple. At first, he was very unaccustomed to it, except for being more active when he practiced martial arts, and he had a headache when he heard about the Dharma.
The abbot said that he could not calm down, because there was a demon in his heart, so he could not be at peace day and night.
At that time, he did often have insomnia, wanting to take revenge, and thinking of his mother was very painful. But he didn't believe in any of the sayings that there was a demon in his heart.
He asked if he had recited the scriptures, read the Buddhist books, and knocked on the wooden fish, so that he could be at peace.
The abbot said that only when you enter the Buddha and really put the scriptures into your heart will it be effective.
He laughed, he didn't believe it, but he was really aroused by his curiosity, so he began to obediently attend morning classes, listen to monks chanting scriptures, and copy scriptures.
At first, he was irritable, looking at the obscure scriptures and the humming chanting, and his head hurt. Several times he wanted to give up, and he almost tore up those scriptures, but he thought of Wang Lang, who had worked hard for him, and he couldn't help it.
He slowly became patient and able to restrain himself, and it took him almost a year to really read the scriptures by heart. He became calmer and less desperate to kill the man.
But he never gave up revenge, and the abbot said that he had eliminated the demons in his heart, and the bad roots were difficult to change.
He felt angry and irritable, but he suddenly understood that he was still that kind of person, and it was impossible for him to truly let go of his hatred and calm down.
In the second year, Wang Lang and the Queen Mother came to pick him up, but he didn't go back, but said that he didn't finish his studies and had no shame to go back.
He had a stubborn temper, so Wang Lang had no choice but to follow him. He stayed in the mountain for another three years and learned the martial arts thoroughly, but the Dharma never passed.
He believes that he has a backbone, which can destroy himself when he is bad, and he can achieve himself if he restrains himself.
In the past three years, the Wang family has come to visit him every year, and his eldest brother has also come several times, although he will quarrel with him, but he is very happy.
Three years later, he went back, and when he came he was a vicious child, and when he left, he became a gentle boy who could hide.
He learned everything very quickly, he went back and spent a year learning business things, and his father officially told everyone that he was the little son of the Wang family, and he came back from studying art outside.
He was very moved, and sincerely called his father and mother, and the duplicitous eldest brother. Wang Dahu always quarrels with him, but he is really good to him.
He began to take over Changle Fang a few years ago, and now that he is here, he tells him everything in every detail, and he is not afraid that he will share his family property.
When he took over another Changle Fang, he was really worried for a long time, he was not afraid that he would not manage it well, but that his eldest brother would mind, after all, he was an outsider, and he shared the favor of his parents, and now he even shared the family business.
But his eldest brother didn't care, his father also said that Changle Fang is a gambling house, in many places, he does better than his eldest brother, he is like his father, strategic and ruthless, but he has not lost his heart.
His father told him very clearly that time, and he also saw through his heart, Changle Fang will have half of him in the future, but his father said that he also has selfish intentions, he has not cultivated a good big brother, and the eldest brother is suitable for business, but not for gambling houses.
His father said that he hoped that he could help him and help his eldest brother keep the family business, and he agreed. And so far.
"So that's the case, no wonder I never knew that Xiao Dage's life experience, Uncle Wang is very good, he regards Xiao Dage as his own son, so everyone has never doubted it."
At least, Zhou Tao never doubted it, and even he felt that Uncle Wang and Aunt Wang were better to Brother Xiaoda than Brother Dahu.
"Well, my father and my eldest brother are very good to me." Wang Xiaoda said with a smile.
He was unfortunate to meet that biological father, but he was lucky to meet the Wang family, and this happiness will last for most of his life, and he is already very satisfied.
"I'm telling you this, in fact, I want to tell you that although you didn't experience fatherly love when you were a child, you are only ten years old this year, and it's not too late. Uncle Zhou is your biological father, he must love you very much, but he is not good at expressing it. "
Wang Xiaoda said so much, but he just wanted to tell Zhou Tao that he was still a child, and he was not ten years old, so he didn't need father's love. It's never too late for everyone to need it, as long as someone truly loves you.
He may have had fatherly love when he was a child, but unfortunately he doesn't remember it, because he hates that person so much that he only remembers his crimes. When he was sold, when his mother died, he also felt that he didn't need to love this thing, and he didn't need a family.
But when he was seven years old, in a desperate situation, he realized that now ten years have passed, he still enjoys the love of his family, especially his father's love, his father has a great influence on him, and he teaches everything by hand, this role cannot be replaced by others.
Zhou Tao is now ten years old, before, he may not have felt his father's love, after so many years, he must feel that he doesn't need it anymore, but just now he saw the father and son of ordinary people, he still felt envious.
So, deep down in his heart, he must have longed for his father to treat him like that, but he was afraid, afraid that he wouldn't get it when he wanted it, so he was duplicitous and lied to himself that he didn't need it.